Korean Story Set

flashlights

I walk down every street, hoping you can come back every day, color every walk of my life, pass every moment with you and if time can be repeated I don't want to waste you.

Miss you…

You're like a flashlight that lights up the darkness of every corner of my heart. You were the one who first made me cheerful again, who always made me laugh, always there when I was sad.

How could you just leave me? You didn't even tell me about it? You left me when you asked the question ‘ I like you? Are you willing to be my lover?’ and when I want to answer why did you leave me?



Malicious…

After you made me need you all the time, why did you leave me then?

Supposedly, you give me a chance to hate you, a chance to dump you first, a chance to answer your questions and maybe if I knew that you were going to leave me I would rethink in order to reject you.

I miss you my Flashlight…

FLASHBACKS

“I like you... Are you willing to be my lover?” said someone who was currently in front of me, holding my hand and he looked at me with a very sincere look.

“Give me time Kim mingyu”

“Should? Can't you answer it now?”

I just looked at him. Look at every part that completes his face and I hate that pale face.

“Alright, I will patiently wait for you Jihyun-ah”

He let go of her hand and immediately left me. I can only watch him stay away from me. My legs were like they were stuck when I wanted to run and hug them. I even walked in the opposite direction from him.

“Sorry Kim Mingyu.. I'm afraid you'll hurt me like any other man.”.

That's all I can say when I step away from him, because I don't want to get hurt a second time.

I dropped my phone because I heard the words of the person across the phone.

“No... Impossible..”.

My leg felt limp when he said something I thought was absurd.

I stood up and ran outside the house to get to the hospital.

Arriving there is only one in my mind ‘Please it's all a lie’. I ran as hard as I could to get to that place. I opened the door and began to enter a room that was terrible for me. I see a lot of people around the bed, I can't believe it…

‘What if it happens?’

I walked towards that person, they looked at me even their gazes said ‘You must be steadfast’

‘What is this? STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT!!’

They gave me a way to get to bed and I saw someone lying there. These tears were dripping even more profusely than before, I had already taken pains to hold these tears out. However, the result is nil.

“Yes! KIM MINGYU... Don't joke.. It's not at all funny” I said as I shook the man's arm.

“KIM MINGYU! Don't scare me. Wake up.. If you don't want to stop this joke I won't want to be friends with you anymore.” now my voice is barely heard anymore.

“YA! KIM MINGYU'S! AWAKE UP! WAKEUP!” I shouted and shook his body getting stronger.

“You.... Wicked.. How could you leave me like this... Hiks.... Hiks....”.

I gave up and ended up hugging her body which was currently stiff and cold.

I didn't think this would happen at all. I don't even know why he could be like this.

“ANDWE... YES! KIM MINGYU'S! you told me to.. Hiks... Answer your question last night, right? Hiks... Let's get up and I'll tell you my answer... Jebal...”.

My tears were getting broken and somehow the more I wanted to see her the more hurt this heart would be if I realized this person would not wake up.

FLASHBACK END

“Hah...” I exhaled a rough breath when I recalled the incident.

Almost even 2 months after the incident, but I still remember every detail of the incident that was heartbreaking for me.

I still can't believe that guy's gone. Even to this day I still don't know the cause.

My days are back as bleak as they used to be before meeting that person. The person who made me know what ‘BAHAGIA WHO ACTUALLY’ means. Even to this day I still keep my distance from everyone who wants to get close to me.

Author’s POV

The girl who was currently standing by the lake started to shed tears. As if something was stirring up in his mind, his extremely pale face and his faint eyes made him look extremely depressed.

“Shin Jihyun?” asked someone from behind the girl and managed to make the girl turn her head towards her.

“Jeon Wonwoo?” said the girl in disbelief as she rubbed her cheeks to stop her tears from flowing.

The man smiled when he saw the girl still remembered him. “A long time ago we did not meet..” he said as he approached the girl.

