Life After Forty's
Episode 6 regrets that are always late
Already
for almost a year and a half Amanda, Bimo and Citra were in Brisbane. There was no news from them at all. Fauzan secretly misses them. Exists
an angry feeling why Amanda never told me about her children,
no matter how the children were his real children, he was entitled to know the news
her child. But on the other side he is too
trying self-introspection, all this time he never found out
about them, it feels weird that he suddenly sues Amanda for
give him news.
His taste for family
it just came recently. When he
feeling her relationship with Elly is no longer as exciting as it used to be. Elly felt more demanding
from her. Initially Fauzan hoped after
after the Elly car installment paid off, he was able to save. He plans to give me those savings
on Amanda as compensation first he long enough to let go of the responsibility
reply. But the reality is saving
just a discourse. After installment
cars paid off, credit card bills are now a constraint. Every month Elly always asked to be bought
many goods. With the reason as a secretary he must always appear trendy and chic then he asked
understanding Fauzan. But stuff
what Elly asked for was very expensive, at least beyond the shadow of Fauzan. Just imagine, for a pair of high heels can spend fifteen
million rupiah, women's bags cost twenty-five million rupiah and clothes
they can reach the same price. Buys
such expensive women's goods were a novelty for Fauzan. Amanda never bought it
things so expensive. There are
expensive goods but the form is jewelry, as a form of investment. Used occasionally by Amanda when
they're condos.
Two and a half years more Fauzan
she has a relationship with Elly. Looks like Elly has also been restless and started to quip Fauzan for
remarried. Fauzan pretended not to know, though,
because indeed he never thought to go in a more serious direction with
Elly. From the beginning, his intention was only
just naughty. And Elly knows things
that's. At first Elly was not
objection.he says as long as his need
that's enough is more than enough.
Everything is different now, especially
since Elly found out that Amanda and the children are not in Jakarta. He has already begun to dare. Often times come to the office Fauzan gives
pay attention to bring lunch, or just ask to go home
together. Of course Fauzan was puffed out, because
be the talk in his office. Exceedingly
his superiors had started to suspiciously and blatantly reprimand Fauzan. For what reason
what Elly did was very unethical. Fauzan is Amanda's husband. Fauzan's boss
it is wise enough to argue that the continuity of a healthy household
impact on performance in the office.
In addition, Elly has also repeatedly
played even overnight at Fauzan's house. Many times Fauzan forbids because he feels bad with the neighbors, he said,
but Elly is so pushy, and often accompanied by threats. Fauzan still doesn't know how to
facing Elly, in the end more often relented and kept quiet.
Recently, Elly has been
bringing Fauzan to his attention. Blatantly introduce that Fauzan is her lover. If this is the case, Fauzan can only
smiling and showing that he is uncomfortable. But it looks like Elly is being careless and trying
there are many ways to fulfill his desire. And actually Elly has been acting presumptuous, though,
that made Fauzan angry. At the
one day, Elly takes Fauzan to meet his friends at a restaurant. At first, Fauzan unsuspectingly acted
just a little bit and smiling. Him
spend more time busy with your phone. But she was a little suspicious when Elly said
that Fauzan will treat them all because it will deliver the news
blissfully. That's when he later
she showed off two diamond rings she was wearing. Fauzan had just proposed to her
in a very romantic way, the unmitigated Fauzan gives two
diamond ring at once. All
elly's friends cheered happily, they immediately congratulated him
both of them.
Of course Fauzan is confused. Since
when did he give the diamond ring. Among the cheers of Elly's friends who congratulated him, Fauzan
notice the ring Elly is displaying. Oh, my God, it was Amanda's ring. Looks like Amanda forgot to take him when he
leave home. If it's not wrong
the ring was bought by Amanda when they were in Brisbane seven years ago
then. Fauzan felt very guilty about
Amanda, it's not like she's a husband that's no longer in charge, now a treasure
the wife's personal was stolen from her. After that, Fauzan was furious. He just kept quiet. He doesn't like arguing with Elly.
