
I walked under the shady clouds, wearing my white earphones. While listening to my favorite song, now my step towards a place that I like. Place thousands of memories of me with him. “this tree is getting bigger and older, also describes how long I know you.” I looked around, there was already a lot different to this place, although the atmosphere remained the same, so quiet and shady. The rock is getting mossy. The stone I was sitting with, staring at the calmness of the clear lake. The flowers are increasing. This atmosphere made me flashback the last time I met him before I went to school abroad.

That afternoon Kim yeol and I were planning to go to our secret place. After school I was with him on a bike to the lake behind our school. We were best friends since childhood until now me and he has been sitting in 3rd grade High School. “As for kim yeol, faster paddling, I'm already impatient.” I said telling him to piggyback me faster. “Iya Hani, I'll be faster so you hold on tight ya.” Said.
We finally arrived. I immediately ran towards the edge of that beautiful lake. I shouted, “I love this place, love it.” Kim yeol smiled at my behavior, while putting his bicycle propped up on the big tree, I did not know what the name of the tree was. “I also like this place.” Kim yeol shouted as well. Now he and I are sitting on a big rock by the tree. Kim yeol opened the contents of his bag, and it turned out that he gave me a piece of bread. “This is for you Hani-a.” He said give me bread. “Ah You are my so good friend Kim yeol.” I laugh.
He looked at the white clouds in the sky, it seemed that he was enjoying this atmosphere. “I am happy to meet you Hani, and befriend you all this time, how about you.” Said saw. “I also feel so Yeol, soon we will go to college, and reach each other's dreams.” I said while devouring bread from him.
“My dream is to be a useful person for others, who is sought if there is no news, and who is remembered if it disappears.”
“Then what work can you achieve Yeol?”
“I don't know, I just thought like that, then how about you”
“Surely you already know Yeol-I I will be what.”
“Do you really want to be a writer Hani-a?”
“Iya, I will study abroad and learn about literature.”
“Why do you want to be a writer, you are a good person in the field of mathematics, why not become a teacher like your father.”
“Ah that, somehow I think every moment in our lives is important, and must be remembered by someone, then I will write every story I.”
“What are you going to write about my story.”
“Look at Kim yeol.” I said with a faint smile.
Today was so fun, I could be with her again. Just talking about something, something small, for example. Enjoyed the time we had left, who knew we would never see each other again.
“it looks like, it's going to rain Kim Yeol, let's go home.” take me
“Oh yes, fine, but wait.”
“what else is Yeoll-i?”
“I have something for you.” He said he took out a pink box from his blue bag, handed it to me.
“What is this Yeoll-I, it seems like my birthday is still a long time.” I wonder
“wah you are so kind, you are my most handsome friend Kim Yeol hahaha, can I open it now?”
“No no, do not open it now will not be special again.”
“But I'm curious.”
“Please be patient later if you get home you can open it, it will soon rain. Come quickly ride Hani-a” tell him.
I came home with him in the drizzling rain, he'd take me. Actually he whistled hard to take shelter so I wouldn't get sick, but I refused. I think walking in the drizzle rain is so fun, when it rains we will remember our memories that will appear, after all I will not be sick because of this raindrop.
When I finally got home, the rain was gone. He drove me in front of the house. My mother was waiting at the door, and she told me and Kim yeol to stop changing into wet clothes. “Kim yeol, Hani hurry home just to drink warm tea and a bowl of ramen.” His shouting. I also told kim yeol to take shelter for a moment in my house. But he did not want to, and wanted to go home soon. “No need Hani-a I will go home first, quickly shower there later you will be sick.” He said, it's strange that he was too attentive to me. “thank you ahjumma, I'll just go home. See you.” He said while paddling to leave us. “Why is he so stubborn, I'm afraid he'll hurt.” my inner.
Then I entered the house, my mother had prepared warm water for me to take a shower, “Wah eomma is very good and beautiful.” I said praise him. “As a good eomma and one who has a good child too, eomma should be attentive.” Says. “appa hasn't come home from work?” ask again. “Yes he has not come home now take a shower and after that eat Hani-a.” Tell my mother I'll take a shower too.
