Knitting Wounds Extreme

A heart-wrenching question.

The chanting of prayers from inside a room that Maya occupied, continued to reverberate from her tiny mouth and with a soft voice. Much to complain to God, Maya thought her body and mind were able to accept her destiny. In fact, Maya is nothing more than a woman who has trouble digesting what God gives her.

Jovita, the serpent woman, came at will, breaking the previous agreement, telling Fatma about the real work of Maya in the Capital.

Silence is the best option. The anger of a mother, certainly has a strong reason in it. Don't ask why Maya chose to go and avoid Fatma's rampage, because Maya realized, her guilty self.

There's a line of wounds Maya's been trying to hide. But all of that certainly has its own effects for Maya. Hiding something painful, of course, becomes a huge pressure.

The night is late. Gavin is now even asleep with the subtle snoring typical of Aditya. Yep. Maya even still poultice right, how the sound of a smooth snoring Ditya nine years ago. During that hot, passionate night, Ditya fell asleep beside Maya, hugging Maya tightly. Unfortunately, Ditya leaves after Maya wakes up in the morning to greet the village.

Again, Maya's gaze on Gavin, tinged with a mist that began to melt. The pain is excruciating, with many invisible incisions in the chest. Could it be if Maya just twisted the past? Maya just doesn't want to be left behind.

If you weren't married, I wouldn't be sicker than this, Ditya. But there is another heart I cannot hurt. But why, does it hurt more than before? Shouldn't I hate you? Why is there still a little hope for us to be together? Oh jesus. After all the wounds you inflicted, you ruthlessly still shadowed me with your smile.

Overcrowded, Maya pressed her chest to ward off the tightness. His cry became even more, when he remembered the conversation he had with Fatma a few hours ago.

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"Never talk to me, Maya. Let me go first and give me some time to calm my heart," Fatma still sobbed with a tearful cry.

"Serah Mother. Maya just wanted to convey, that there was no other choice for Maya at that time. If the mother insists on regretting all Maya's decisions, Maya does not mind receiving punishment from the mother. All for Gavin's sake, "Maya humbled, returning to the destruction in her heart that seemed to be no longer left.

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The world is indeed a theatrical stage and a game arena full of manipulation. The universe seems to be leading Maya to become a prostitute, but also the whole body rebukes and judges what Maya does.

Believe me, being an***** is not a wish, being a night woman is not an option. One thing Maya thinks, Gavin has to survive, whatever happens.

Aditya Darmadji, that guy is a real asshole. Again, savage. Even Maya will not be satisfied anymore sincerely with what she did.

Disaster after disaster. Hell after hell, even Maya has conquered it.

Tragedy after tragedy in Maya's life, all masterminded by Aditya Darmadji. If the man had been in front of Maya at this time, Maya might have stabbed him with a crowbar, tearing his chest apart to make Maya satisfied as the man's atonement for her.

Mayasari Arsyad, how unfortunate you are.

Maya's inner whispers in the silence of the night.

"Mother?" gavin's voice managed to keep Maya awake from her sleep. The boy who was over eight years old slowly sat down, staring at his paradise that was approaching him.

"Mom why not sleep? Sleep, Mom. It's night, isn't it?" ask that innocent little boy.

"Mom just can't sleep. Sorry if Gavin was disturbed. Let's go to sleep, don't think about Mom. Tomorrow we have to get up early and go first to Gavin's new school. Let's go to sleep," asked Maya as the woman laid down her body, in the bed next to her son.

"Yes, what's up, baby?" ask Maya. The eyes that had been closed were now open again.

"Did Gavin's father really leave Gavin and Mom?" tanya lirih the son of Maya.

There are many wounds that re-clad Maya's heart. The woman seemed to have lost control of herself, crying again because her heart felt slashed by the question of her son.

"Yes," Maya replied as she looked at her son from the side. Maya decides, will not hide anything more from her son and mother, about Aditya, "Dad did leave Mom when Mom was pregnant with you," added Maya.

"Yes, it's okay. Maybe it's because God told Mom and Gavin that Dad is a bad person for us" Gavin said with a smile.

Reflexes, the child's sinless little hand stretched out to grab her mother's cheek, wiping Maya's tears tumbling unnoticed.

"Don't talk about dad again, Gavin? I have a wife to be happy with. Without a father, Gavin has to believe in Mom, that we can be happy" Maya smiled in tears. Every now and then, the woman rubbed her own cheeks.

"Gavin doesn't know what happened to you in the past. What Gavin wants, I don't cry again this time. If Mom is sad Gavin asks about dad, then Gavin promises, will not ask again about who and where Gavin's father is," the boy again makes Maya's heart feel great.

"Thank you for understanding, baby. Mother loves Gavin very much" Maya said, hugging her son with great affection.

"Mom, Gavin loves Mom," said Gavin, kissing Maya's tender, affectionate forehead.

"Mother also loves Gavin. Thank you for being the mother's encouragement, and the reason you have survived to this day" Maya replied calmly.

"Let's go to sleep" the boy asked as he closed his eyes. No doubt, Maya just nodded and smiled thinly, rubbing Gavin's cheeks slowly.

Looky.

Even a child as small as Gavin, knows that Aditya is not the best for Maya and Gavin himself. If I may ask, Maya would love to show how intelligent the descendants of Darmadji are. Unfortunately, Maya is no longer willing to be sincere if Aditya meets her little angel.

Look, Ditya. Your son who never even met you, knows that you're not the best. So don't expect you can see him.

Shouted Maya in the heart.

If Maya demands to ask the world, is the universe fair to Maya and Gavin?

How many children have complete parents and the affection they get every time? That's something Gavin doesn't have. Even Maya would never mind if she had to support Gavin alone. It's just, Maya feels sick because her son is other than the others.

After this, Maya promises herself that she will make Gavin happy even if he has no father. Maya just does not know, Aditya is currently hunting her, and also their son.

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