Light In Darkness (A Sincerity)
The Letter From Kania
..."to Mas Ilham...
...My heart aches and breaks when you prefer to be with another woman, I have loved you so much since I sat in High School but you only think of me as your sister, this is my feeling for you. I hope that when I read and receive this letter I am married to the woman I want to marry, Sintia. mas I have one secret that is difficult to say and forgive me maybe after reading this letter I will be disappointed in me....
...The heartache I experienced when I proposed to Sintia made you dark-eyed, a week before the wedding of mas and Sintia I heard that her sister Sintia was in debt and knew what I was doing when I heard that. I really wanted to marry you, I really wanted to marry you, I suggested to her sister Sintia to sell Sintia to a brothel and it was all agreed by her brother even I asked to tell your family that Sintia sold herself for a good life until the end your family trusts and we marry. I am very happy when we are married but I have to fight to get your love, one year struggle finally you love me but when you love me, you love me, the shadow of Sintia haunts me and since then my life has been filled with guilt and no peace because I destroyed the lives of others. until finally every night I prayed for you to be reunited and when my pregnancy went to eight months I told Sintia what I did to my parents and your parents but I don't dare to be honest with you for fear that you hate me....
...Please forgive me and forgive me if you have read this letter, forgive me for destroying your future wife....
...I wrote this letter before I gave birth because I knew I couldn't survive, actually the doctor said that if I kept this womb because it resulted in my life but I chose to keep this baby, maybe it was karma for me for what I did to Sintia...
...salam sorry from Kania"...
after reading the letter Ilham massaged his forehead as he was at a loss of what to react as still not denying such a quiet Kania could do such a crazy thing out of love.
"o Allah of Kania what are you doing".
"why are you doing this even destroys someone's life".Ilham said as she stared at a photo of herself with Kania in the room.Yes after Ilham loved Kania, Kania often put up photos of the two of them in the room even from photos of their childhood. Inspiration to breathe air
"mas forgave you Kania, maybe what you did also because you do not know if you love mas, if you know your feelings for a long time and try to repay, maybe Sintia's life is not destroyed". monologue Ilham.
Inspiration stood up and put the letter in one of the drawers and came out of the room. Ilham opened the door of his room with Sintia. Ilham climbed onto the bed and looked at the sleeping Sintia hugging Ari.
"forgive me Sintia your life is ruined because I don't know how someone feels about me". Ilham said and placed his hand on the hand of Sintia who embraced Ilham.
that night they slept quietly, but in another place Ning Aida could not sleep when her wish was rejected by her Abah, Aida immediately expressed her wish but Abah rejected it raw, especially Abah said that Abah would continue his betrothal with Gus Maulana. Aida shed her tears
"why does this hurt and why reject my wishes, instead of Abah always obeyed my wishes since childhood and this is the first time Abah rejected my wish to torment the hyks".
"Aida". call the ummah
"ummah why it hurts so much". said Aida
"here Aida is wrong, why Aida loves people who are not halal for Aida".
"Aida loved ustadz Ilham because at that time Aida saw ustadz Ilham treat mba Kania like a queen and mba Kania who often told her summons so Aida wanted to have a husband like ustadz Ilham and at that time began to grow Aida's love for ustadz Ilham".
"Aida listen to the ummah, now Aida must feel Aida for ustadz Ilham especially now ustadz Ilham has a wife again and Aida will also be in the room by Gus Maulana". ummah trying to advise his daughter
"but what if Gus Maulana is not like ustadz Ilham who treats his wife like a queen of the ummah".
"Aida ummah believes Gus Maulana will treat Aida well, Abah can not match Aida with just any man".
"but when Gus Maulana was a child, he used to prank Aida with a toy snake and even Gus Maulana locked Aida in the warehouse and not only that Gus Maulana often took Aida's stock".
"it was not the time of Gus Maulana's children had also asked to forgive Aida". asked umah and Aida put her head on
"now sleep is night".
Aida even herself on the bed, after which the house came out of Aida's room.
"do I have to forget ustadz Ilham".
omah entered her room and saw her husband leaning on the bed
"i failed to educate Aida Humah even Aida dared to love Ilham for many years".
"already bah , umah sure Aida can control her feelings and not do bad things".
"hopefully with this matchmaking Aida can forget Ilham and hopefully Gus Maulana treats Aida well".
"umahasa Aida will accept Gus Maulana was Aida asked if gus Maulana can be like Ilham who treats his wife".
"which makes Aida doubt it because Gus Maulana used to prank Aida".
Abah still remembers a long time ago when Aida always came home crying because he was worked by Gus Maulana and always complained about the actions of Gus Maulana to be punished by his brother. since childhood Gus Maulana mondok in pesantren owned by Abah
"abah still remembers when Aida complained about Gus Maulana's actions".
"iya Gus Maulana used to be very naughty until both parents lodged Gus Maulana here because if in his pesantrennya often bully other santri using the name of his parents".
the darkness of the night makes everyone to rest peacefully so that the body returns fit and can run their activities to the next morning