Because Elly can never express her opinion well, if
urgently he will scream hysterically and threaten the non-no. From that, to face Elly, Fauzan is more
choose to be silent.
It's been three days now Fauzan
avoiding Elly. He was very well ordered
at the security guard on the floor when Elly comes, no entry is allowed. He did not respond to messages or
phone call from Elly. He's really tired.
That afternoon, when he was
really sick of Elly. Suddenly
he received an online message from
australian number, but he doesn't know that number.
[This father is Bimo.] It turned out to be the number of the firstborn. Fauzan. It turned out that Bimo sent out a short video. Of course Fauzan was curious to
watched it. It was a video image.
In the video, it looks like a picture
busy counting the gold coins. He counts so closely. He also occasionally looks at the camera with a hopeful face. “There are fifty mas.” The image speaks so
eager.
“Means there are fifty dollars.”
Bimo who was doing the recording replied.
“Enough mas?” Imagery still
expectantly.
Fauzan was happy to see the footage
that's. He wondered what he wanted to image
do it with that money. Would he buy toys? A doll?
“Ya still less.”
“How much less mas?”
“About Nine hundred and five
twenty again?”
Imaginary confusion.
Fauzan as a spectator too
bewildered. What do they need a thousand dollars for.
Citra's face was immediately sad, she
also crying bitterly. “Ticket
very expensive aircraft yes mas.”
Seen Bimo hand stroking
image Head. “Do not be sad yes.”
“What Mas Savings?”
“Still not enough de..”
The image is getting sobbing. “Ade kangen dad, but the money is not enough
make buyin her plane ticket.”
Hearing that Fauzan directly
tearful. Jesus, kid
the youngest wants to buy her a plane ticket? Fauzan was completely unable to hold back his cries. He momentarily forgot that he was in
the office's. Luckily he had a room
alone until no one saw his current condition. For the first time in his life, Fauzan
sniffling. He really
feeling very upset, but not knowing what to do. The short video was over, but wept
Fauzan is not finished.
He was moved to make a video call, but he realized that he was
just crying, worried her kids will wonder, finally
it was decided that he contacted Bimo with a short message.
[As how are you? Dad was also missing
really you.]
[Dad not come here?]
Fauzan was confused by the question
that's. Of course he wants to. But right now he doesn't have enough
money to go to Australia, even though the income is actually large,
but lately his credit card bills are just as big. [Father is very willing
dear.]
[Dad WA mom yes.]
Fauzan's confused. What will it be
tell Amanda? ‘Dad doesn't know mom's Aussi hp number.’
Bimo also gave me a phone number
hold Amanda. And conversation too
done that. Leaving the Fauzan
perplexities. What he should say
to Amanda. He wanted to go to Australia but
there's no cost to that? Hadeuh.
his pride? Fauzan galau level
heavy. His emotions are so high, though,
the inner war between wanting to contact Amanda is just looking for a way out,
remember, the way out is considering that his Australian visa has long been exhausted. What a wonderful attitude towards her children
especially the youngest forced Fauzan to ignore his pride
Amanda went through WA with the number Bimo gave her earlier.
[Manda, it's me Fauzan.]
Soon his message was answered. [Hi, though,
what is it?]
[I miss the kids. Can I go to Brisbane?]
[Passport still in effect?]
Fauzan opened the closet
it works, it happens that the passport is still in the office, because two weeks ago
he has just been on a trip to Singapore. It still seems to be valid for the next two years. [Still.]
[Awhile, give me two hours.
While waiting for me you can ask for a certificate from your office to
visa requirements, if you can also explain the rest of your leave, for more
reassure me that you're only here for the holidays and nengokin kids]
Fauzan's confused. But not for long, he stepped straight into
HRD Room. He asked for staff who were in
there to make a certificate requested by Amanda. HR staff also counted Fauzan's leave
for this year. Fauzan has never
using his big leave, and his annual leave is still quite a lot. Fauzan could use his cut
less than two months. The HR Manager
is a colleague immediately willing to sign the certificate while
smilingly.
