Let Time
The Part 20
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Without Zara and Arkan knowing mama had heard their quarrel. Mama who initially wanted to call them to dinner together finally undo his intentions when Arkan and Zara were arguing. Mama chose to go back to the dinner table, she knew enough not to interfere in their affairs.
"That's what you want Zara? You want to hand me over to Almira again after you make me forget about Almira. Cunning you Zara you made me fall in love with you after that you threw me away so right? It's how you avenge the mistakes I've done before, isn't it?" arkan said with emotion.
"Zara never said that Zara suggested or allowed the mas back on Almira's mother" said Zara slowly Zara had been made afraid of Arkan's gaze as if piercing her.
"Omong empty. Then what was it? You want to leave me there alone with Almira?"
"Zara just wants you to finish your business well."
"How many times have I told you that Almira and I have never had anything else to do. From that moment on she chose to go and reject me."
"But for Almira not so mas. To Almira mas's mother..."
"Enough Zara don't look for excuses. I've never been right in your eyes, have I?"
After saying that, Arkan walked out of the room and closed the door. While Zara he had cried, Zara honestly also did not like when she saw Almira continued to ask for an explanation from Arkan. Especially when Almira asks her to let go of Arkan and even asks Zara to share her husband with him. Big no for Zara, although in the polygamy religion is not prohibited but there is evidence that the first wife has the right to give her permission or not. Zara admitted that at first she wanted to meet Almira but her goal was nothing but to see Arkan's reaction to whether her husband had completely forgotten Almira and accepted her. But it seems that with this incident Zara became sorry to meet Almira. Tak Zara dikir Almira is indeed a beautiful woman, educated also dressed similar to Zara but unfortunately the words that are thrown from her mouth like they do not reflect the quality of her education.
At exactly what time Zara woke up from her sleep she felt disturbed because of the movement of humans beside her.
"Mas why?" ask Zara while changing her position to sit and face Arkan. Arkan who is still angry with Zara he prefers to leave the room leaving Zara. The door was closed quite hard by Arkan, Zara knew Arkan was still angry.
In the early hours of this morning Arkan just walked out of the room. Now Arkan is coughing up something spewing out from his stomach. Zara ventured to Arkan and massaged Arkan's neck.
"Sick again?" ask Zara while massaging Arkan.
"Why do you care for me? You don't have to care for me, you don't make me feel more deeply like you if you finally want to leave me." arkan said in a super cool tone as he brushed off Zara's hand and straightened his body and walked out of the bathroom. Zara followed behind Arkan until he dared to speak and stopped Arkan's steps.
"Mas why the hell? Zara never said Zara wanted to leave. If the problem is still the same as the meeting with Almira yesterday Zara never said that Zara relain mas to Almira" said Zara ventured to look at Arkan.
"But with you going away it could be Almira thinking that you've lost."
"This again why the hell is it so sensitive?"
"Oh, who do you think I am, huh? Because you're the one who always brought up my mass. You always wanted to know about me. I died and buried him and forgot him. It is my hope that when you accept you you can help me forget the rest of my life. You managed to make me forget about my life. But you're also the one who re-routed my mass" Arkan said emotionally.
"But the meeting with Almora was not Zara's plan" Zara said.
"Yes, but you are aware. You're the one who gave Almira the chance to talk a lot. You gave him a chance" Arkan said.
"And you know after this Almira will definitely stay with all kinds of efforts. NOW WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO ASK ME BACK TO HIM?" arkan said with his emotions. I don't know what condition Arkan is doing now but Arkan himself realized the end of this condition is often unstable in terms of physical and emotional.
Hearing Arkan who had started to get emotional and rise. Zara hugged Arkan. Zara hugged her husband even though Arkan initially wanted to let go of Zara's embrace but Zara further tightened her embrace. Silent for a while, Zara let Arkan's emotions go down first.
"Zara's sorry" said Zara looking up at Arkan. Arkan's view still luris ahead.
"Zara apologizes if Zara unknowingly brings back the past. I'm sorry if Zara's attitude hurt me." said Zara, joking at Arkan, who had never seen her.
"Zara promise deh will not discuss again mbak Almira. Won't want to know more about him." Zara's words this time managed to make Arkan look down at Zara.
"But don't get angry anymore. Fear Zara." said Zara.
"You made me this way." replied Arkan flatly.
"Yes Zara apologizes. Sorry please " said Zara. Arkan was still silent while staring at Zara.
"That's not to be ignored. I'm sorry and I don't get angry anymore" Zara said.
"We're not living in the past, let it be a lesson. Maybe my fault is also because when I was with you I have not completely forgotten my mass. But I really tried to forget it. And after my successful effort please help you believe me don't make me feel that the effort I put in was in vain" Arkan said in a soft voice while staring at the clingy Zara.
"Sorry Zara" said Zara slowly. What a turmoil in Arkan stomach managed to damage the moment this time. Arkan let go of Zara's arms that had been coiling around her waist. Arkan ran to the bathroom and then regurgitated his entrails in the sink. Zara followed Arkan back to the bathroom.
"It seems like you have to control it again to the doctor" said Zara while massaging Arkan's nape. Arkan did not respond to anything, he was still focused on the turmoil in his stomach.
"It's not me who should be checked by a doctor" Arkan replied after cleaning his mouth. Zara was silent not understanding.
"I think it's you that I should take to the doctor" Arkan said.
"Coconut Zara? The mas guy who vomited is Zara who should go to the doctor?" said Zara.
