Life After Forty's

Life After Forty's
Episode 23 About sorry



Amanda, amanda,


Fauzan and Citra were relaxing enjoying the TV show when Bimo came


with a face so sad.  All three


it was a wonder to see Bimo's unusual face.  Bimo sat on a long sofa that was occupied by Fauzan and


Amanda's.  The image sits below above


carpeting.


            “Mas why is his face so weird?”


The image could not resist his curiosity towards Bimo.  Not just the image is curious.


            Bimo did not answer


that question.  It seems to be emotion, though,


it was obvious that he was calming down.


            Amanda was panicking. “Mas isn't papa?


De takepambangin mas drink first!”


            The image also rose up following orders


the mother, a moment later, handed him a glass of cold water


the sister.


            Bimo took it, drank it


slightly, he put the glass back on the table in front of him.  A little more calm.


            Amanda approaches Bimo, trying to


calms the firstborn by stroking his back. “Mas want a story?”


            Bimo glanced at


Fauzanis.  He seems a bit doubtful. “Bu,


forgiveness is hard, right?”


            Amanda smile. “Yang sure


forgiveness takes time and it takes calm. Mas why? Frida made a mistake


large?”  Trying to guess, it looks like this


about love.


            Bimo nodded and nodded.


            All eyes were on Bimo. “Ade


don't listen to it!” Bimo asked Citra to leave them for a moment.


            “Yeah my goodness, I'm already big


times.  I know doang's love


mah.” The image is a little offended.  More


from that it has begun to be emotional too, his favorite brother hurt others.


            Bimo is still hesitant


story telling.  Not sure if the story fits


for a 15-year-old.


            Amanda understands.  “Ade to the room first yes, horrified the story if


already filtered!”


            While pouting Citra got up and


leaving them.  Devoured


curious.  But he still wants to shrink


request of the mother.  There may be parts


which he did not deserve to hear.


            After the image left them,


Just seen Bimo really want to vent.


            “I was just a mergokin Frida kiss


in bu's car, same my lecture also.”  Bimo spoke with great disappointment.  “It turns out they've been in contact for a long time, since I was in Holland.”


            Fauzan and Amanda are with each other


I am sorry why their child should be hurt.


            “I'm really surprised ma'am, Niko it's cool


I was in college too. How can they lie to me.”


            “They know you know?”


            Bimo nodded. “So I was direct


break up Frida, but Frida cries out for forgiveness, she doesn't want to be cut off.”


            “Microphone?”


            “Niko also apologized.  He said they were not serious.  Niko also wants to marry in two months.”


            Amanda and Fauzan wonder.  Mean what?


            “I can't take ma'am, I want to break up


I just can't forgive them.”


            “Mas don't rush to grab


decisional.  Calm down first yes!”


            Bimo agreed. “And me


can be like mom, how can I forgive dad and daddy?”


            Amanda glanced at Fauzan before


it's not always the same as giving another chance.  Sorry it's about how we're capable of not


holding grudges and heartache for what has happened.  About how we sincerely assume


that the problem is solved.  Sorry that


about how we can take off the load.  Sorry is about us, because holding a grudge is tired


lho.”


            Bimo tried to understand the words of the


mothering.  He also tried to calm down.


Suddenly...”.Ma'am I can't, heavier which sorry dad or daddy?”


            Amanda smile. “Kok so discuss


mother?”


            “Honestly I'm curious. But I


promise, I won't be like daddy, nor will I


mistakes like dad.  But I can


know bu?”


            Fauzan shut up, he deg-degan


actually, really nervous to hear the question of the child.  Her mother was mentioned again, but she was actually


also curious about Amanda's confession.


            You want to say no good to Fauzan, but


actually, this is also a lesson for Bimo who grew up.  I hope he can keep his promise not to


hurt women.


            “Then same daddy that I feel


is mother being played.  Actually


it's easy for mom to forgive daddy.  But yes


I felt enough to give him a chance.  Well if the same father..” Amanda hesitate to continue.  But looking at the two men in front of him


waiting for his answer, he was confused.  Maybe it's time to be honest. “Hm.


it hurts, because I feel wasted.  However expelled without us feeling that we have done nothing wrong


really painful.”


            Hearing Amanda's confession, Fauzan


closed his eyes.  It doesn't feel like


abysmally.


            Amanda clasped Fauzan's hand


before continuing his conversation. “But saw dad trying to fix


the mistake was earnest, and I was so patiently waiting for mom, that


who can make mom sorry dad and accept dad again.”


            Bimo smiled understanding all speech


the mother.


            “Quite well, talk about mom and


daddy's!  I hope you're old enough to


can act rashly with your problems.  If you feel you should break up, yes


anything, if you can give Frida another chance, then no papa.  But consider everything well.  Don't rush.  And that definitely forgave Frida and Niko far away


much nicer.  Not now!”


            Bimo nodded and smiled


any more.  He's much calmer now.


“Please yes mom, mom is always the best.” Bimo hugged the


mothering.  After that he hugged the


daddyh.  “Thank you, Dad, I want to get back together


we again.”  He also left a second


his parents went to his room.  Tonight


it was exhausting enough for him.  His emotions


so depleted.


            Amanda is enjoying the TV


while resting his head on Fauzan's shoulder. At first he was not aware of


fauzan's breath was up and down.  But long


as the breath grew heavier, Amanda turned to Fauzan.  Amanda was shocked when Fauzan cried.


“Why you?”


            Fauzan hugged her. “Mapafin


me!” His love in a cry that he has nothing to hide. “I'm too


it's stupid to understand that I hurt you so much.  I'm sorry Manda, I never apologize


just as you deserve.  Sorry me..”


only an apology can express Fauzan's past regrets.


            Amanda was really shocked


fauzan Reaction. “Hey, I've been sorry for you a long time. Without forgiveness, we are not


maybe together again.  I know how


you regret what you ever did.”