Let Time
The Part 33
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Today at 19:00 Arkan just set foot in the house, he knocked on the door.
Zara was surprised to see Arkan's messy appearance was not only a mess of clothes, his face was no less messy.
"Assynolajet. Where's zayyan?"
"Vaalaikumsalam. I'm sleeping" Zara said, kissing Arkan's hand.
Arkan nodded in understanding.
"Want to drink first?" zara asked when she saw Arkan sitting himself in the living room.
Arkan just shook his head weakly. Zara who saw the strange gelagat from Arkan immediately approached and sat beside Arkan.
Zara was reluctant to ask first, she was afraid Arkan was bearing a heavy burden. Zara was afraid to ask at the wrong time.
And Arkan he chose to lean his body against the back of the chair while closing his eyes Arkan used to cover his face and occasionally rubbed his face.
Occasionally a very heavy breath from Arkan is heard. Zara braced herself to rub Arkan's shoulder to make Arkan wake up and turn to Zara. Arkan looked at the old Zara, a fairly deep gaze but Zara was not a microexpression expert Zara did not understand the meaning of Arkan's gaze.
"Zara makein drink yes," Zara bargained while breaking eye contact between them.
"Not here" replied Arkan.
"You want to share Zara's story?" ask Zara.
Again Arkan just stared at Zara inside.
"Zara doesn't know what if I just see Zara like that" said Zara. Arkan seemed to smile thinly and then he slightly changed his position to lie on the sofa laying his head on top of Zara's thigh.
"Let's say this first, yeah," Arkan said, closing his eyes again.
Not wanting to force Arkan to tell stories, Zara preferred silence. He moved his hand to slightly rub and massaged Arkan's head.
"You and Zayyan won't leave, will you?" ask Arkan to arrive.
Zara seemed silent for a moment she never thought Arkan would ask such a question.
"Yang.." call Arkan again with eyes that have been opened and are staring at Zara.
"Why ask that?"
"What's up. I just want to make sure that whatever happens, I can say that you're always next to me."
"Zara and Zayyan aren't going anywhere. We stay here just like Mas Arkan" replied Zara.
Arkan seemed to be breathing a sigh of relief while closing his eyes again.
"Mas why? What was? Don't want to tell Zara?" zara asked while stroking Arkan's head.
Again, Arkan seemed to take a heavy breath then fell silent for a moment. Zara didn't want to ask any more questions, she didn't want Arkan to feel forced to tell stories. Zara thinks let Arkan tell her himself. Moreover, it seems like the burden that Arkan is bearing is very heavy.
"Since a few months ago the company has been down steadily, until now also the condition has not stabilized," Arkan said slightly paused. Arkan looked at Zara.
"Mas and Dirga are trying their best to make this company stable again. Because this parent company can be dangerous if until the parent is not stable later it can also influence several branch companies. Moreover, there are some newly established branch companies," Arkan said. Arkan's words are back.
"Usaha Mas and Dirga were not in vain Yang. We managed this last 3 months the company started to stabilize again. Although it can not be as before," Arkan speech again paused and this time with a long duration. It seems like a heavy Arkan told her.
"Udah. If Mas is not ready to tell more stories, what is not to be forced. Zara make the mas drink first yes, let Mas more calm," Zara bargained.
Arkan shook his head slowly.
"But Mas's efforts did not last long. This week the company went down again even much worse. I think someone intentionally played. You see, some investors suddenly canceled the cooperation that has been dealt unilaterally."
"And now the company is really falling. Many projects are hampered."
"Continue now what path did you take?" zara said boldly after Arkan long did not continue his conversation.
"Entah Yang's. I was confused because I wanted to close the company. But you also have to think of many employees who depend on life from their work in this company. Mas also thinks that the company is shutting down how Mas wants to be able to be materially responsible for you."
"But Mas is also confused from where can directly dapet large funds to cover all losses of loss equally continue the project hampered."
"Mas confused Yang. How is it supposed to be?" arkan said as he turned his position to tilt towards Zara's stomach and then hugged her.
Zara stroked Arkan's hair.
"Cape Yang," Arkan said slowly.
"They forgot. Not by yourself now. More and more families. Have you tried asking for help yet to Papa? Besides Papa too now Mas has Daddy there is Brother too."
"But I don't want to take care of them."
"Iya Zara knows. But now it is important which future of the company mas that bear many employees with his life. Or more importantly the feeling of your own to insist not want to ask for their help?"
"Yes..."
"Gini deh mas try to make contact with them but not as Mas Arkan as a child but as a Mas Client who offers the process of cooperation how?"
"But certainly later Papa even nawarin to buy all his company mas so that mas can hold his company Papa. Papa was always so."
"If so, we can still try with Mas. Do you need funds to raise? Zara has savings, and mascawine jewelry also exists, can be sold Zara sincerely. We can also sell this house and buy a smaller one. You can also sell cars. Keep going..."
"Yes!" Arkan cut off Zara's speech.
"If Mas do all the kamuz advice how later if our parents know. What if your Mother's father knows."
"Later we can be clear with them."
"Udah ah at home do not need to discuss work," said Arkan again. Zara obeys what Arkan says if she wants to continue discussing her fear, she will fight with Arkan.
"The Hungry."
"Jaudah woke up clean. Zara is ready to eat it."
Although it looks lazy but Arkan still wake up and walk up one by one stairs to the room.
Arkan approached Zara to the dining table.
"Let's eat first" said Zara while offering a plate that already contains rice with side dishes.
"Thank you" Arkan said as he received the plate.
Arkan focused on his food while Zara focused on observing Arkan.
