
When
the phone rang the third time, Amanda picked it up.
“Good morning, is this residence
home Mr Fauzan?” A man in
the voice asked.
“Iya true.”
“May I know, I spoke with
who?”
“Wife.”
“Oh Bu Elly's. How are you, ma'am? I want to
confirmation for the delivery of his car, is it really sent to Kuningan apartment?”
Amanda's shocked, is Elly? A car? The apartment?
Trying to calm down, Amanda tried to pry as much information
in all probability.
“Oh so, about what time mas
want to send it, let me be ready?”
“Sore ma'am, around 4 o'clock. But I want to confirm a little bit
yes, ma'am. Later the installment payment of auto debit to the account of Mr. Fauzan yes
bu?”
The more confused Amanda tries to
quieter. “Iya dong's. As per the application yesterday it was mas.”
“Iya ma'am. Auto debit will be every date five yes ma'am, a number of fifteen
million.”
“Ok. How many years is it mas?”
“Two years yes bu?”
“Ok.”
“Good ma'am, I'm back to confirm
address yes ma'am..” the salesman continues to talk, Amanda is still trying to calm down
self with information that strengthened his suspicions all along. Who is this woman named Elly?
So much so that Fauzan's love bought him a car and was able
lying to Amanda that Fauzan can't support her in the meantime
his family because of the salary delayed due to the financial condition of the office that is not
okey? Fauzan has hit the rules in his household that all along they
anti debt. What happened to Fauzan?
Amanda was really shocked to hear the information she just got. It's hard for him to digest. Still trying
calm down, that the information obtained just now is just an
prejudice against the husband.
At first, there was no suspicion
even once Amanda tried to understand, when Fauzan apologized for the condition
bad office finances. She was too
start using their savings and salary as a lecturer at the university
the state for the survival of their households. But when it comes to knowing what really happened, the sincerity
it became less, and over time Amanda was a bit overwhelmed. Their savings were running low, relying on his salary
as a civil servant that is not much is not enough. And Amanda's also growing suspicious of Fauzan,
admitted that he has not been paid for 6 months, how he seems to feel at home
work, no sign of looking for another job. Amanda was even more astonished, because she saw
the appearance of Fauzan lately who actually wore a lot of new clothes without
know when he bought it. Nothm
the financial condition of the company is not good? What made him most worried was
Fauzan is getting permission to leave town. Amanda knew very well Fauzan's job as his usual senior manager
only going out of town at the beginning and at the end of the year, the rest of his staff will be
many went out of town, but now almost every month he had permission to leave
out town. Amanda's worried, if
he kept pretending not to know for too long, Fauzan would step in too
far away, but if he asks he still feels lack of evidence. Amanda was confused she wanted so badly
defending his family, his suspicions about the car Fauzan bought, and
financial problems are also becoming more disturbing.
Just want to discuss the problem
financially, Amanda promised herself not to offend
his suspicions about the third person.
“What's That?” Amanda said hello
Fauzan is watching TV
Fauzan looked over for a moment. “HBO
again exclamation.”
Amanda's a little scared to start, she's
sitting next to Fauzan began to hesitate.
Fauzan seemed to be starting to realize.
“Why you?”
“No.. This I just want nanya, you
approximately when payday, our savings have begun to thin nih.” Amanda felt
guilty when it starts straight at the point.
Fauzan was immediately offended
heard that. “You think I like this condition?” Started up.
Amanda sighed, she knew she would
here's how. “Sorry, I didn't mean..”
“I just found out, it turns out you
not a woman to be with.”
Amanda's distraught.
“Not have income, what
can not use it first, we also have savings?”
“It's not so, but it's savings
for Bimo and Citra lectures, it is impossible for us to use it.”
“That saving for conditions like this. We can save again later.” Fauzan is rising.
Amanda shut up she tried to stay
quieter. “Ya already, sorry yes.” Amanda
trying to stop this fight.
Fauzan got up from his seat. “I
can't be like this.”
Amanda was wondering, what does that mean?
“You're leaving this house!”
Amanda was shocked to death. Should
he expelled? “Fauzan I'm sorry.”
Fauzan. “I don't
able to live with people who can not be difficult!”
