Let Time
The Part 11
Day by day Arkan's behavior has become even sweeter and even sweeter. Sometimes it makes Zara wonder why it can change so quickly and drastically. Zara knew that Arkan had not based on his true feelings Arkan was just trying to cultivate those feelings. But Zara was not just lulled by Arkan's behavior because honestly Zara was still hesitant and remembered some time ago when Arkan spoke to want to try more to build their household. But what later Zara got she was surprised by the name of another woman in her husband's heart. Now when Arkan really shows his efforts Zara still doubtful, is it not impossible tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or whenever the woman returns to her husband? What will Arkan do? Maintain the marriage or prefer to build a new mahligai with the woman?
"Hey... What's here?" ask Arkan when he sees Zara standing alone on the balcony of the room while looking at the yellowing sky.
"Hm." Zara just answered.
"His husband comes home from work and is even dicuekin anyway dear?" arkan said as he stood beside Zara. That's how Arkan now calls Zara more often with a call of love.
Zara extended her hand to Arkan to cross Arkan's hand. After Zara kissed Arkan's hand, Arkan did not immediately release Zara's hand. Arkan clasped Zara's hand tightly and looked at Zara deeply.
"I have a job out of town tomorrow for 3 days. I want you to come with me" Arkan said.
"Where?" ask Zara.
"Now." Answer Arkan.
"Can't Zara not come?"
"I want you to come along and accompany me there" Arkan said with some force.
"The gas is working there. Then later Zara why just diem in the hotel or road itself that? So Zara's saying no need to come."
Zara is still in doubt with Arkan but Zara also can not silence Arkan. Zara should be able to appreciate Arkan's efforts.
"So you want to walk with me?" said Arkan fishing Zara.
"Ih confidently. That's not what Zara meant."
"Haha I know. I want you to come with me. I don't want to argue that this is an order from your authoritarian husband" Arkan said. Zara stared straight at Arkan.
"I know I'm handsome. But don't look at me as soon as I'm afraid. I know you're not ready yet, right?" arkan said with a straight forward look. Zara was silent a thousand words Zara knew Zara was wrong he was back to shut down Arkan rights because some time ago did not want to go from his brain and mind.
"I want to take a shower, you please get me some clothes for me to go to the mosque" Arkan said, turning his back and trying to get back to the room. Zara just nodded.
Tomorrow morning they go to the airport. Zara didn't suspect a thing. But when he arrived at the airport Zara began to feel awkward if Arkan previously said he would go to Semarang but why the destination is now not to Semarang.
"Where are we going with Zara honestly?" zara asked as they were in the waiting room.
"Looking" Arkan said with a smile towards Zara.
"No. Mas lied he said to semarang but this is why even to Lombok?" zara was confused.
"What is your fear?" arkan said.
"Mas mean?" said Zara staring at Arkan sharply.
"Yes yes sorry. This is not work, I want to take you on the road. Let's just say it's our honeymoon that's been delayed by almost 2 months" Arkan said casually.
"Well, what was that?" ask Zara to make sure she doesn't hear wrong.
"Here" said Arkan pulling Zara closer to him.
"We walk the road. Honey's honeymoon." said Arkan whispering in Zara's ear. Zara's face turned confused and difficult to interpret.
"Why you?" asked Arkan who was confused he thought Zara would be happy but it turned out that it seemed like Arkan's estimation was wrong.
"Mas Zara apologizes if the mas so forced to change this because of Zara's attitude. But Zara wants to do not push. Do not turn yourself into someone else who might make you uncomfortable. Zara feels the changes that mas do are also too drastic. Zara did not want to do it just forced and make the mas itself uncomfortable. Let it run accordingly" said Zara, looking down. Not that Zara is not happy honestly she is very happy just imagine since the end of the semester, graduation then married Zara has not had time for vacation at all. Is this not a chance for Zara? Yes, but Zara is still Zara stubbornly she does not want everything done because of force. Zara thinks if done because of forced and temple temple one day Arkan will be tired of his purplish and he will return to his original character Zara did not want it. Zara wants to let it flow slowly as long as it is sincere and sincere.
Hearing Zara's words just now instantly made there a feeling of disappointment in Arkan. How not Arkan feels his efforts are not appreciated by Zara. His changes during this time were also considered a purist by Zara. Does Zara think Arkan is that bad?
"Udah enough to say? Why can't you trust me? I'm trying Zara, I'm trying to build a proper household. I insist I don't have to do this, this is all my wish. I want to try to be a good husband by treating my wife well, I want to try to make my wife happy. Why do you break everything I've worked for with your negative thoughts?"
"What do you think I'm doing to change so much? Huh uh?" arkan said in an ordinary but emphatic voice. Arkan knows enough to not raise his tone because they are in a public place.
