
“Brother Jeon Jungakook, would you be a good husband to Park Sooyoung?”
“Ya, I'm ready”
“Saudari Park Sooyoung, would you be a good wife to Jeon Jungakook?”
“Ya, I'm ready”
“Please pin the ring on your partner's finger”
My hand was stretched out to put the ring on the jungakook finger, as well as the jungakook, he pinned the ring on my ring finger, then he kissed the back of my hand

“In this way, you two have officially become husband and wife”
Jungakook immediately hugged me, not feeling my tears flowing, from now on he is my husband, and he will be a father to my children
The memories came back to me, the memories were so beautiful, if only I could share these memories with jungakook, unfortunately he was gone. No, he's not dead, but he's gone with the woman he loves more, the harsh reality isn't it? The person I've always considered my true love, turns out to be double behind me.
“Mama” Call a little girl, hear that voice I immediately wipe my tears, yap he is my son, my son and jungakook
“Iya darling, what's up?” I said as I stroked Bona's pitch-black hair, He didn't answer me but looked at me
“Hey, why not answer your questions?”
“Mama abis crying again huh?” Bona asked, I flinched, but a moment later I smiled
“No, mom is fine”
“Mama boong, must be mama crying because of kangen papa right? What kind of work is papa? When I did not return home” Tanya Bona, indeed all this time I lied to her, I said that her father was away for work. Immediately I hugged her, I could not hold my tears anymore, I sobbed in her arms
“Kok mama nangis? Bona was wrong, right? Sorry bona” said Bona with a vibrating voice, he was crying
“Loh kok mom with sister crying? Say two young children who have faces similar to Bona, - Ara and Lena-
“Ah mama, no papa nak” said me while wiping my tears and stroking Bona's cheeks that were still flooded with tears
“Already bona, do not cry anymore, bona not wrong kok” said while stroking his hair, he nodded, I turned to the clock, it was 9 o'clock apparently
“Let's go to sleep, tomorrow's school right?, tomorrow mama will nganterin y'all” My words with a smile of five fingers, my little angels eyes sparkle, it's been a long time I did not deliver them school, indeed I did not deliver them, because my job as a director at one of the largest agencies in Korea is very solid
“Yeayyy” They said in unison, I laughed to see how cute they were, if not for them, I might have given up on living
“Yes already, let's sleep” said me while holding the three of them to the room
“Goodnight princess” I kissed their forehead and turned off the room lights, soon I rushed towards my room
YG Entertainment is an agency that produces so many popular artists that we became one of the largest agencies in Korea, now I am walking in the lobby of YG building, YG building, while occasionally smiling to all employees who give greetings to me. I went into my room and began to check the documents that had been piled up on my desk
Geck.. Geck.. Tok
“Masuk” After saying so, Chanmi - my secretary - went into my room and laid her body down
“What's chan?”
“Director of Cube Entertainment company wants to meet, he's already in front, mom wants to see him?”
“Of course, have him come in now chan”
“Good bu”
After Chanmi went outside, I went back to check my documents, not realizing that a man had entered my room
“Annyeong Mrs's. Park”
Deg
That voice, the warm voice I so longed for was heard in my ear, Ah this may be my hallucination, I raise my head, and this is not a hallucination.
I still can't believe that now that I'm meeting Jungakook again, ever since I forced him to go to the Cafe I chose not to open my mouth. He looked at me but said nothing. It is that silence that can describe our atmosphere
“So, how are you doing yi?” Finally he opened his mouth, I don't think he called me Joyi, that's the favorite name he gave me
“Yes, as you can see, I'm fine” I said with a bitter smile, my eyes a little blurry due to the puddles in my eyes
“You're getting pretty” Sayings she's making me a little embarrassed, I'm not sure if my cheeks aren't blushing
“Gomawo”
“Do you still love me?”
Deg
I fell silent, I lowered my head to look at the floor of this cafe, preventing my tears from coming out, I squeezed firmly at the end of my blazer
“Ah, you must not love me right yi? Even you might hate me”
No, I still love you so much
“Aniya, I don't hate you, forget the events that used to be” said me while staring at her sweet face
“Jeongmal mianhae yi” He said while holding my hand
“Gwenchana kookie-ya” I said softly while releasing his hand, he gasped, then we both became clumsy, lapse some time he again started the conversation
“Can we be friends?” He said with a smile, hypocritical if I said that smile was not sweet, that smile was so sweet, and because of this smile I was attracted to him
“Ah of course” I said with a smile, then I glanced at the watch in my hand, it's time I picked up my son
“Ah well kookie, maybe next time we can meet again, I have to go, it looks like my son has been waiting at school”
“Eh, what if I drive you? I've missed my son”
Deg
My heart gasped at jungakook's statement, I'm glad that at least he still misses his little daughter
“Eung, okay” Jungakoook smiled and took my hand, My heart is already beating irregularly, but I don't want to let go of this grip, the grip of the hand I so wanted
“JUNGYI Elementary School” In this school my son was schooled, do you know what the word JUNGYI means? It was a combination of the name Jungakook Joyi, yes this school is mine and jungakook at least before me and jungakook split, because after parting we agreed to sell it but until now I remain a donor, he said, jungakook looks like that
“Mamaaa” After going outside from the jungakook car, I was immediately greeted with the cry of my angels
“Hello princess” I said while hugging them one by one, they returned my embrace, but now they are staring at jungakook with “ who is this?” gaze
“This jussi who's mama?” Ask Lena, I'm silent, I'm confused about what to answer, should I answer “ahjussi this is your father who always” Hah, maybe I'm crazy if I say like this
“Ah, isn't she the one in the photo?” Ask Bona
“Oh yes, the photo that my mother always hugged before bed” said Ara, I was surprised to hear Ara's words, I felt my cheeks heat up, I glanced at Jungakook, he smiled faintly
“Appa us? Right ma?” Ask Ara
“Eung.. ah.. yes” I replied with trembling, Their eyes twinkling, immediately they “pounce” their father
“Papaa, bona kangen”
“Ara also kangen”
“Ih papa handsome, try aja papa so girlfriend Lena”
Shit, Lena's words make me a little ehm jealous, huh she already belongs to mama know, uh it used to be ding. I stared incisively at them, wasn't this what I dreamed of? My family's gathered again.