“It dong, inget son wife.
Don't ABG alone elo urucine!”
Fauzan just smiles gets
such a terrible insinuation. At least
his office friends are still attentive and supportive of him.
Before long, Amanda gave back
tidings. [Open email yes, it's a visa form document and a bank statement. Form is already
I fill in your stay fill in passport number same signature only.]
Fauzan opened his email.
Sure enough, those two important documents had already arrived. ‘Still, it's up.’
[Tomple you to Kuningan city bring all the required documents
don't forget the passport.]
[Ok.]
[When you get a visa
say yes, we say again when you come. I hope you can come in 3 weeks
this, because the kids are going on school holidays and I'm still very busy on campus.]
Hadeuh if it's not afternoon yet, then,
I just wanted to apply for a visa today. Fauzan can't wait for tomorrow morning. But he was also surprised by Amanda's response so quickly. In three weeks, it doesn't seem like it has.
he did not know how to buy his plane ticket. Miris indeed, a senior manager with a salary of 50
million a month cannot afford airline tickets to meet
his son and wife.
One week later, it's already there
news from the embassy that Fauzan tourist visa
received. Fauzan immediately gave word
to Amanda. Amanda asked when she planned to visit
his children and for how long, Fauzan told him that he could leave
within two weeks, at Amanda's request. And he could be there
up to two months.
Shortly thereafter, without Fauzan
ask, Amanda sent her a plane ticket. Fauzan was so shocked, he wasn't at all
asked for it, but it seemed Amanda understood what she was worried about. The shame is getting worse, but he
I had no choice but to accept the ticket and thank him.
**
Subsequent to
Friday prayers, Fauzan walks vigilantly carrying his small suitcase
towards the taxi he had ordered, out of the office he tried hard not to
meet with Elly. He wanted to
he's on leave today, but there's a document he needs to check and sign
before he goes on leave, considering he'll be on a fairly long, eight-week leave.
It's been three weeks over Fauzan
avoiding Elly, but Elly is still on the lookout for her. Sometimes he embarrassed himself
screaming in front of Fauzan's office because the security guard forbade him from entering. Fauzan really doesn't care. It's good he didn't report Elly to
police for stealing Amanda's diamonds. Fauzan was really offended, he had already given all the requests
Elly, it's still Amanda's personal stuff she took.
Sighing in relief, finally Fauzan
managed to get to Soekarno-Hatta International terminal without
hindrance. It's Friday, the king's jammed, but he made it to the airport right
there was still three hours before his departure. He checked in, and rushed into the airport. He better spend some time inside
the airport thinks he's still not calm, just in case Elly finds out he's gonna
go awayl. Not many know it
if he's going to Brisbane. Just parts
HR, direct supervisor and one staff person. In addition, the office person only knows that he is on duty to Thailand.
Having to lie actually makes him uncomfortable, but Elly really does
blindly. Luckily Elly believed
that Amanda and the kids went for two years to Japan instead
Australia. I don't know why Fauzan used to be
think it's better Elly doesn't know where Amanda and the kids are
be in.
Fauzan just felt really relieved
when the plane he was flying with left Jakarta. He was really tired, until he was only 30
the minute the plane was in the air, he had fallen asleep.
**
Saturday
at noon, at 12 he just landed in
Brisbane. The plane he was flying
from Jakarta landing in Sydney. Him
have to change planes to Brisbane, spend 3 hours transit time and
the one-and-a-half hour flight to Brisbane keeps him fresh until noon.
Fauzan was a little worried about being able to
get to Amanda's unit because Amanda hasn't given her address
the Fauzan. I mean text Amanda,
it turned out that Amanda had been waiting for him at the exit of the domestic airport. A year and a half without Amanda
she looked more beautiful, but much thinner than the last time she met.