After a few minutes, I finished my bath and ate. I went back to my room. I can't wait to open a gift from Kim yeol. I opened the pink box, it turned out that there was a necklace, a pen and there was a piece of paper folded. The necklace is so beautiful and so special it turns out that in the pendant shaped love, there is a writing Kim yeol and hani. And on the black pen it says the author Hani. This gift is so special to me, but I am very curious about the contents of the letter. Then I read the letter, it contained a poem.
“I really enjoyed my time with you, where I still laughed with you, and chatted with you. I don't know why I'm this brave writing this for you. After a long time I had this feeling so deep in my heart. I'm afraid if you know, you'll stay away from me. I don't want our friendship to break, because my selfishness loves you. You might be surprised to read this. I know Hani-a I've known you for so long. But it's wrong if I express this feeling. Maybe you think of me as an ordinary friend, a friend who always cares about you a friend who always loves you. But my race towards you is more than a friend of Hani-a. I've wanted to tell you once, but always you've been so hard calling me the best friend. I really can't ruin this friendship. But what power, in a moment of graduation you'll be gone, at least I want you to know this feeling, this very precious feeling. I support you in being a writer. Oh yeah, this salama I never told you what my dream really was. I also want to be a writer like your dreams, I want when I'm gone they will miss all my writing, they will remember all my writing. I also collected so many of your favorite books, if you want to read them come to my house. I kept it so neatly in the closet, even my mom didn't know I was writing. The story you like is actually my essay called “first love.” I don't know why I'm saying everything here, I feel like I want to go far. If you want to write, write with a magic pen from me so that your writing is so good. I love you.”
I cried reading this letter, I couldn't say anything. Turns out he loves me too. It turned out that Kim yeol had also been holding back love. I actually did too. I cried I stared at the view on my bedroom window. I held a necklace and pen from him. Why all this time I didn't realize it, I ignored all my own feelings. Even if I don't trust my own feelings, I don't allow my feelings to grow too far because I don't want to ruin our friendship.
Suddenly the house phone rang, I picked up the phone.
“Halo this who?”
“Hani-a This is Ahjuma, mother Kim yeol wants to report, hiks hyks.”
“Iya aunty why, less clear what sound is there?” i wonder.
“Kim yeol has died son, kim yeol accident.” Said lirih.
“A.pa aunty, this couldn't have been Kim yeol just drove me aunty, auntie don't joke.”
“Auntie did not lie Hani, Kim yeol was injured during heavy rain earlier, he was hit by a car and died at the hix hiks.”
My eyes were wide open, I could not believe all this, my mother came to me and asked. I can't say anything. I could only hug my mother I cried out loud.
I cried too, I realized in my daydream, I could not remember the event, sorry maybe. I took out a book and a historic pen. Trying to write a poem while I'm in this historic place. I never thought it'd be 5 years since Kim yeol left to take half my heart. I stared at this historic Tree, I remembered its presence here, its presence that always brought laughter to me. After a long time he left carrying half this heart. I tried to recite it for a long time, but after I read all of it, I remembered it. I became excited to write, All the gifts I always bring wherever I am. It all became my encouragement. Until finally I finished college and became a best seller writer because of all the writings of Kim yeol who inspired me. She was one of the most precious people in my life, she was my first love. He went to bring his holy love. I didn't know I could see him again in the afterlife, but I always prayed for him. All her love stories to me I wrote in a book called “May be happy, my first love.” Maybe it's the fact of loving who doesn't have to have. You still love him even though there is no body in your eyes but his soul is always in your heart. I can't wait to see Kim Yeol after 5 years away from this country to study abroad. Relax Kim yeol, be happy there, I will remember you. Your dream will be achieved, my book will be a best seller and you will be known to everyone in the world. All your kindness, your sincerity to me. I appreciate the feeling that grew up in those days, I will never ignore it again. Even if I find your replacement later, you'll still be in the one deepest room in the heart. I left this place and got into the car, to meet Kim yeol, to Kim yeol's navel.