“Hm.” Jihyun smiled wryly as she remembered this person, as she was one of Kim mingyu's friends who did not want to tell her the cause of Kim mingyu's departure from this world.

“Have you eaten? Let's go to the cafe..”

He pulled Jihyun's arm slowly but forcibly released the person's hand.

“STOP BEING NICE TO ME!”

“Ke... To.. Why?”

“Hah...what? You ask why? If you want to be my friend again, please tell me the cause of Kim Mingyu's death!” Jihyun began to shed her tears again when she mentioned the name of someone she loved so much in her sentence.

Wonwoo just looked at her with a look of disbelief.

That was because, he was sad to see the jihyun who was still thinking about mingyu, this was already two months old. Jihyun should have been looking for a replacement for mingyu instead of being sad like this, recalling every moment of her time with Kim Mingyu.

“How can you still think of Shin Jihyun?”

“MWO? You ask how can I think about it? HE IS SO PRECIOUS TO ME! HE MADE ME HAPPY! EVEN HE IS SOMEONE I LOVE VERY MUCH! how can you ask like that? Huh…? Wicked.. Hiks.. hiks...”.

Jihyun sat down weakly when saying the sentence that she had been very quiet.

Wonwoo followed the sitting jihyun, he crouched down in front of the jihyun and a second later the water droplets began to flow small on his cheeks. It was because the jihyun made him slightly withered and finally wonwoo decided to tell him everything.

At first, Jihyun did not believe in wonwoo's words but, after wonwoo assured her that everything she said was true, the jihyun came back crying and was probably worse than before. Even he covered his mouth with both hands so that the sound of his stuffing was not heard by people passing around the park.

Wonwoo said that in fact mingyu has a rare disease and has been sentenced to only last 3 months. He suffered greatly. However, after he met with the jihyun, the mingyu regained his spirit and he did not even think about his illness anymore. Unlike the disease that always attacks the body of mingyu, he was very tortured when fighting his disease. He had to go to the hospital 4 times in 2 weeks and he had to endure pain in the head and in the heart. Mingyu once told Wonwoo to promise not to tell Jihyun about his illness.

Woonwo also said after she expressed love for Jihyun, she returned to the hospital after collapsing and bleeding in her mouth and nose. The worst, the doctors even raised their hands to cure megyu and before he left, he left the kegonwoo message to promise to always protect the jihyun.

This really made the Jihyun very hit, her crying already made her face paled and limp.

“How can…? How could something like this not be told to me at all? Hiks... Hiks...” Say hihyun after wonwoo just finished his last sentence.

“Mianne jihyun-ya. I have absolutely no intention of keeping this a secret from you.. ”.

“Hiks.. Hix.. You're evil mingyu.. How can you leave me like this? Hix.. Hiks.. ”.

Wonwoo who could not bear to see the attitude of the jihyun started to pull the jihyun into his arms, stroking the soft top of his head to make the jihyun a little calmer.

Only a sobbing sound was currently heard by wonwoo. However, over time the voice began to disappear and eventually the jihyun released a wonwoo hug and then looked at him.

“Wonwoo-ya... what should I do?” asked the jihyun who was seen still holding back his cries.

“You just need to follow your heart jihyun-ya.”

“Hah... Alright” wiped his tears that still fell in every corner of his eyes “Thank you because you already want to tell me all about mingyu... Then excuse me first.”.

Author’s POV

Are you disappointed? Why are you keeping this from me? If you tell me from the beginning, maybe I can take care of you in your last days. I hate you Kim Mingyu. You always make me feel guilty. If time can be turned, only one would like me to tell you.

‘I LOVE YOU STUPID’

—

“So, what do you want to say jeon wonwoo?” I said after 5 minutes of silence in front of a namja named Jeon Wonwoo

This time he told me to meet him because there was something he wanted to tell me.

“See this.. Last night when I went to his house to visit I found this in his bedroom closet”.

He gave Handycam and a letter. I don't understand what that means, but this Handycam used mygyu and me to record everything we did.