"You want me to apologize? Well that's the requirement" Arkan said with his authority.
"Yes, but why Zara should go to Zara's doctor is not why napa."
"You want to?" ask Arkan with an intimidating look.
"Jaudah yes. Gausah got angry constantly" said Zara annoyed.
"Yes, you keep fighting Arkan said." replied Arkan did not want to lose. Zara pursed her lips in annoyance.
"I asked you when was the last month?" ask Arkan.
"Tau ah's. Don't be weird. Mending mas shower ready to go to the mosque. It's dawn." said Zara, leaving Arkan alone in the bathroom.
At 08:00 Arkan, who had not yet gone to the office, lured his mother to ask.
"Why haven't you been to the office yet?" ask Mama.
"Yes later ma. Brother wants to anterin Zara first to the doctor." replied Arkan.
"Well, to the doctor? Zara's sick?" ask mama.
"Yes ma. It's just that you suspect you will have another grandchild" Arkan replied enthusiastically.
"Seriously Alhamdulillah. Where are the zones?" ask mama.
"Oh yaudah there. I hope you really will have more grandchildren" said the enthusiastic mother.
On the way to Arkan Hospital still silenced Zara.
"Did you say what mom was like?" ask Zara to start the conversation.
"Why?" ask Arkan.
"Yes, you know, I met Zara Mama, like a bagget seneng. Keep elus Zara's stomach." said Zara.
"You think?" answer Arkan coldly.
"The bottom man is cold" Zara said as she turned her face towards the window.
After that the situation in the car returned to silence.
"Cepet's down" Arkan said as he removed his seatbelt. Zara followed Arkan's orders.
Arkan walked first and Zara followed him this time with no banding.
"Cook for obgin's doctor. Who is pregnant?" ask Zara when she sees Arkan registering .
"Shut up." replied Arkan. Zara pursed her lips and turned her gaze in the other direction. Arkan held back the laughter of seeing Zara manyun and was annoyed so. A jail idea popped up in his brain. A second later Arkan rested his lips on Zara's pouting lips. Just a moment because Arkan realized they were in a public place and lucky activity earlier no one knew only those who felt and maybe the cctv who became a silent witness.
Getting such treatment from Arkan Zara's eyes immediately glared and her face flushed red. Zara was ready to want to nag Arkan but quickly Arkan walked towards the waiting chair and left Zara.
"Mas why that was so. It's a public place to know." said Zara annoyed.
"Wrong you." replied Arkan coldly.
"Mas why the hell. If you don't want to apologize Zara yaudah but strange gausah strange too. It's it's in a public place masquerading. If anyone sees what do they think? Although husband and wife but it is not ethical to be so scene in public" said Zara with a voice that shook and held back her cries but Zara's tears just fell.
Arkan who saw Zara crying instantly pulled Zara who was sitting next to him into his arms.
"Don't cry. Okay okay I'm sorry. I was outrageous" Arkan said. But Zara was still crying.
"You don't cry us again in front of dr. Obgin this if you cry later others can think if I impregnate you" said Arkan. Zara immediately looked at Arkan with a reddened face and tears on her cheeks.
"It's like tomatoes know not your face" Arkan said, wiping a tear on Zara's cheek.
"Cock it's getting red anyway?" arkan said.
"I'm ashamed" Zara replied, removing Arkan's hand from her cheek.
They were soon called by a doctor. The doctor did an examination on Zara starting from a BB/TB check, blood pressure and also did a blood check. After several tests, Zara tested positive for pregnancy. Arkan who had expected it still could not hide the happiness from his face even his eyes began to dew. While Zara he was still surprised how ordinary his gestational age was 4 weeks but he did not feel what.
"Tok this for real?" ask Zara
"You don't believe it?" ask doctor.
"It's not so doc but I'm confused why I don't feel what?" zara was confused.
"Your husband feels it Zara. Your baby wants to say hello to his father first" the doctor said.
"Doctors know?" ask Zara.
"Haha I'm a friend of Rani's mother Arkan. I was also Alisya's birth doctor first. Yesterday Arkan had time to tell me through WhastApp my manga is now not much to ask anymore" replied the doctor. Zara looked at Arkan sharply while Arkan did not care about Zara's gaze he preferred to communicate with the doctor.
"So when's the schedule check again doc?" ask Arkan.
"Your next month is coming again. God willing, we can hear his heartbeat" the doctor said. Arkan nodded understand.
"Oh yes, his condition is good now. But still until the age of 3 months it is still risky because sometimes the condition of the fetus is not stable." explained the doctor.
"Okay, doc."
"Jude, then. Later if there is something to ask you can ask through WA only not now. My patients are still many today" the doctor said.
"Haha okay okay okay doc. Thank you so much doc." said Arkan.
They were already on their way home.
"Why didn't you tell Zara first?" ask Zara.
"Say what?" ask Arkan.
"If you suspect Zara is pregnant" Zara replied.
"Would you believe me? So now you're not happy?"
"That's not it. But Zara was ashamed of her doctor. Zara's time doesn't take care of herself."
"Yes, you're insensitive, right?" ask Arkan.
"I mean you?"
"Yes you are not sensitive until I have started to fall in love with you you just do not know right?" ask Arkan while focusing on the streets.
Zara looked at Arkan who was staring at the streets. Arkan's words this time sounded so sincere. Zara thought about what she did not believe in Arkan until her disbelief closed her heart to feel the sincerity that Arkan gave her.
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To be continued...
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