Amanda started crying, apparently
his decision to speak had such a bad impact.
“You better go, than
I'm getting more emotions!”
“Tega yes you. I've been trying so hard to wait
you're penitent. Turns out I was wrong. How much love you made that Elly come
able to expel me from here.”
Fauzan. “You don't carelessly recriminate ya!”
“Oh yes, Honda Jazz orange already
convey?” Cynical ask.
Fauzan was shocked.
“Why, surprised I know? You think
I'm a fool to believe it, if you don't get paid six months?” Amanda felt on the wind, “Ok I went
now, but not because I feel wrong you can't make it hard. But because I feel free to talk to
people who are in love. I brought the kids ya.”
“Bring it up, in times of trouble like this,
it is time to be left by the wife's child.”
“What kind of logic is this? I'm still hard. Difficult because busy living simplean so
feeling the burden of a wife's child?” Totally fed up with all the lies Fauzan has. How dare the man throw him out for the sake of
another female.
Amanda went to Bimo's room, she
studying in his room.
“Mas, you fix your clothes yes,
get in the suitcase. We have to go!”
The firstborn was confused.
“All?”
Amanda nodded.
“Now?”
Amanda nodded again. “Do not forget
books for you school.” Amanda
also leaving Bimo who was still astonished, he also carried out his orders
mother without asking again.
Amanda then headed to her room,
what Fauzan saw was taking out his clothes in the closet
bed, Amanda's heart is breaking. The tears are getting worse, he
remove it with the back of his hand. Without speaking again, he also put his clothes into a large bag
fauzan has been provided. Later,
she went to the room Citra the youngest who was sleeping, put her child's clothes
into the suitcase bag that was there. At first glance considering some of the archives that he thought were important to him
bring the. Besides, he only brought
items as necessary. Actually she is
confusion of his purpose, considering he is not native Jakarta.
Bimo is ready, and so is Amanda,
even though his heart was broken, he still asked Bimo to stay with his father. After that, while holding the Citra
still asleep, Amanda and Bimo get out of the house with some of their suitcases,
waiting for the taxi Amanda just booked online. Fauzan just shut down
and lock the door without helping them at all. Amanda's so hurt, Bimo's confused
seems to understand what happened to his parents, he didn't
many ask. Bimo is 14
next year, he will graduate from junior high school.
When the taxi is booked, come,
the three of them went into it, the driver knew their destination,
just let them in, and help them get in
his stuff into the trunk.
“Tonight we stayed at the hotel
bu?” Bimo just made sure.
Amanda nodded. “Then ade tomorrow
get up, say we take a walk to the hotel first yes.”
“After that?”
“Mother will try to contact mom's friend
yes, hopefully there is a way.”
Bimo just nodded in agreement. And he went back to silence. He knew his mother was hurt. The more questions you ask the more you make
the mother suffered.
They
stay in a star hotel located in Kelapa Gading area. They have entered their room. After returning to sleep, Amanda also
sitting pensively in the corner of the room, even though the TV is on but his mind
unable to enjoy the show. Amanda was worried as to whether this meant the marriage they had
wake up for 15 years? It's really sad to think about this.
Bimo re-entered the room, though,
after a long time on the terrace, enjoy the night view from a height
12 floor.
“Bu, father cheating huh?”
Amanda was surprised to hear
question Bimo.
“Mas, how come that is?”
Bimo handed him his cell phone,
it turns out he showed me some photos. “This is me who took it, he met
dad last week in Senayan City, dad said he was on duty to Ambonkan?”
Amanda was shocked to see the photo,
Fauzan was holding hands tightly with a woman, another photo
showing Fauzan kissing the woman's hand in a friendly manner
walk.
“Raihan whereas papasan same father,
but I think I forgot about him. That
yes, my SD.”
Amanda nodded. He knew Raihan well, that kid indeed
bimo's best friend since kindergarten.
“Mas don't be mad at me
yep. Daddy loves you, he's just
angry with mom!”
Bimo just smiled, he didn't
agree with the mother's words, but this child understands enough to
avoid arguments when the mother is sad. He sat down next to his mother and
hugged him.
“Mother don't be sad yes, mas sama ade
will temenin mom.”