Fauzan smiled at Amanda. Amanda
also returned that smile. Despite
it is still rigid with each other, but there is no discontent in that interaction. Amanda took Fauzan to the parking lot. After a small suitcase and both of them went into
in the car, Amanda took the car out of the airport.
It's kind of a shock, actually, Amanda
can I bring a car now? “You
can I bring a car?”
Amanda smile. “Pepet.”
Fauzan smile. It seems that if Amanda can, she
driving very carefully. Fauzan appreciates that.
“Bimo again play the same ball
my friends, they are coming home soon. The image was invited by neighbors to play in the park. The kids don't know you're coming yet, I'm a prank
want to give a surprise to them.” Amanda gave me the information.
“Sorry I didn't bring any
anything for you guys.” Fauzan apologized. Boro-boro souvenirs, just to go
he must be a cat.
Amanda smiled at me. “Kids
kangen. Not souvenirs kok.”
Only
it took them 20 minutes to get to where they live. It is not far from the school
Imagery. When he enters his unit, Amanda
let Fauzan in. While inside that modest apartment, Amanda opens her veil and
directly cook the water to make Fauzan a warm drink.
Look at that sight Fauzan
speechless. In his heart he was happy,
it turns out Amanda doesn't think of him as a stranger. Fauzan just sat there watching Amanda
busy in the kitchen. Just a few
step away from where he sat. Amanda's hair is no longer jet black, but she's still pretty.
Amanda smiled back at the water
been cooked. “Do you want coffee or tea?”
“Teh only deh.” The weather at the time
it's daytime but it's pretty cold, it's still winter. Winter in Brisbane is not a thing
which needs excessive anticipation.
Amanda handed me a cup of tea
warm to Fauzan, then sit in front of Fauzan. Actually Fauzan was hoping Amanda would sit down
next to her.
“Starting next monday for children holidays
two weeks school. You'll be later
go for a walk with the kids. Ye
bring the SIM, right?”
Fauzan nodded. He knows enough about the traffic rules
Brisbane remembers her staying here for two years while accompanying Amanda S3
at the end of his study.
When they talk lightly
waiting, Citra heard coming to say hello, Amanda immediately put on
the instant veil because the neighbors entered the room delivered Citra
go home.
A little bit of a pleasantry, Amanda too
introducing Fauzan to them. The family had a child of the same age as Citra. So Amanda often leave the image on
they, especially when Citra came home from school and Bimo has not been up for a while
Amanda's still on campus. Their neighbors
also an Indonesian family. Couple husband
the wife was not long, just drove Citra home and they resigned.
As expected, Citra was shocked
but also very happy to see Fauzan. He sat on Fauzan's lap, hugged him tightly, and like he wasn't
her little daughter, she also had no objections at all to Citra
spoiled him. Not long Bimo
back home, Fauzan hugged his eldest son tightly, and Citra was still
in her trunk. As a result it looks
they hugged tightly.
Amanda just smiled at me
that sight. He soon got up
to cook their dinner. Like for centuries Amanda didn't see happiness
his children are like now. She was too
happy seeing. Not long, they too
dinner, everyone is happy with this meeting and Fauzan is no exception.
Eight o'clock, when everything has been
done that. Amanda finished cleaning
all the kitchen furniture and dining furniture, he was getting ready to
recess. Fauzan silently observed
Amanda, in the middle of her interaction with the kids.
“Let you sleep with Bimo yes, I
have your bed ready.”
Fauzan nodded, there actually was
little hope he can sleep with Amanda, but he knows himself.
“I slept with dad ya bu.” Pinta
little guy.
Amanda's distraught. “Let's not load de, you guys
narrow-narrow.”
“Ngak papa's. Tonight only.”
Amanda nodded in understanding. He also left them to his room.
Fauzan. Observed by Bimo.
“Mother is tired well, every chance there is,
mom must be sleeping fast.” Bimo gave a statement.