"Alhamdulillah" Arkan said after he had finished eating.
"Yes, go upstairs first."
"Do you want Zara to make tea or milk?" bargain Zara while cleaning up Arkan's food container.
"Not long ago Mas was still full," Arkan replied as he passed leaving Zara alone in the dining room.
Putting aside all his prestige, Zara wanted Arkan to feel that he was not alone.
"It's not cold?" zara asked as she hugged Arkan from behind. Okay, this is the first time Zara has started a scene like this.
Arkan rubbed Zara's hand that coiled around her stomach. Without Zara knowing the beautiful smile imprinted on Arkan's face.
"So yuk," Zara asked.
"If you enter later take off his embrace" replied Arkan.
"Yes Zara hugged me again,"
"Yes yes. Hugs again don't come off" challenge Arkan.
"Yeah. But now come in. Cold Zara," Zara said as she tightened her embrace.
"Do you know how to not get cold again?" ask Arkan.
"Where?" ask Zara.
Arkan had already picked up Zara to enter the room.
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"Thank you for making Mas feel like he has incredible system support" Arkan said, kissing Zara.
"Hmm already sleeping well there is still about 3 hours before dawn" said Zara with a soft voice.
"Still fresh new in order to take a shower where you can go to sleep immediately" replied Arkan.
"Zayyan is so good. Understanding that now his father again needs more of his mother," said Arkan while tightening his embrace on Zara.
"Had I slept, yes" said Zara, kissing Arkan's jaw at a glance and immediately looking for his comfortable position with his back to Arkan.
"His habit of sleeping with her husband's back," Arkan said as he grabbed Zara's waist and tightened his body to Zara.
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It's been two months...
The condition of the Arkan company is still vacillating. Arkan still with his stance did not want to involve their extended family. Arkan and Dirga both have sacrificed selling their personal property until now that Arkan only owned a house that he occupied until a car that is usually used every day. There is no longer a collection of cars and his favorite Vespa matic.
Until finally gradually the news began until the ears of their parents. At first the Papa was angry when he found out Arkan was falling but he only found out. But he was also not surprised by the attitude of his eldest son who was very stubborn. Until this happened the Papa used to attract Arkan to want to replace his position.
Arkan could not dwell when his Papa arrived and offered help on the condition that Arkan would replace his Papa in his Papa's company. Only in such a way could Arkan save the fate of his employees as well as the future of the company he pioneered from 0.
Arkan who had just arrived at the house he immediately rushed in he closed the door by slamming it. Arkan looks for Zara but does not find her. When he entered the room he saw his wife had just finished bathing and was still wrapped in a bathrobe. Without a second thought, Arkan hugged her tightly.
Zara who was shocked was immediately hugged once automatically her body immediately revolted.
"I failed Yang" whispered Arkan.
Zara began to understand Arkan's direction of conversation. Just like Mama said earlier while taking Zayyan. Yes, Mamamya a few hours ago came and forced to bring Zayyan. Mama said that being this way Arkan needs a calm atmosphere. Mama understands, I believe Zara can handle her son.
"Fragal as what? In the eyes of Zara mas never be a husband or father who failed really" said Zara.
"Don't lie to Yang. I even sold everything I had but my company was not helped at all by the effort I put in," Arkan said.
"Mas denger Zara yes. I didn't lose everything I had. It still has a house."
"Only this," replied Arkan.
"Even if you have to lose everything until we have to go back to hitchhiking at the parents' house or pioneering from 0. It wasn't a failure for Zara."
"Tarta is worldly. God will easily leave and can withdraw the title at any time."
"Mas remembers that I am now not alone. As if mas now has Zara and Zayyan who in any condition will always be his team mas."
Arkan looked at Zara deeply as if to find out if what Zara said was really sincere after getting his answer Arkan immediately hugged Zara tighter.
"Don't go yeah. I only have you now" Arkan said.
"Who wants to go anyway?"
"Even when out there are a lot of established men who have more of everything than me. Don't ever leave, yeah," Arkan continued.
"Yes Mas" Zara said as she rubbed Arkan's back.
"Jude, take a shower first. Let's get that much better."
"You took another bath" Arkan said.
"Eh so good. Zara has taken a shower do not see what is still wearing a bath dress gini mas anyway directly hug aja" said Zara began to nag.
"Yes how do you want. His ashes are calm so if you are already close to Yang" Arkan said with a smile.
"It's that dong smile of his eyes these few days tangled up his face" said Zara while rubbing Arkan's face.
"Consider me" said Arkan as he clasped Zara's hand that had stroked her cheek.
"Mas is grateful to have you in my life" Arkan said.
"Relatedly? Isn't the initial raw rejected raw? In diemin keep jutekin keep on..."
"Don't talk about it anymore" Arkan said, showing his flat face.
"Yes yes, joking. Yaudah there take a shower" said Zara.
"Mandiin." replied Arkan.
"It's not good to take a shower yourself" Zara said as she stayed away from Arkan. But do you know Arkan's coercive attitude?
"As Arkan derunin did not want Zara had a bath" said Zara continued to thrash.
"Diem who do you know how to calm me down? You are beside me." said Arkan.
Yes, that's how Arkan always looks hard, authoritarian and forced but he also has a weak side. The side he almost never wanted to show to anyone. But this time he had to show the figure of the woman he had rejected, which he used to feel was not important to him. But now it was precisely the woman who had always managed to provide calm for him.
Time managed to change those who initially two poles that repel each other refused to become two poles that are so attractive.
But it is not impossible also in the future time can also change all this into something else again.
...*** The End ***...
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