Hearing that, Amanda just
nodding, she tried to be strong in front of her son, but heard and
getting a stroke from the child, his defense collapsed, he just
crying out. Amanda is still
trying hard to hold back so that the youngest does not wake up from
his sleep. But he feels so too
lucky, because his eldest son really understood his current feelings.
“Sorry mom yes mas, sorry mom
make your father angry.”
“Cock wrong mother..”.
“We must be strong yes dear. God loves us, so we are tested.”
Bimo just nodded, and still
continue to hug the mother.
Amanda's power is so
accrue. On the other side, it is actually
sad, as if he was forcing the child to mature prematurely.
The image is still small enough to
understand what's going on. Her age
it's only been four years. That little girl
just confused when he woke up he was in the hotel. My mother and sister just said that
they were recreation there, and swimming. Favorite game Citra.
Next
the next morning, while Bimo was accompanying Citra to swim, Amanda got a call
that his best friend would meet him in the hotel lobby. He went to the hotel lobby
wait around. When his best friend came,
amanda hugged Nisa while crying.
Nisa was a little bit late last night
told by Amanda let Amanda express her feelings by
crying in his arms.
When Amanda calms down, they do too
sitting in the corner of the hotel lobby. Despite
they are friendly but both have different styles, Nisa who is
coming from among Elites Jakarta style is very glamorous. Sure enough, Nisa did not realize
coke. Amanda has always been
simplistic.
“How are you?” Nisa is so
concerned.
“Gue must be strong, for the sake of Bimo and
Image.”
“That's what I mean.” Nisa also gave her apartment the key to the location
pay!”
“Eh don't do that! I don't taste the same
Mas Rudi.”
“Kok elo kayak don't know me, Mas
Rudi is not papa. I asked her permission, just like last month
rent finished.”
“Gue is not good, this is
your investment.”
“Hey, I'm not that poor. My investment is not just one. Elo again
used to help me a lot when I was dizzy what all, assignment when we were in college, now replace dong!”
Amanda doubt.
“Kok elo is now a prestige gini
the same me?”
“Gue is really bad Sa.”
“Gini deh, elo can pay. But not now, later if all
elo's problem is sorted out. Ok?”
Amanda hesitated, but did not clean up
he needs the help of his best friend. “Seriously I don't feel good about Mas Rudi.”
Nisa just stared at Amanda
seriously so.
“But it's a debt yes, I don't want to
free.”
“Terlarah. Later in the day, Elo moved
from here! Bankrupt ******
late here.”
Amanda smiled at hearing
nisa's request, but she's so grateful to Nisa. It has been over fifteen years
they're friendly. Since the two of them
met in Amsterdam while studying for a master's degree. At that time, Amanda often helped Nisa
doing the campus work. Because Amanda is a watered-brained. While Nisa at that time school again at the coercion of her family and
bengong accompanied Mas Rudi who took doctor programs at the same university. It was very lucky for Nisa at that time to be friends with Amanda who
able help. With poor motivation and cognitive abilities
limited, yes indeed lucky enough Nisa can achieve the master's degree. But Nisa is a good friend
very. From there Amanda survives
being friends with Nisa for so long. Amanda doesn't have many friends in Jakarta, maybe just office friends
and the neighbors of the house. That's why friendly
with Nisa having been intertwined for quite a long time greatly helped her survive
against the rigors of Jakarta's individuality. And
with her current problem with Fauzan, Amanda is so grateful and
I feel lucky to have a friend like Nisa. For example, like today when they were in the supermarket
located on the ground floor of the apartment that is being occupied by Amanda and
her children.
Amanda confusion pushing
trolly, from earlier Nisa put so many things into the trolly
this is a lot of asking Amanda. Thereafter
they're going to the cashier. Nisa spent more
from two million dollars for all his groceries. After that, he ordered the driver
to bring all the groceries it was Amanda's apartment.
Of course Amanda was dumbstruck
knowing that all the things Nisa bought for him.
“Elo what the hell?” Amanda was shocked.
“Bo... This is not for elo yes, make
kids elo.” Nisa.
“Yes not gini also Sa.”