Fauzan nodded, too,
the housework was never endless, plus Amanda
you also have to work on campus.
“We go to the room also yuk!” Rhyme
Fauzan to his two children. He also
actually tired, due to a long flight plus jetlag.
Bimo and Citra nodded,
while moving into the room. Turns out the room
it was quite spacious, there were two beds in it. One size single, the other a little bigger, although not too
broad-based. Seeing that, it seemed like a place
sleep is enough for Fauzan and Citra. Where is the smaller bed
it could be Bimo. And sure enough, second
the boy immediately got into bed as Fauzan, Bimo, had expected on the spot
the small one, Citra immediately hopes to sleep with the father.
They talked long enough, until
Imagery slumbering. So many
bimo told me about his school, their life here, and how
busy the mother. Ah. indeed.
it's nice to be in the family's arms, Fauzan just realized what he is
ignore all this time. Finally Bimo and
Fauzan fell asleep at midnight, with a smile of happiness
long they miss.
**
Day
monday, early morning Fauzan woke up to the smell of food
cooked. Fauzan went out of his room to
see what happens outside, if anything burns in the kitchen or
some have not turned off the electric stove. But what she found was Amanda was busy cooking. He smiled at the awakened Fauzan.
“Kok mornings very awake?” Hello Amanda.
“Kok you morning very cooked?”
Amanda smile. “I have to work
so prepare food for children from now on.”
All the food is ready. There's vegetable soup, fried tofu and chicken
fry. Everything Amanda put in
dining table top. “Let's eat
stay warmed in microwave yes!” After that he also prepared the
for himself. “Because the children have two weeks off you go for a walk the same
children's. The car keys are on the desk
side TV.”
Fauzan moves to the TV table that
in Amanda's words, in addition to the car keys, she also saw an envelope containing dollars.
“This is for what?” He showed the envelope to Amanda.
Amanda at a glance, “Oh,
like you haven't stopped nuker? Just wear it on the same road
children.”
Fauzan. Just realized that
he really didn't bring a penny here. Because he is on
when he left he had not paid, but in these few days, the account he had
it will be full. “I have an ATM kok.”
“Already use it, the rate is ugly if you take money using
ATM.” While talking to Amanda
movin' in. He also left Fauzan
alone, Amanda takes a shower and gets ready for work.
Look at the money given
Amanda, Fauzan scratched his head, between shame and confusion.
“Well, how dumb? Pray yuk!”
Bimo who had just woken up patted his shoulder invited him to move.
**
Fauzans
three weeks in Brisbane. Childrens
I also started back to school. They
spending the holidays was so much fun yesterday. It's not every day to go for a walk, though,
but they have visited many places. To Lone Pine, Australian Zoo, Sea
world, Movie world, and they also visit many beaches. Often they have to go back and forth
Brisbane-Gold Coast's. But no problem, though,
with the vehicles they have, everything is easy. But from their many journeys,
Amanda very rarely participated, yes indeed because she was busy working and
he works as a post-doc student. Secretly Fauzan kangen with Amanda. I want him to go alone occasionally. But he had no good reason to
that's.
There is something else that also becomes
fauzan's attention after he was here long enough. He wondered why Amanda was afraid to
works. Just imagine, in a day
Amanda works as a janitor in two places. At 6-10 am he works on campus, and
at 6-10 pm he works in elementary school. Not to mention that he also has responsibilities as a post-doc student. Monday through Friday, Amanda was so busy leaving
leave the house at 5:30 am, the afternoon go home for a while and new
really come home at 10:10 p.m. Fauzan was worried Amanda would get sick if
keep forcing her body to work so hard. Is the living allowance of his scholarship not
enough to sustain her life and their two children? Fauzan once asked Bimo this question, Bimo
said that his mother was so scared because she wanted to have savings when she came home
Indonesia later, considering their savings have been used up. Bimo too
once said that he also wanted to work to help his mother, but his mother
banning on the grounds, that he needs more Bimo to keep Citra.