“Yi, just shut up?” I flinched, then I shook my head, now I see jungakook holding Lena
“Kajja we go home” said, then they all nodded, we also entered the black car belonging to jungakook
Now, me, jungakook and my children are in my yard, I and jungakook are sitting in a hut, being bona, lena and fig are playing chases
“Yi, You take care of them very well”
“Really?”
“Of course, thanks for taking good care of my kids”
“That's my responsibility, by the way he's my son also”
“More precisely our son”
“Hah yes”
“Yi, I want my kids to have another father” I'm jolted at jungakook's statement, did he tell me to forget him and find a new man?
“You told me to find a new husband?”
“No, I will be your husband for the second time”
DEG
Oh, my God, was that jungakook just a toy or serious? ah of course just toys, besides now he already has Suzy
“Yak, you're so funny kookie” I said with a laugh, but jungakook didn't laugh, he looked at me
“Hey, I'm not kidding” I immediately stopped laughing, eh he's serious?
“e-em ah, haven't you been with suzy?” He had not had time to answer, suddenly Lena with her jail sprayed water at us
“YAK, LENA MAMA SO WET KAN” Said me with a tone of 3 octaves, but then jungakook with shit sprayed me back, ah I can not let them I ran after them, finally we also play water unconsciously position jungakook is now hugging me from behind
“Ciee, mom is papa” said Bona, maybe now my cheeks are like rotten tomatoes, unfortunately jungakook even tightened his arms
“Saranghae” Ah these words, words that I have not heard for a long time, now I hear them back from the mouth of jungakook
“Eh, ah, mama wants to take a shower, you guys also take a bath Y” I said to them, with a red face I walked to the bathroom, I still hear them still laughing
I think my heart will soon be broken, because they are beating so fast, how not, now jungakook is sleeping with me, um naked, So he decided to sleep in my house, unfortunately there were no more empty rooms in my house, the other rooms were filled with maids, and we ended up sleeping together
“Yi, have you slept?”
“Engg not”
Click, click,
My room light was turned on by a jungakook, unassumed he held my hand
“Yi, for the past incident I apologize very much, I was so stupid to have hurt you, unattended after you decided to part, I still love you so much even now” Suddenly my body feels limp, my blood was flowing so fast, I started to shed tears
“I've forgiven you a long time ago, but this pain is still there until now, but damn, it's all covered by my love for you, and honestly I love you so much and miss you” I sobbed, finally I could tell all, jungakook pulled me into his arms, I leaned against the chest of his field sobbing
“You still love me?”
“Sangat”
“You missed me?”
“More than you know”
“I'm sorry I”
“Gwenchana”
“Jeongmal Saranghae”
“Nado Jeongmal Saranghae”
Jungakook put his lips on my lips, if time should stop, this is when I want time to stop, I feel the warmth of these lips, I reciprocate with a feeling, no sense of lust this kiss, no sense of lust, there is only love and longing
“Let's sleep” Jungakook said, I nodded, he danced my head to his chest, I wanted to rebel but he swiftly hugged me tightly
“Let it be like this yi” I nodded, finally my eyes closed.
A week after my meeting with jungakook, we are getting closer and I have hope in the handsome young man again, now I am on my way to the junkakook residence, bringing his favorite food strawberry cake. But when I got there the bitter reality came back
“Kookie-ya” I said softly, not realizing my grip on the plastic containing strawberry cake dropped. Jungakook who was making out with Suzy –the woman who used to make jungakook go away from me - turned her head towards me
“Joyi.” He said, maybe he did not deny that I was in his house and witnessed the lies he did somehow
“Sorry to disturb” I said while smiling softly, then immediately walked towards the car. That's what I feel now, the hope that I have put is now back destroyed, like a few years ago.
After a few days since the incident, Jungakook still continues to apologize to me, but I did not bother at all, I have decided to forget it. Now I'm refreshing my brain by drinking a coffee latte in my cafe
TING'S.
The sound of the cafe door was marked with a customer coming in, I turned around for a while, his face was like I knew it, he looked at me too, then smiled and walked towards me
“Hei joy” Her greeting was friendly, I looked at her with a probing look, but a moment later I replied to her greeting
“Eh hai”
“You remember who I am?”
“Not”
“We used to be pretty close to joy” I closed my eyes trying to find my memory of him, I widened my eyes
“KRIS” Shouted me, making the cafe visitors look at me with astonished looks, I did not care about their gazes, I only thought about the man in front of me. He was Kris, my best friend from junior high school to college, but after graduation he suddenly disappeared.
“Kris, I need your explanation” I said in a flat tone, he smiled widely, then started explaining why he had arrived to disappear, and I finally forgave him after he begged me. He's still like old times, silly. In this cafe, we missed each other and joked, for some reason I suddenly placed hope in this young man before me. May my hopes not be shattered as before and may he be able to erase Jungakook's name in my heart.