Nisa showed me a face
weld it. “Accept yes, Please…! me
you know how much you need. “
Amanda could do nothing
any more. Know the intentions of his best friend
fine, yes but.. “Elo man what angel anyway?”
Nisa hugged Amanda. “I want elo and kids elo
convenient.”
“Still yes.” That's all Amanda said. “But don't
often, I'll be spoiled!”
**
Since
bimo started school, indeed Amanda deliberately put it into a school that
close to it work, so does Citra who is now starting school though
new to the play group. And sure enough,
when now they have to leave without Fauzan everything becomes easy,
apparently living in Kelapa Gading makes the distance of work and school to
the place is closer and faster. They originally lived in the Bamboo Hut area. That also makes Amanda easier
making excuses on Citra, they move to be able to leave for more school
close-up.
But financial problems are precisely
the more there is no way out. Despite
Nisa helps them a lot by letting them stay in her apartment
and occasionally help them for their daily needs, but still a lot
other expenses. Because they no longer have a vehicle they must each
day to use taxi online for
their mobility activities. Not yet
his children's school is indeed a private school so it costs money
which is quite big. Amanda really
gotta tighten the belt. His income as a lecturer at this state college, actually
not small, but because now he became a single parent the difference
become very significant.
“Bu, don't you move to school
country only?”
Amanda was stunned by the request
Bimo, a child who used to be so indifferent, becomes very mature and tasteful. Amanda seemed to realize her son was coming
worried about their finances when they see Amanda who is busy counting
spending it at the dinner table.
“Kok mas by the way?”
“No, mas mahal school ma'am, if
public school is free.” It seems that Bimo spoke while being afraid of the sad mother.
Amanda smiled, trying
saying that Bimo doesn't have to worry. “Tanggung mas, six more months you
pass. Later the SMA should be able to
country entry yes.”
Bimo smiled, too.
Amanda was really moved but also
sadly, he felt his eldest son suddenly mature. Well, but this is so much better, than running the kid into a bad boy. This condition is never easy to
all the.
Six
the moon has passed. All become
accustomed, as well as financial problems, slow adaptation makes
the problem slowly decomposes. Grateful, Bimo managed to enter a good quality State High School, and
it is not far from the area they live. The originally fussy image continuously
asking when her father came home no longer asked, it seemed like this little girl
as it grew faster than it should, he saved more
his feelings are in the heart, when his brother and mother are unable to give an answer
which satisfies. In heart. Amanda
actually also confused, Fauzan did not look for his children at all. Fauzan and Citra were not
can separate. Have they really been forgotten?
Afternoon
the three were eating at Mc Cafe, not far from where they were staying. They have to be frugal, but once in a while fulfill the desire of the
cilik Citra is.
“Ayaaaaaaahh..” Suddenly Just Image
he ran towards a man who had just entered the restaurant.
Amanda and Bimo were so shocked to see
Spontaneous image of running. Men
who approached Citra was so shocked. The image is not wrong that man is indeed Fauzan, he is with
a lady. The image hugged the feet
up to Fauzan's waist, because that's the only part he's capable of. Fauzan was so happy to see
his daughter. But just a glance.
“Whose son is it, play
paste into you gini?” Female
beside Fauzan seemed to be distracted by Citra's embrace of Fauzan.
“This is my son.” Fauzan was astonished by
the reaction of the woman beside him.
The woman looked at everything
directions, looking for someone. “This is his mother where the hell?” he was so disturbed.
Seeing the scene was spontaneous Bimo
get up from his seat, approaching Citra and Fauzan. He also grabbed the image to return to
the chair without much talking. It just
smile with respect to my father.
Fauzan was stunned by the reaction
Bimo.
The image seemed to be in shock seeing a reaction
Fauzan was silent. He expects
the father's embrace and smile for him. He finally complied when his brother brought him back
the mother.
“We don't need to eat here
yuk. Like a little kid just eats
ginian.” The woman also returned
pulled Fauzan out of the restaurant.
Who was whining for me
apple pie's? Fauzan was confused.
