Knitting Wounds Extreme

43. Seek to forgive.

A heart that had begun to calm down, now must be injured again in the memory of the past. Aditya Darmadji should not bring up the pain that used to be so deep. But look ....

Maya could only endure the pain and tightness in her chest. No one could understand, how deep the wounds he had. Even the mother would never be able to imagine, Maya's wounds are so deep because of Ditya.

"Maya, I know I don't deserve an apology, but I beg of you, give me a chance to make up for everything, give me a chance to return your smile even if it's not as warm as it used to be. Please, Maya. This time only. Give me the right punishment, just don't separate me from Gavin. Allow me, give me a chance to atone for my sin on him, by giving all of my love without limit" he said.

Although Ditya knew in the end Ditya would not get an apology from Maya, but he still would not give up. The stone head will still fight for Maya and Gavin, to restore the smiles of those who have been forcibly taken.

"And you'll take Gavin and then from me? That haughty family of yours will play tricks and insult me for the last time? I told you, go home, Ditya. Your mother doesn't deserve to beat a prostitute like me at all. Don't talk about my daughter who's gone. Don't stir up old wounds that I'm trying to heal myself, Ditya. Go home. Get your mom, your dad, and your sister out of here. Let's live life alone without disturbing each other," Maya regained her composure.

Ditya lowered her head, no longer having the power to lift her face.

"Maybe I don't deserve to know, Maya. But I'm still not gonna stop finding out where you buried our daughter. Please don't be selfish, Gavin would also want to have a whole family. Let's just settle this dispute, I want us to make peace with the past, and start opening a new chapter" Ditya said with a sincere heart.

Maya is silent, not knowing the slightest sentence of the man she once loved so much.

Not only before, but until now Maya still loves Ditya very much. It's just that he no longer has a high interest in being able to transcend time with the man. Like a dream, all that Maya killed died along with the many wounds she felt so far.

"Maya, I don't know if at that time, you were really pregnant with Ditya's child. At that time, I was guilty of not hearing what you said, "Nayah spoke again.

"But even if you know the truth about my womb, you will still not be willing to mate with this woman who is not equal to you, Madame Nyah. I will try to extend my heart to forgive you and your son. It's just that I still don't want to make my son happy by being willing to be with Ditya. I'm sorry, my heart isn't that big," Maya's tone was suddenly sad.

Everyone who was inside the living room was not that spacious, speechless. All eyes were on Maya who no longer looked wrathful. Even Nyah alone, gasped for it.

"Alright, Maya. We will not force. Your apologies mean a lot to us. Thank you for forgiving us. Hopefully as time goes on, you can open the door of your heart to an opportunity for the Darmadji family, "this time Adi's voice.

The man who had only been silent since, was able to stop all the voices of anyone. Silence created, no one dared to speak, including Nyah and Aditya.

The middle-aged man, occasionally stealing glances at Fatma, left his wife uncomfortable in this situation.

As a man who loved Fatma very much, it could not feel Adi pressured let alone force Fatma to be with him. Quite reasonable in fact, the reason Fatma rejected all Adi's wishes to share it.

"It's good if you understand, Mr. Adi Darmadji. I hope in the future, do not have much hope for togetherness. Me and Gavin are more comfortable living like this" said Maya last time, before the woman went to her room.

There was no talk after Maya stepped in, only, a glimpse of Nyah being able to see the boy who should have called herself grandma. A handsome boy, with a similar appearance to Aditya.

"Maya, wait," exclaimed Nyah as she stood up, stopping Maya with a million ungodly feelings.

The heavy and disjointed voice from crying was so heartbreaking.

Maya closes her eyes, combating her ego and feelings of motherhood.

She is a mother, and Maya is also a helpless mother. The woman's heart isn't as strong as people think. His heartache, made it seem as if he wanted to kill the death of his conscience as a fellow human. Only, he also could not bear to watch the Darmadji family cuckold him.

Maya's egoism?

If you don't give them a chance to meet Gavin, it won't take you back in time, Maya. Do I have to make peace with destiny?

Inner Maya shouted.

"Maya, I beg you. Just meet. Let me see Gavin, just for a little while. After this, I'm willing to keep you away from him. Give me a chance to meet him, "Nayah kneels, at Maya's feet.

Something that was once impossible for Nyah to do to Maya, he has now done.

A piece of Maya's heart that has been bleeding for so many years, now feels slapped. Maya does have a burning grudge for the treatment of those who have stepped on her in the past. But seeing the helpless old woman before him, Maya's heart was not that cruel.

Anger that has not been from Maya for the Darmadji family, slowly eroded will be sincere apologies from Nyah, as well as Aditya.

Netra The mother of one child, was fixed on Ditya who also knelt down. Like a drama scene on a wide stage filled with a sweeping atmosphere, Maya stands like a queen who has the power of all decisions. Ditya tried to calm the mother by rubbing her mother's back.

"Maya," Fatma called out as she nodded, unable to see Ditya and Nyah who were full of pleas.

In the end, ego, anger, grudge will be defeated by the tenderness of Maya and Fatma.

Basically, Maya as well as Fatma are good people. It's just that, the past treatment he received, made Maya's heart bleed full of wounds. What misery has Maya long saved, should Maya loose for the sake of future peace?

"All right, I'll let you meet Gavin. Just promise me that after this you will no longer force me to do anything I don't want to do!" the Maya were full of emphasis.

Maya tries to forgive, but does not dare to promise a togetherness that the Darmadji family wants.

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