
Almost
every afternoon, Fauzan makes a video call with his children. But he's the same
haven't done it with Amanda. He misses actually talking to Amanda, but he never does
have a reason to be able to do it.
On Saturday afternoon, Fauzan was at the Plaza
Indonesia, intended to reunion with his college friends, but it turns out
he came too fast. She finally
decide to take a walk first to the bookstore that is there. Fauzan walked slowly as he passed by
bestseller Indonesia novel. There is a novel that concerns him. The title of the novel was ‘Puber second’, Fauzan
smiling read it, what can be discussed about the second pubescent? Just weird. But then he was interested to see
mother: Amanda. Why as a name
his wife? This is Amanda's novel. He knew Amanda had a hobby of writing stories, but what is possible
he had time to look at the busy schedule there? Fauzan was moved to see the novel more
meticulous. Observe the book, see the column
the comment is that this novel is worth reading. Hm.. ok good promotion. Fauzans
opening the first page there is a synopsis, Fauzan increasingly curious setting Brisbane. Finally, he decided to buy a novel
that's. Fauzan was also confused
the decision is not to like to read novels. But never mind, suddenly he moved
I want to have that book. Fauzan
go to the cashier to pay for the novel.
There was a misunderstanding at
group WA his college friends. Time
they met it at seven instead of five. Hadeuh.. Fauzan was confused, wanting to make him two.
the clock awaits his friends. Wanted
cancel dear ones, rarely can they meet.
Fauzan finally decided to
sitting sweetly in the coffee shop
in a bookstore. It seems like the coffee shop is intended for people who really want to read books. After ordering a cup of coffee, Fauzan
I decided to read the novel I just bought. When reading the author is Amanda and
set in Brisbane, Fauzan is a little nervous about the novel
himself. Apparently not, about
men who experience second puberty indeed, and make the wife must
fighting alone in Brisbane for his children. But the case is completely different to what it faces. The longer, the more interested Fauzan
read that novel. Although the case
different from what he faces, but somehow the emotions are conveyed
this writer can reach him. Fauzans
as if to feel what the author felt, his disappointment, his,
his loneliness, his sadness, also his anger. It is obvious that this author is a woman, yes by name alone as well
it looks, but it's still good to enjoy. Fauzan really felt that he was reading his heart
wives. Sheet by sheet he read
assiduous. The more he read the more late
it is in the writer's emotions. Really
she feels the presence of Amanda the wife in this novel. He's getting curious. Is this novel
really Amanda's writing?
“Because I'm you, read a novel
that.” Suddenly a heavy voice greeted him. Spontan Fauzan looked up. It turns out Donny was one of his college friends
greeted him.
“Oh... bini you, read this?”
“Tuh novel is famous again. Best
seller so.” Donny sat in front of him
with a cup of black coffee.
“Oh yes?”
“How to write a novel, I am
baper, really wanti-wanti do not get me second pubes.”
Fauzan laughs. “Segit?” He closed the book, and continued later
read it. “Pa news you?”
“Good. How are you?”
Fauzan nodded. “Ya gini-gini only.”
“Puber second no lu?” Donny Temptation
“Reseh lu!” Fauzan laughs. Naw
know him, he thought in his heart.
“Lagian, reading a female novel
gitu.”
Fauzan just laughed. He was confused too, he replied. He saw his WA. “The kids are already on the come. Collect it on the 2.” floor He diverted
the talks. “Yuk road!”
They also moved towards the place
the gathering in question.
Fauzans
I was able to read the novel again on Sunday morning. Because last night he came home pretty late. Meet with 11 men friends– friends
college used to be fun. Rarely, it can be collected
a lot of. Usually five people can get together
it's been good. Occasionally hanging out with old friends is fun, as
fatigue and saturation release. But
Fauzan was curious about the novel, so there was an empty time, straight away
he took advantage of it by reading the novel he bought yesterday. Outside of the emotions and suspicions of the
writer, this novel is interesting. Conflict that could happen to anyone. The language is light but classy. Fauzan enjoyed reading the novel. Three hundred pages he could complete only
within two hours. Fixed.he really felt a presence.
