Light In Darkness (A Sincerity)

Not my Wish

after returning home from the shooting location Sintia invited his driver to come somewhere and this is where Sintia was on the side of the road from the car Sintia observed a building that had existed in her life.

"apparently this place is still the same even the building nothing changes just the color of the paint only and the children who teach only change".Sintia monologue from the heart , yeah I don't know where Sintia came from where she taught first.

when Sintia was cool to see the building her lips smiled when she saw the children came out and scattered to go home and at that time Sintia saw Ilham who came out of the place and followed the women veiled and the kid who hit him yesterday and looks like a happy family.

"that must be his wife".Sintia's monologue and shut the windshield

"our sister returned to the apartment". said Sintia and leaned her body while Zahra had been silent since.

"as before it was Sintia".Ilham monologue in heart when accidentally saw Sintia who closed the car glass

"ustadz Ilham and Ning Aida were already like a married couple".

"it could be this mother". replied Ning Aida with embarrassment

"preferably fast in halalin Ning Aida ustadz Ilham, later hunted down and Ari also need a mother figure". she continued while Ilham could only sigh because many mother mothers told him to marry Ning Aida immediately

"sorry Mom, don't be like that later afraid it will be a rumor and not good for me or Ning Aida, and I also have no thoughts of getting married again".

"i'll excuse you for assalamualaikum".

"waalaikumussalam". replied the mother and Ning Aida simultaneously

Ning Aida could only stare at the back of the Ilham ustadz who was walking with her son.

"Ning Aida is suitable for Lo to be Ari's mother".

"let's hope me and ustadz Ilham get married soon". replied Ning Aida

"iya Ning and I believe ustadz Ilham will definitely not reject Ning because Ning passed Cairo Hafizh quran and a child of the owner of the boarding school".

"mother could have been, yes my mother came home scared in wait for Abah and ummah".

"assalamualaikum ma'am".

"waalaikumussalam"

Ning Aida came home soon because her brother had sent a message because there was something important that Abah wanted to convey and Ning Aida would also use this opportunity to talk to her brother that she loved ustadz Ilham and would ask her Abah to match her with Ilham's ustadz, and Ning Aida was sure if her brother who asked Ilham's ustadz would definitely not be able to resist. with a happy heart Aida stepped her foot towards the boarding school.

actually it could have been Ning Aida teaching teaching in the pesantren environment but because she wanted to be close to Ilham ustadz then Ning Aida helped me out in the place of Ilham ustadz teaching teaching. ustadz Ilham himself in addition to teaching in pesantren he also teaches teaching at the place he built ten years ago, he said, ustadz Ilham built the place with his college friends with the aim to teach teaching for children who do not have the cost and until now the place is still running.

After arriving at Sintia's apartment straight into her room while Zahra went into the kitchen to cook food. Inside the room Sintia opened her closet and took a new towel when it also fell a white cloth, and, Sintia took the cloth and it turned out to be a hijab.

"did the veil I wore in the dream".

"and this is also the headscarf that I was inspired to give when I was serving me at that time".

Sintia looks into the closet trying to think why the hijab is in the closet, Sintia's memory spins as she packs things and moves into this apartment, at that time the one who cleaned his clothes was not himself but the worker who was assigned by Om Bagaskara because at that time he was just daydreaming about his life.

sintia slowly stepped her feet towards the dresser and with slightly trembling hands Sintia used the hijab.

"gorgeous lady while wearing it". said Zahra who entered the room Sintia and Sintia immediately release her hijab

"this lady is the juice I put on the table".

"iya Zahra just put it there, I want to take a shower first". replied Sintia and went into the bathroom

after Sintia entered Zahra took the hijab lying on the floor and placed it in the bed bag belonging to Sintia.

"i can see in your heart there is a sense of wanting to return to your life that you used to miss but there is no courage in you to rebel, and I pray that the lady can be a little brave there is Mr. Bagaskara not to use the body of the lady so that the lady can be separated from the world that the lady does not want". Zahra monologue then left the room Sintia

while Sintia who was in the bathtup and closed her eyes imagined when the day she spent teaching children to teach.

"Bu yahoo yahu guru njai". said one of Sintia's students

"why did Cia say it was delicious". asked Sintia at the time

"because we can share our knowledge and when Cia was older Cia wanted to be like Sintia Bu".

"and Cia will share the knowledge that Cia gets to children who want to learn to teach". continued Cia and Sintia terseum

"may Cia always be the son of Sholeh and the more mature Cia and the more knowledge and useful for others".

"aamiin, Cia went home first, ma'am, you have to help the mother sell".

"assalamualaikum ma'am guru is beautiful".

"waalaikumussalam heart on the road".

Cia is one of his students who after teaching directly home first because he had to help his parents, after the departure of Cia , Sintia continued teaching njai to other children and Sintia smiled when she saw the enthusiasm of children in learning

Sintia opened her eyes as the shadow swirled in her mind, Sintia rubbed her face violently, since stepping on foot in Indonesia Sintia always imagined the shadow of her former life

"would I make the wrong decision to come back here huh, since I'm here as if my life used to always haunt me".

"let Sintia you are happy with your life now please do not remember your old life".

Sintia wrapped around the towel and came out of the bathroom, after she finished wearing her clothes Sintia took her phone and so many orders and calls from om Bagaskara but Sintia did not intend to reply or contact Om Bagaskara. Sintia put her phone in a drawer and drank her juice

"hopefully old Bagaskara at Balinya" said Sintia while staring at the sky of his room.