Hearing that there was guilt in Fauzan's heart, his wife worked so hard
while he was busy pleasing other women. Fauzan would love to talk about this
Amanda, but she's hesitant and confused looking for the right time.
Fauzan opened the door when
Amanda was about to get in, she just got home that night.
Amanda was kind of shocked, because actually
he carries the key and can open the door himself. “Lho hasn't slept?”
Fauzan just returned a smile.
Amanda enters the living room, sits down,
open his hood, his jacket and take off his shoes.
“You want to eat?’
Amanda smile. “Mandi first.”
“Ok.”
After the shower, Amanda returns to the
the middle room for eating. This unit
it consists of a kitchen and a central space.
Fauzan prepared the food
he had previously warmed up.
Amanda was actually astonished
with what Fauzan did for him, but he just kept quiet.
“You know I can cook?”
While eating, Amanda nodded.
Then he waited for what Fauzan was to say.
“As long as I'm here, from tomorrow I
the cook yes.” Pinta Fauzan's.
Amanda smile. “Tersubmissive
do you want to cook early in the morning?”
Fauzan nodded.
Still smiling, Amanda nodded
agreed, and resumed eating. Fauzan just sat down with him.
“Have to ya ngoyo like this?”
Fauzan tried to get to the point of trouble.
Amanda just smiled knot. He understood the direction of Fauzan's conversation.
“Allowance
less is it?”
“Allowance is actually enough, but mediocre, if you return to Jakarta can not
bring nothing.”
“If you just want to have
savings do not need to work two places like this.” Pinta Fauzan's. “You don't love your body?”
Amanda was silent, at first glance
hesitate. Seemed to be trying hard to resist
his speech.
“Why you? I'm afraid Bimo isn't
can college? I must be Manda's responsibility, she's my son too.”
Amanda just smiled.
“I promise Manda, after you guys
later on to Jakarta, I will be back in charge. I'll finance all our lives
sepoerti first.” Fauzan promised. Although he still doubts about the continuity
their future. But he wanted to
show Amanda that her guilt is over.
Amanda doubt. Atersmiling
before talking. “I have been expelled, if later I go back to Jakarta, I
have no place to live. I just want to
got a place to stay again.”
Hearing that Fauzan was shocked. His actions used to have a big impact
make Amanda's way of thinking. Him
it was really a huge guilt. I want him to apologize, though,
but his tongue could not move. Completely paralyzed. Fauzan can only try so hard
the tears didn't fall in front of Amanda. His face was reddened because it was so emotionally restraining.
Amanda understood that what
his words just made Fauzan upset.
The atmosphere became very stiff. Amanda tried hard to finish her food
as soon as possible. He also woke up directly
washing dishes used. She wasn't
able to see the glued Fauzan. “I
login yes, want to sleep.” Amanda direct
leaving Fauzan to his room.
“Manda sorry.” Fauzan says in
his slow cry, when he was completely alone in that central space. His regret is extraordinary in that
feel it. But anyway, regrets
always late.
**
Since
fauzan really tried hard to keep his promise. He wakes up early, cooks and prepares
all the needs of the household. Prepare all supplies for Amanda, Bimo and Citra. Not only that, Fauzan did it all
household activities she could do began to wash clothes, clean up
the floor, the bathroom, he really wanted to fill his negligence. He wants to use the rest of the time
got to make her kids happy, and lighten Amanda's burden. And every night, she waits for Amanda to work, and,
warm up the food for Amanda and accompany her until Amanda really does
finished and ready for bed.
“Man, I'm still halal not to make
you?”
Amanda was really shocked
question Fauzan. He just got up
leaving Fauzan to go to his room to sleep. Did Fauzan ask her to make love? “I don't know. But if you want that, I really
cape.” Amanda asked for Fauzan's impeachment,
because he was really tired, as usual he closed his day with
night job.