Amanda in every word of the novel. So he tried to clarify. The novel is a bit mysterious, there is no information about the author
besides the name of the author.
Fauzan photographed the novel, and
the photo was sent to Amanda via WA. [Manda, is this your writing?]
Fauzan waited anxiously.
[Where did you get that novel?]
Amanda answered 10 minutes later.
Waduh was right. [So
is this really your writing?]
[Yes.]
[You're great.]
[You angry?]
[Absolutely not. I just wanted to say you're great.]
[Oh. Thank you.]
[I found this book in the best seller section.]
[Alhamdulillah,
the publisher also said the book was good enough.]
[Congratulations Amanda, I'm proud of you
you.]
[Please.]
Talks finished. Fauzan was inexhaustible, after seeing
the density of Amanda's work, not to mention she has to take care of their children, not to mention,
Amanda is still able to spawn a work that many people enjoy. Fauzan was really proud, his wife indeed
a great woman. Besides that he also
blissfully. He finally had a reason to
I can say hi to Amanda.
The more he saw the greatness
Amanda, the more Fauzan realizes that Amanda is a woman who
self-contained. As if he wasn't
he needed Fauzan in his life. As now for example, the absence of Fauzan as did not occur
nothing with Amanda and her kids. It did not appear at all they were suffering or lacking. Fauzan is happy that his son is not lacking
whatever, but at the same time he lost confidence, that
turns out she's not needed, especially for Amanda.
As such
usually Fauzan was in a video call with Citra on Sunday afternoon, the boy was more chatty to tell me that he had just
coming home from his friend's birthday party. Fauzan just smiled at the youngest babble.
“Daddy is already yes, I am again
busy.” It looks like Citra is confused about what else to tell her father.
Suddenly Fauzan remembered something. “Dad can talk to mom first?”
“Oh Ok..” Citra also move looking
the mother. The mobile phone moved to
amanda's hands.
“What's up?” Ask Amanda, Fauzan wants to talk
with him.
“This, I think I want to sell Yarris
newly. How do you think?”
“Oh yes whatever.” Amanda was kinda
confused why Fauzan asked him.
“What are two cars for
also.” Fauzan gave a reason.
“As of you only.” In Amanda's heart, does Fauzan need money
to sell their assets?
“Oh ok deh, thanks ya.”
Amanda smile. “Thanks for asking. Oh yes by the way, two more weeks we're back
to Jakarta, back for good. Waiting for Bimo
just get out.”
“Oh yes? I'll pick you up!”
“Ok. I'll be told again
flight yes.”
“Sip. I wait.”
Mid
December, as planned, Amanda, Bimo and Citra return to Indonesia, Amanda
has completed a post-doc program with more output
targets. Create a team and its supervisors
blissfully.
Fauzan picked them up in the afternoon
that's. They eat dinner and pray
magrib used to be at the airport, worried on the way it would crash.
both. “We go home right?” Fauzan asked hesitantly.
Amanda smiled and
shake. “I've contacted Nisa,
he agreed to rent out his apartment again, me and the kids would stay
there until I found a house to buy.”
Fauzan sighed. “You deserve to stay in that house, it's home
you also. If you have to go, then,
let me just.”
Amanda smile. “No need to discuss yes, I've been expelled. I can't go back there, too
painful.”
Fauzan just nodded in surrender
to agree with Amanda's decision.
When
they're getting into the car. All three
I was amazed when they got into a new car.
“New car well?” finally Bimo asked
out of curiosity.
“Where, good no?” Fauzans
smilingly. They entered the black Rush
latest output.
“Good heck..” Bimo observes.
The image and Amanda just kept quiet
observing Fauzan's new car.
“Why buy a new car well?” Bimo.
“Because car tell all manuals,
this matik.”
“Indeed why if manual?” Bimo
more astonished.
“Mother will not be able to use. This is mom's car.” Fauzan replied.
“Cock my car?” Amanda who
bewildered.
Fauzan looked at Amanda with a glance
shady and hopeful Amanda will accept it. “Yes, this is yours, you and
kids need car.”
All speechless. Fauzan started driving the new car,
slowly take them away from the airport.
