
Laura can't return Johan's feelings for him. Laura was self-aware of how their current relationship, like heaven and earth would be so difficult to reach.
There is no way to reunite them. Both sides of the family have fought each other and will never make up.
Slowly Laura got up from her seat and let Johan daydream alone.
"Why don't you say anything Laura? once you know how I feel about you" Johan asked without turning his eyes toward Laura.
While the beautiful woman who was asked for an answer just kept silent.
"I like you Laura. I fell in love with you and wanted to be with you" Johan looked at Laura and clasped the hand of the woman who had torn her mind to reassure her.
"You're drunk, you'd better go back to your room" said Laura, meekly looking down who didn't want to meet Johan. And Laura did not respond to Johan.
Laura pulled her hand from Johan's grasp and immediately got up from her place.
"A drunk person will be a fool by itself, so there is nothing to discuss. And one more thing, sorry, I never had any feelings for you" Laura said, sounding sniffle and walking away from Johan to a simple room she had been in for months.
You used to ask me to be your mistress. But, now you're back to talking if you like me. I don't know your way of mind Johan, it could be all just your plan that you're putting together for me. Inner Laura.
Already had his life shattered enough, he did not want to return destroyed for the second time at the hands of the man who had already snatched away such a precious treasure within him. The man's words could not be trusted, could have been lying and made him eat the heart with love that clapped one hand.
Laura pushed gently through the door of her room and closed it back for her key. Laura leaned her body behind the door with mixed feelings into one.
"I never expected your love Johan. Why do you keep bringing me into your trouble. Should I love you as you say? if your love only gives me hurt, even though I seem happy, one side I cry."
Laura smacked her chest small to reduce the feeling of tightness in her chest. Is it her fault if she does not reciprocate the feelings of the man who was once her ex-husband.
"Honestly, it's like I'm not willing to see you engaged to another woman. Whatever my day, I am no longer the woman who is often adored and get the best place. I'm just a Laura who's new to your life" Laura said, closing her eyes until her body slumped down and touched the cold floor of her skin.
Laura hugged both her knees hiding her already tear-filled face. His mouth could have been lying but his little heart told him honestly that he liked Johan too. Only love in silence can describe his feelings for a Johan.
While Johan smiled cynically discovering the facts about Laura, now he realized that Laura had absolutely no feelings for him. His love is unrequited and it hurts so much, but Johan will never give up before he melts the heart of the woman he loves.
Johan was only able to rub his face violently vent his frustration and let Laura leave just like that. The world never seemed to be on his side to achieve his happiness.
His hand he tightly clenched to whiten and then vented him punching the iron chair he was sitting on until the back of his hand was injured and bleeding. Johan did not care at all about his injured hand. His heart hurts more than this getting rejection from the woman he loves.
"Armghhh!" Johan grabbed her hair in frustration. For the first time he fell in love, but unfortunately his love was unrequited. It was painful, it was a pain that did not bleed for him, but the wound could not be healed if he did not work hard to get the heart of the woman named Laura.
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A month later.....
The days had passed until the moon had changed, but Laura never again saw Johan in the luxurious residence of her parents.
There was a heavy feeling of longing for the tall man. Laura also did not know what kind of longing she obviously wanted to tightly hug the tall man's body and inhale the distinctive masculine aroma of the body of a man named Johan Pradipta William.
Laura who was getting ready immediately smothered her mouth felt a strange nausea and rumbling at her perch. The beautiful woman rushed to run to the bathroom to remove her entrails.
While kneading her nape Laura tried to pull out her entrails but not in accordance with the pattern, only clear liquid that continues to disturb her perch. Laura's body was so limp, then immediately cleaned her mouth and rushed out of the bathroom.
Take the candy on the table to neutralize the perch that feels strange. Laura immediately opened the package of candy and then snacked on it quickly, the candy that she had bought at the supermarket last night, I don't know what possessed him he wanted to eat candy cane when he was not at all like the smell of sweet and the like.
Laura again tidied up her maid uniform and did not forget to comb her hair and tie it high until her long hair waved like a ponytail.
After feeling her appearance was quite perfect Laura looked back at herself in the reflection of the mirror. There was something strange about him at this time, his face looked pale and dull, his lips were no longer as red as cherries. Although she rarely wears lipstick, she can tell the difference.
His mind kept wondering 'what's wrong with me'. Laura was forced to polish the liptin on her lips to beautify her appearance. After that, he rushed out of his room to start his activity of taking good care of Madam Tias.
Laura's face was glum again as she passed through the hallway of her room, where the servants gossiped warmly in the morning about the marriage of her employer's son. To make his mood bad.
"I heard from the maid in the main house that the wedding of Lord Johan and Miss Catherine will be held tomorrow. He said the wedding party would be held very grand in a five-star hotel owned by a big master" he said enthusiastically.
"May we all be invited to her wedding, I can't wait to wear a nice dress" she said.
Laura just closed her mouth because she felt nauseous again when passing those who were gossiping in the mes aisle. Laura never mingled or just greeted those who were his hobby of gossiping without knowing the time because the edges chat with them just cornered him.
It appeared that Madam Tias was sitting pensively on the back porch without the slightest morning spirit. With a limp body and a slightly dizzy head Laura dragged her feet to approach Madam Tias.
Although she was not well, Laura remained professional for the sake of her job demands. Laura approached Madam Tias while putting on her cheerful face.
"Good morning aunt" said Laura smiling.
"Dear morning" said Mama Johan with her own eyes.
Laura chose to crouch down in front of the middle-aged woman to put her anklets back on the floor.
"What are you doing baby" mother Johan scolded Laura.
"Aunty's anklet came off and I wanted to put it on aunt's feet" Laura said with a warm smile.
Madam Tias smiled widely, truly the middle-aged woman was still expecting Laura as her son-in-law. Remaining today the life in his family will change with the presence of new members in his family tomorrow.
Madam Tias' hand stretched out to the top of Laura's head and gently rubbed it. Laura looked up in a smile and immediately sat down beside Mama Johan.
"Are you sick, baby?" mama Johan asked, looking at Laura's pale-looking face.
Laura simply shook her head as the answer until nausea returned to her. Laura got up from her seat and rushed to run towards the kitchen to bring out something that always disturbed her perch.
Madam Tias rushed to catch up with her fearing Laura why-why. Until he found a familiar figure already lying on the floor.
"Laura!" he shouted along with someone who had just arrived in the room.
Seriate....