Fauzan got up from his seat, he
hugging Amanda from behind. “I didn't ask for that, I just wanted to be near you,
do what kids do for you.” On weekends, children often go to Amanda's room just kidding
and scold Amanda. Because they are very
understand Amanda's always tired.
Amanda understood, she let Fauzan
followed him into his room. Already
there was a picture that had slept there. Then Amanda lay in her bed. Fauzan sat on the carpeted floor right next to the bed
low enough. Fauzan stroking face
Amanda, caress Amanda's hair, and then she takes Amanda's hand
close Amanda's hand touching her cheek, kiss Amanda's hand, and then
Fauzan gnashed Amanda's hand. Amanda
just let what Fauzan did, he just smiled and then
fell asleep.
Fauzan still does, though,
he saw Amanda's hand, this hand that had filled his sincerity on
this family. Guman Fauzan in the heart. Fauzan was very grateful, not at all
there was a rejection from Amanda. Never
there's a grudge Amanda showed for him.
**
Saturday
that night, Amanda asked permission to go with her college friends. An
his team has finished running its post-doc program and will be back in Venezuela tomorrow morning. So today they went out for just
farewell. Amanda rarely ever participated
if there is an event like this, because he is quite busy with his two part time job, and if the weekend
even it feels reluctant to leave his children because of a full week he lacks attention
in children. But because of Fauzan
being in the middle of them, Amanda took advantage of the opportunity,
plus his friends deliberately chose the event on Saturday, for the sake of
Amanda can attend, they know very well that Amanda's workday really isn't
there's time.
At eleven o'clock Amanda's home
from the farewell show, she was ushered in by
Michael's colleague at his college. Actually
Michael drove many friends home, but that was what Fauzan saw through
the window is Amanda alone with Michael.
Home dating Man?” Fauzan tease
Amanda when she opens the door.
Amanda was a bit offended by
question Fauzan. “Means?”
Fauzan smile. Show him
no papa.
Amanda was sitting in the living room,
take off her high heels.
“I have no problem if there is one
the man who approached you. You are beautiful kok.” Fauzan.
Amanda smiled cynically. “I am this.. expelled already, divorced no.”.
Fauzan was shocked by Amanda's response.
“You want us to divorce man?”
“I didn't say that. I just want to say that my status is
unclear. It's impossible for me to date. I'm not an adulterer.”
Fauzan just sighed
length. Hard insinuation again for
himself.
“You need clarity?” Fauzan asked in such a tone
gentler.
Amanda shakes. “All up
ye. I also don't do it very much
thinking of dating. Don't have time
for that.”
Amanda went in
his room, leaving behind Fauzan who once again could only remain silent.
**
Already
eight weeks Fauzan in Brisbane, it's time he returned to Jakarta. It was clear from two days ago that he
really riled. The weight of leaving
his children and Amanda. She wasn't
know when else can be this close to her kids.
Amanda understands right, she's trying
tranquilize. “Three months left, we
go home. Can still video call the same children, already know the number
bimo's cell phone and I, right?”
Not really those kids
Fauzan is worried, but Amanda, it will be difficult for him to find a reason to just
I can relate to Amanda. Eight
the week he was together, made Fauzan realize that he was still very loving
Amanda's. Even though he never knew what
what Amanda feels for her now, at least there's never been a rejection
or Amanda's disrespect for her. That was more than enough, considering the crimes he had committed
for Amanda.
The scene at the airport returned drama, Fauzan no longer hide
the tears are for them. He kissed
The image that keeps crying. Kissed
and told Bimo to take care of his two women, and this time he too
ventured to kiss Amanda on the forehead when Amanda kissed again
her hands. This oath is heavy for Fauzan.
On board, this time Fauzan
think more. Equality
his family reminded him that he had responsibilities
large. Fauzan thought hard about
his future, about his decision to be fair, not just for himself and
his kids but Amanda too.
