Light In Darkness (A Sincerity)

The Same Dream

ustadz Ilham walked on a lake and ustadz Ilham followed a very bright light.when he arrived at the side of the lake ustadz Ilham stopped his steps when he saw the back of a woman wearing a white dress. ustadz Ilham slowly advanced his steps towards the woman.

"Sintia". said ustadz Ilham when he arrived beside Sintia while Sintia was sweetened towards ustadz Ilham

"mas finally you come too I always wait here".

"waiting for me". parrots ustadz Ilham

"iya is waiting for you to pick me up". said Sintia with a big smile on ustadz Ilham while ustadz Ilham was glued with a smile belonging to Sintia

"pick you up how". asked ustadz Ilham confusedly

"whatever you do not want to bring home, what mas also willing if the wife of this mas taken people".

"wife". peeking ustadz Ilham

"Mother Mother". cried Ari approached ustadz Ilham and Sintia

"Ari why call her Mother". asked ustadz Ilham to his son

"then Ari must call what umi called umikan for Umi kania so Ari called Mother Sintia yes Mother is Abi".

"that's not what Abi means, he's not who we are".

"what Abi forgot Abikan was married to Mother Sintia".

"married". strangled ustadz Ilham while holding his forehead

"mas". call Sintia trying to hold ustadz Ilham's shoulder

"don't touch me". said Ustadz Ilham

"why can't I touch you mad, I'm your wife".

ustadz Ilham retreated his steps while shaking his head and digesting everything

"impossible". beo ustadz Ilham

ustadz Ilham's breath gasped and Ilham's ustadz immediately leaned his body on the head of the bed.

"apparently just a dream". monologue ustadz Ilham

ustadz Ilham got out of bed when he saw the clock showing at two o'clock in the morning, ustadz Ilham walked towards the bathroom and took ablution. solemnly ustadz Ilham to pray the night after the completion of ustadz Ilham to pray and not forget to pray for his late wife

"forgive me Kania's been leading other women for a few days, may you calm down there Kania and mas will not replace your position because mas has promised to make you the only one in return for what you never get from the mas from one year of marriage we, you are so patient that finally make mas fall in love with you Kania, mas do'a you put the best there". do'a ustadz Ilham

and when Ustadz Ilham rubbed his hands on his face Ilham ustadz Seeing Sintia who was fragrant at him while holding the baby and Ari who was beside Sintia

"astaghfirullah". said Ustadz Ilham then opened his eyes and even his heart beat double

"what is this is why I always dream the same few days and every prayer when I close my prayer, I looked at Sintia who was falling on me and carrying the baby and Ari was also beside Sintia".Ilham's monologue ustadz while holding her chest that was beating very fast, ustadz Ilham took a breath and let out so that the heart did not beat too fast but his vain efforts the heart still beat very fast as when he menghitia first

"why beats like this".

ustadz Ilham grabbed the Qur'an and chose to teach while waiting for the dawn prayer, while teaching ustadz Ilham's heartbeat was still beating rapidly but slowly his heartbeat returned to normal. when dawn arrived Ari who was ready with Koko's clothes, and peci entered the room ustadz Ilham.

"Abi Ari is ready come to the mosque soon after dawn" said Ari and Ustadz Ilham ended his teaching

"wah Abi's son is getting smarter and more diligent".

"iya dong Abi should pray it must be on time so Ari must pray on time".

"smart kid". said Ustadz Ilham

"ayo departs Abu so that the front shaf section". take Ari

"ayo". answered ustadz

"ustadz Ilham Ari is a diligent child, another child at this hour is still sleeping but Ari is already in the mosque".

"thank you sir so that the child can be diligent in praying or doing other positive things actually depends on how his parents educate him". replied ustadz Ilham

when the time came to pray Ari followed the movement of the priest, after the completion of the prayer turned out Ari was asleep and ustadz Ilham who saw it smiled, smiling, ustadz Ilham raised his son because it was Sunday so ustadz Ilham did not wake Ari. After arriving at the house of Ilham put Ari in his bed. ustadz Ilham took a photo of Kania that Ari always hugged every want to sleep.

"father knows you also want to be like other children who want to feel the love of a mother"., said Ustadz Ilham while rubbing his son's hair

"Darling Allah is more dear to the ummah so Allah takes the ummah first".

ustadz Ilham put the photo on the nightstand and then came out of his son's room

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ustadz Ilham opened the door and was surprised to see Abah Rahman in his house

"assalamualaikum Abah".

"waalaikumussalam".

"let's go to Abah". said Ustadz Ilham

Abah and Ustadz Ilham were already in the living room while ustadz Ilham was silent with confusion as to why the morning was in his house

"Ari where is ham". asked Abah

"Ari was sleeping Abah after the dawn prayer".ustadz Ilham replied

"actually Abah came here to talk to you about something Ilham".

"What do you want to talk about". asked ustadz Ilham

"when Abah walked in the morning, Abah heard my mother talking about you and Aida even said that you were getting married, honestly, Abah was a little disappointed to hear this rumor and Abah also did not know how close the two of you were so that there was this rumor".

"sorry that I and Ning Aida do not have any relationship, we met only at the school and greeted us when we met on the road".

"It's just that this rumor has spread and next Sunday there will be someone proposing to Aida and what if Gus Maulana hears this rumor".

"so Abah has decided that Abah wants you to marry Aida".

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ustadz Ilham was speechless at what he said

"ham Abah knows this surprises you but Abah wants you to marry Aida, Moreover, the rumor that you will get married has become a byword in the boarding school and the community and Abah is sure if you do not get married will and other rumors and it is not good for you and Aida". abah

"but sorry that Ilham did not want to marry again".

"Inah tau Ilham loves Kania very much but other than the rumors of your marriage there are those who say that you are often alone and some say you often hold hands, Abah just wants to keep the honor of Aida ham, Abah just wants to keep the honor of Aida ham, if this is heard by others Abah is sure no one will want to marry Aida because they will think things out, just hold her hand bravely they will think something else".

"but the bah is all untrue" said Ustadz Ilham

"Tell you ham but how else you two have become a rumor if you do not immediately marry your good name that will be a threat".

"good thoughts are good". continued Abah and ustadz Ilham just silent because if the rumor there should have been when in the mosque there was talking about it

"Change to go home first and the decision is in your hands ham if indeed you do not want to leave with Aida Abah please eliminate the rumors and gossip in three days".

"Change pamit assalamualaikum".

"wassalamu'alaikum".ustadz Ilham answered