Amanda, Bimo and Citra are only capable
watch them come out to the parking lot. Bimo and Amanda did not notice Fauzan's arrival,
because it turns out they used a car that they did not previously
be familiar. They used the Honda Jazz
latest in orange. This car
it turns out that Fauzan bought by way of installments for the woman, mutter
Amanda in my heart.
“Daddy don't love me anymore ya bu?”
The image was so disappointed, he revealed as soon as the father left.
“Know not, dad like that because
that old dad was fierce. Paternity
afraid you get scolded, that's why dad left.” Bimo tried to comfort his sister.
Amanda smiled, she did
thank you Bimo has a high spontaneity comforting his sister. Amanda was actually as disappointed as Citra
until he could not say anything when Citra asked.
Arriving
in their apartment, Amanda was pensive again. He regretted why he had to meet Fauzan, an event that only
those few seconds left Citra injured. Maybe there is a silver lining, Citra understands a little what is happening
actually was. It was sad to see the princess
the little one should be hurt. As such
the wounds he had were still not healed, though some full-blown ones had been
elapsed. Looks like they should
get out of this state for a moment. I don't know how. Fancifully a little solution seems only to be
futilely. Amanda just wanted him and
his children survive.
Recognize
a little about Elly. She is
young, beautiful and fresh 27-year-old woman. Elly works as
a secretary in an office located in the same building in one of the buildings
skyscrapers on Sudirman Street. Fauzan's office is on the 15-19th floor while Elly's office is on the floor
12. Originally Elly was the target of
some of Fauzan's men, so Fauzan often heard the name Elly in every
talk of young male staff in his office. Fauzan only heard the talk and jokes
the dirty style of the young children in every lunch they had. But Elly prefers men
mature like Fauzan to be his companion. That's what Fauzan and Elly were like
having a secret relationship. Not much
who knew about this relationship, only a few of Fauzan's male staff were
because they were the ones after Elly. What power it turns out Elly likes men
an able to meet his needs. Of course the young staff who were still middle-income were retreating
regular when it comes to knowing what Elly expects from a man.
Knowing Elly made Fauzan so
flattered. Just imagine him who
chosen Elly even though there are many young men who are after her. According to Elly, in this mature age of Fauzan,
makes it much more attractive and attractive. It was enough to make Fauzan's face flushed to hear that initial compliment. According to Elly, Fauzan knows
how to treat women so that they feel more secure and
comfortable near him. Tuh. hear.
young man! You don't know how to make a woman feel comfortable
you guys.
That's why Fauzan tried so hard
make Elly comfortable near her. When
he complained about his boarding room being flooded, swiftly Fauzan straight away
contract Elly an apartment in Brass numbers, to be close to
his office. He paid in advance
the contract was for two years. And when Elly starts complaining about her hassles of getting an online motorcycle in the morning to go
to the office, or difficulty finding travel to return home to Bandung on weekends, Fauzan immediately credited a new Honda Jazz for him. All this for the woman he loves
feel comfortable.
Well, of course all that has consequences. Fauzan had to borrow money in the bank by way of credit without any collateral
to pay for the apartment and down
car payment for Elly. Besides of
the car he bought for Elly had to be repaid for two years. Applying for credit is easy,
considering all this time he never did that. Now he was wondering why all this time
Amanda anti really the same name as credit, but that is making life easier.
Instead of all this time he and his family always had to save to buy
something, very troublesome. Consequently
indeed he could not support his family in the meantime. But no, they still have
savings, use it first. Isn't that savings used for lean times? Yes..let's just say it's a time of famine for.
his family. There is nothing wrong, as a man you can have
naughty experience? Everything is still under control.
When Fauzan expels Amanda and
the kids from home, he didn't really mean it. Fauzan promised one day he would look for
his wife and son again. He is currently
just want to have fun without getting distracted. Divorced? It's impossible, he's still
love her children. She is
I was bored with Amanda. Amanda's a predictable person, she's gentle but also firm, loving
science is so deep that he is a lecturer, his logic is very
evidently. Sometimes Fauzan is confused, the road
amanda's mind is very male according to her. Amanda is also very frugal, hates debt. He always thought that one day he
when she died, she did not want to leave the people she loved
a burden. Fauzan used to respect
amanda's life principles, but if you look at what she's going through right now, no
is there something wrong with having credit?