Apartments
nisa's property is fully furnished so indeed they bring enough clothes and personal needs. They occupied the same apartment before
they left Jakarta two years ago. So, like Deja vu Citra and Bimo already know where their room is. Once they enter the unit, they
know exactly what they are doing. Bimo was immediately busy arranging his clothes in his room, while Citra was busy
by arranging the toys.
Fauzan and Amanda sat down
both in the middle room.
“This is the car key.” Fauzan
the keys to the new car were to Amanda, who handed her important papers
such as STNK and BPKB. “Do not worry,
I bought this car cash. From my annual bonus and Yarris.” sale results
Fauzan smile.
Amanda returned the smile, and
leaving the letters lying on the table. “Thank you yes.”
Fauzan nodded. “You don't mind if every day I
will you be here to see the kids?”
“Not at all. We are not enemies.”
Fauzan smile. “We should
talk a lot. But it doesn't have to
now it's. Tomorrow, you're still tired.”
Amanda just smiled.
“The plan is to buy a house in
where?”
Amanda shakes. “It looks like the apartment is just an apartment,
because I prefer the deket-deket here only. But look at the change, please,
just according to budget. I don't want to
hurry anyway, so I said to Nisa, rent this six months.”
Fauzan nodded in understanding. “I
home yes.” He also moved.
“The car wasn't brought?”
“It's got you. I'll take a taxi.” Fauzan moving home.
Next
the next day Fauzan came back to the unit. Amanda opened the door and let him in.
“Kok quiet?”
“Bimo again go see-men
length, Citra again naps.”
Fauzan sat in the middle room.
Amanda went straight to the kitchen to make
coffee for Fauzan, before long, he returned to the living room and put down
a cup of coffee in front of Fauzan.
“Si Bimo is impatient
want to have a SIM, because you bought a new car.”
“Yes make it, mumpung he is also still
have a lot of waktukan, you also do not have a SIM here huh?”
Amanda nodded.
“Yes when you want to make,
I'll drop you off later, you're not active yet?”
Amanda shakes. “Rest first,
also December gini. I report
himself next year only.”
“Ya pretty much can break two
week.”
Amanda smiled in agreement.
At first both are silent. But looks like Fauzan wants to talk
serious. Amanda is silent waiting for the continuation
what Fauzan wants to say.
“Manda, I wanted to say earlier
I love you, so love you. This
heavy for me, but I have to make this decision.”
Hearing that, Amanda's feelings aren't
tastier. Something bad is going to happen.
Sure enough, Fauzan took out
a document. The title of the document is
‘Akta Cerai’. Amanda was shocked to read it.
“You want to marry again?”
Fauzan shook his head steadily. “I've broken up with Elly.”
Amanda was confused, she showed a face
hernia.
“I just feel so guilty
on you. I have ignored you
too long. The more I make you
oscillating is getting unfair to you.”
Amanda still doesn't understand what it means
Fauzanis.
Fauzan sighed, his eyes starting
teary-eyed “I let you off to happy Manda, someday you will meet
a much better man than me.”
“I don't intend to find a man
other.” Amanda really doesn't understand Fauzan's way of thinking.
“I know that. But there's no one
never know when that soul mate will come. Ye
entitled happy Manda.”
“I don't understand. But it's up to you.” Amanda resigned.
“You should know, I love so much
you.”
“If you love me, why
divorce me?”
“Because I'm not fair the same
you.”
“You're quite sorry Fauzan, aren't you
divorce me.” Amanda was really crying.
Fauzan was crying too. She shook her head.
“It's too easy. I'm going back
hurt you, if I don't know what losing.” means
Amanda understands. But she's still crying. How gini so yes, it turns out a storm inside
his life is not over yet.
Fauzan hugged Amanda. “Then later
you don't find the right guy, you go back to me yeah, I'll
wait you!”
Amanda just shut up, she's still
crying out. Try as slow as possible so that Citra does not wake up.
Fauzan's body language asked for permission
Amanda so she can kiss Amanda's lips. Amanda let it go. Last time. Fauzan hugged her again.
Two years Manda, only two years
the one I gave you to find new love. If that doesn't happen, I will fight
bring you back. The Promise of Fauzan
hearts. He was getting his embrace closer
to Amanda.