Light In Darkness (A Sincerity)

Perfecting the Marriage

in the bathroom Sintia still remembered Bagaskara's words at the supermarket earlier so that he asked really what Bagaskara said earlier. Sintia took a breath and came out of the bathroom, Sintia saw her husband sitting on the lip of the bed.

"Sit here first". said Ilham while patting the lip of the bed beside him

Sintia moved her legs toward her husband and sat down next to him, Ilham fell on Sintia before speaking

"what is there that is disturbing your mind".Ilham asked Sintia and Sintia shook her head while bowing her head

Inspiration lifted Sintia's chin and directed her.

"i know what upsets your mind otherwise it's impossible for you to stay quiet like this and not even respond to Ari".

"did anyone say anything to you and I didn't know it".

"saying what, saying what about me". replied Sintia and Ilham took a breath when Sintia had not said anything

Sintia went up to the bed and laid her back against Ilham, Ilham followed Sintia and wrapped her hands around Sintia's waist and Sintia could feel her husband's breath hitting her neck.

"i know he came up to you and said something to you, I don't know what he said but after you met him you were silent like this".

"mas married me out of pity". said Sinta so Ilham began to know what Bagaskara said to his wife

"why talk like that". asked Ilham who wanted to know what Bagaskara said to his wife

"we've been married for a month but you've never touched me for sure you're disgusted with my body that's been plastered by others for seven years and you're married to me out of pity instead of". said Sintia while shedding her tears

Ilham turned Sintia's body to face him and Ilham wiped the tears of Sintia that had flowed into his wife's cheek

"heard I said I didn't mind the life you've been living for seven years and I once thought you were dirty in my eyes you were like Sintia who was still the same before the tragedy". ilham said while rubbing his wife's cheek

"but you didn't touch me and there's no way you wouldn't want it let alone us sleeping one bed I'm sure you would want it but you're disgusted with me".

"you know I don't touch you because you still feel awkward to me Sintia even when I kiss your forehead I can feel your awkwardness and I want to touch you when you can fully accept I am your husband"., Ilham said as he soared

"and all this time you've still put distance between us Sintia and you still think that I don't accept you not even that's all you still think that I still think of Kania so that makes you kania's replacement and that's why I don't want to touch you because of what because I don't want you to think that I did it out of lust".

"you and Kania have their own space in my heart".

"answer me zaujati". said Ilham

"a I don't know because I'm still afraid if this marriage is just a pseudo especially with the life I've lived these seven years that will one day make you regret and leave me someday, one day, I'm afraid my heart is hurting again like I heard you say the name of another woman who was supposed to be our wedding day".

"in my life I will never let go of what is already mine and whatever will happen in the future I will keep you Sintia because in reality in marriage is not only filled with happiness and pleasure alone, one day will surely experience what is called a household test and that is where it becomes the culmination of household life, whether we can defend our ship and pass it to get real happiness or vice versa is to give up the test".

"now understand because a marriage is not a game because after the agreement is said then that is where a responsibility changes hands and we must understand the rights and responsibilities of each of us".

"and not only that but a nature and difference will also be a challenge in each of us because we must be able to accept and suppress our ego so that we can run the household well because basically everyone has different traits and personalities and we will not be able to equalize it". Ilham and Sintia said listening to what her husband said

"so now do not listen to the words of others because we are the ones who live this marriage is not them".

"i hope my wife understands what I said earlier hmmm". continued Ilham and raised a smile on Sintia's lips

"understand". said Sintia and Ilham chuckled

"that's not to be silent or sad because I will not let these tears fall in vain because of unimportant things".

Ilham brought his face closer to Sintia's face and kissed Sintia's forehead which regressed down to the cheek then to Sintia's nose and last lips. what her husband did made Sintia stand up and amaze her husband's shirt collar. Inspiration swiping the nose on the nose Sintia

"i want it and may I do it tonight and make you mine".

Sintia took her breath because it felt so nervous and awkward that it immediately enveloped Sintia

"bo may". answered Sintia nervously and Ilham chuckled with Sintia's nervousness

Ilham looked at the face of Sintia who had blushed in shame and a red hue on his wife's cheek

"the anxiety of my wife if she blushes like this".

after getting approval from Sintia, Ilham invited Sintia to pray first before performing the worship that will be the perfecting of their marriage. after finishing the prayer Ilham held Sintia and threw Sintia into bed. The smile that Inspiration showed helped Sintia get more nervous, never did Sintia wonder that she would do this with a couple that matter to her. destiny is so beautiful they were kept away because of tragedy and now they are reunited.

tonight the couple has perfected their marriage.