“What is this?” I asked as I directed the letter to him.

“So please, I didn't open it at all, I just saw your name on the front of surat”

When I wanted to open the letter, he held it.

“Eh.. It is better if you read it yourself, because the letter was made only for you.” He said while holding my hand that wanted to open the letter.

“Hm... Alright..”.

“Then I have to go, I have an appointment with my lover..” He said while showing his smile towards me.

“Who... Soojin?” My God after seeing her wanted to leave me.

“H.. Who else? Then annyeong.”.

I sat by the lake watching every scene we always recorded on this handycam, I don't know. For me when with him my day is always colored with colorful crayon paint.

I want to repeat everything with him, I want to see his smile, want to see him laugh, want to see his strange behavior and want to feel every evil he did to me. ‘I REALLY MISS YOU KIM MINGYU’

Drop by drop came back to flow on my face when I saw his face in the video.

‘I HATE THIS KIM MINGYU, I WANT TO COME WITH YOU RIGHT NOW.’

At that time I remembered a letter that had made me curious. I stopped watching the video and opened the letter slowly.

I read it slowly following every scratch he carved into this paper.

To you my angel

Shin Jihyun's

Excuse me…

I can't wait for you much longer…

Excuse me…

Because all this time I disappeared and came back to express my feelings…

Excuse me…

Excuse me…

Sorry Shin Jihyun…

I'm sorry for lying to you about my illness that I haven't told you about…

I don't want you to get close to me out of pity or I'm afraid that if you find out about my illness, you'll leave me…

I know sooner or later you'll find out about my illness.

Maybe if you read this, I'm gone…

Again sorry for reneging on the promise we made so far.

Promise, ‘If I'd never hurt you’

The truth is you might get hurt because of me…

I love you Shin Jihyun…

It's true to love you, even to express it I can't use words anymore. The whole universe is not enough to express my love for you.

If I really leave you for good. I hope you don't hate me for this…

Don't be discouraged because of me. We're destined to be together, I'm sure of it…

If not in the world maybe elsewhere more beautiful we will be reunited…

And I was really looking forward to that.

I'll wait for you even if it's too long…

Sweet greeting to beloved…

SHIN JIHYUN'S

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“Hiks... Hiks... Kim Mingyu? How can you be like this? Is it true... Hiks... You are waiting for me right now? Really..?”

My tears broke as I read the letter. How could he make this letter when it was all over?

I saw a faint man standing across the lake, looking at me and showing a sad expression at seeing me cry. Wait.. Is it impossible? It's not a dream, is it?

“Ming... Mingyu-ya..” My words trembled because I could not believe what I saw at this time.

He looked back at me. However, at this moment his face was bright and smiling happily.

“Be.. Is that really you?” My words were suffocating to see the miracle that was currently happening before me.

He nodded his head and smiled back at me.

He did not open his mouth or talk about anything there at all, but.. Why do my ears seem to whisper to remain strong?

“How can I be strong if my spiritist leaves me?” My words shed my tears again.

‘You can definitely, don't cry.. I'll always wait for you Jihyun-ah’.

“You promise? Are you really going to wait for me?” Jihyuns

‘H.. Because you were destined for me.’

“Ahh... Mingyu-ya.. I want to say something to you.. I ALSO LOVE YOU KIM MINGYU..” Jihyun.

‘I know... Don't be sad anymore just because of me, hm... I was always there beside you and always took care of you... I was always near you.’.

“Alright... I won't be sad anymore.” Jihyun.

‘Don't make me worry anymore.. I love you Jihyun... Really really love you..’.

“I know, Thank you for telling me this time.. You can go quietly without having to worry about me.. Dan... Dan... Wait for me there.”.

He smiled and then slowly disappeared into the wind that was heading to the sky. Maybe that was the last time I met him, I didn't think he was always with me…

‘I will definitely catch up with you Kim Mingyu. I promise my flashlight..’.

END