Zara had already bowed her face. His tears flowed Zara unwell, he felt guilty making Arkan feel accused, making Arkan feel unappreciated.
"I'm sorry" Zara said in a trembling voice.
"Down those tears. I'm hurt if anyone should cry then I'm the one who's crying because of you" Arkan said without seeing Zara.
A few minutes later they were called to enter the plane. On the way both are equally silent. Arkan chose to close his eyes. Zara was too busy with her own thoughts. Zara looked at Arkan who was closing his eyes. But Zara knew Arkan was sleepless and was seen several times Arkan moved. So long flight Finally they arrived in Lombok after arriving in Lombok they returned to travel overland and sea travel to cross to gili trawangan because they do not want the time arranged nor hire the services of a guide.
They have now checked in at a luxurious resort with a view of the room facing directly to the sea. Arkan opens a glass door in the room that connects the room and the balcony. Arkan stood facing the sea letting the wind shuffle his hair, let the pounding waves greet his hearing and let the fresh air fill the entire cavity in his lungs. A second later, Arkan's arms were disturbed by the presence of a small hand that coiled his stomach. Arkan looked at the hand that was coiled in his stomach he could already guess whose hand it was. Zara was hesitant to do this. But Zara once read that hugs can help improve mood and control anger and get closer to it.
"Who do you think I'm doing this for?" ask Arkan still in the same position. Zara did not answer but Arkan felt that Zara was tightening her arms.
"Because you are Azzara. The woman who was forced into my life and managed to make the rhythm of my life change. You made me think hard how to make a marriage that started from an arranged marriage to be a memorable marriage. You're the one who made me dizzy looking for a topic of conversation when we were both. You made me feel like I was going to lose when you said you wanted me to let you go. Then now you're making me look like a dickhead who's playing a woman with his pretence. That bad I was in your eyes? And as good as you are in my eyes that I let you move freely in my life and change the rhythm of my life as you like" Arkan said as he let go of Zara's hand. Then change his position to face Zara.
"What are you always accusing me of? Judging if what I'm doing is a lie?" arkan said.
"Sorry Zara was just scared. The incident will be the same, when Zara began to believe and at that time Zara was disappointed" said Zara, bowing her head.
"Just give me confidence. I'm trying to get you to help me, we're the same" Arkan said.
"I'm sorry too. Maybe I wasn't completely sure then. But right now I think it's different from that time" Arkan said as he looked at Zara.
"Can you trust me?" arkan said. Zara just nodded. Arkan breathed a sigh of relief he brought Zara his hug.
"How long have we been here?" ask Zara who is still in Arkan's arms.
"One week." replied Arkan.
"Mas' job?"
"It's my job" Arkan said coldly.
"meaning?"
"This is my job. Happy for my wife" Arkan said.
"No need to make it" said Zara.
"You don't start" said Arka. returning coldly.
"Be there yuk" said Zara pointing towards the sea while breaking away from Arkan's embrace.
"Later in the afternoon. Now mending us rest first." said Arkan as he went into the room and laid his body on the bed. Zara was already pouting and murmuring in her place.
Since then, their relationship has improved. Zara no longer considers if the effort that Arkan did was just a temple. Zara also begins to open up and open her heart to Arkan.
Like this morning they decided to walk the road on the beach.
"We're snorkelling yuk." take Arkan to Zara.
"Don't you bring the equipment?"
"Yes, rent it. Want huh?" bring Arkan.
"Tell me, Zara don't. Wet Zara's shirt."
"Yes the name also plays water must be wet." replied Arkan.
"Yes continue to dress Zara nempel all the bodies of Zara. Can you see that?" Arkan understood what Zara said.
"Don't be so good. Yaudah don't have to be that way."
"Well if you want it please" said Zara.
"Keep me alone?" Zara nodded. Arkan did not answer again he walked ahead of Zara. Arkan who does have a hobby of taking pictures chose to shoot the beautiful scenery in front of him.
"Zara.." call someone behind Zara. Feeling called Zara looked back.
"Truly Zara, right?" ask the person when they are near Zara.
"Ryan?" zara said because it was like knowing the man.
"I am Ryan. I wanted to call you from earlier but was afraid of being wrong. You were the same man you are usually the most anti-together with men except your brother and sister" said Ryan.
Arkan who felt that he had gone too far to leave Zara finally returned to the back. Quite surprised Arkan when he saw Zara was chatting and seemed very familiar with the man. Arkan walked over to Zara there was a feeling of dislike to see Zara chatting intensely like that with the opposite sex. Is Arkan jealous? Ah I don't know what's important Arkan has to go there so they don't get alone.
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**To be continued...
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