
Like today, I'm one room with Syila she's sitting right in front of me. My friends tried to tease her. The only one tempted was to smile. Ahh that shy smile made me so anxious.
After I finished working on. He's out6 with him. No, I'd rather stalk him from behind. I don't know what the purpose is. I just feel like doing this. Stupid indeed. Ehh he seemed to realize I was panicking about hiding and there was no right place.
When he looked, I just smiled stupidly. Damn it myself.
"What's Don ?"
"Hhhhhhh yeah ?" I answered stupid again.
I'm approachinghe. He's cleaning his equipment. If I don't ask where my locker is. I left with only a bolpoint, an identity card and a wallet and a motor key. The problem of studying for the preparation of the semester I leave it to God Almighty alone.
Hahaha that's how I am. I'm more excited if I jump into practicality than theory so.
"Go home with yuk" Tawarku. He seemed to be weighing my offer.
"Please.."
"Promise is not strange."
It's usually strange why I thought to myself with my words earlier. I saw Syila as if she was thinking about something.
"Yaa come on. But don't wear love pay." Telisik Syila that makes me chuckle.
***
We're heading for the motor park. It was getting quiet because we were locked up quite time-consuming.
Doni put his helmet on my head. Sure greatness. Today I went home with him. Though Adji came home but I asked to be picked up he said there was other business. Disappointed anyway. But yes it is.
"Ehhh if this is here then what about you ?" My toot.
Then I saw him grabbing the helmet on the next bike whose driver was about to wear it
"Minjem Ya Bay" said Doni. The only thing that is borrowed is gawking. He is not borrowing, but forcing. Not yet answered Doni just play wear.
"habits. If you know you want to bring a son of a modal donk.." Sarkas Doni the Bay's.
Doni forced me to go up.
"Ajimumpung Bay's.. Without this plan when will it be ?" He answered as it passed.
This child is yes.. Luckily Bay neighbors Doni whose house is not far from the school.
In the middle of the road Doni stopped his motorbike. He pulled.
"Hunter Syila. Semester same room you make energy drain know no." Alibi Doni.
"Say you want a date." Ehh what is this mouth.
"Haha.. Duhh.k know the hell." Answer Doni.
I smiled at Doni's behavior. He's very good at making me smile even though sometimes he's been like crazy to comfort me.
We sat at a table near the park. After ordering food Doni pampit to the toilet.
There's a message coming in from Dika. He reports being a lot of work can't tell you more than this. Also do not forget the messages do not forget to eat. Don't forget to study. Don't forget to get enough rest. Don't forget to be happy. And don't get close to the automotive boy.
It's like this newspaper. He's more like my possessive girlfriend than I consider a big brother.
I reply with ready words and spirit. After that, I turned my eyes to another direction.
Deg.
I saw Adji with another woman and a little boy. As my mother said yesterday. If it's her brother, it can't be Adji's only child now. Who is my mind curious.
They are so happy in my eyes. It was like a happy little family.
I tried to contact Adji. Connected wherever seen see his phone. But ignored. I tried to send a message. But ignored as well. It was as if he did not want the moment to be interrupted.
I didn't feel like my eyes were heating up and started to let out the clear liquid.
***
Syila did not respond. Observe her. Why crying. Then I followed his eyes. Go to a young little family. I thought they were a warm family. But why Syila even cried, could be moved.
"Hey..!" I hold shoulder. He also woke up while wiping his tears. Trying to smile at me but his eyes were on the family earlier.
I don't like seeing Syila like this.
Before long the waiter came with our order. We eat in silence. I wanted to ask why but it looks like Syila is in need of time.
After that there was no conversation at all. I drove Syila home. Who had still wanted to chat a lot but I had to undo seeing Syila as sad as that.
Up in the house. Syila was still silent just saying thank you without intending to invite me to stop by.
"Calcus.. "
He looked at me with a forced smile. Damn I hate to see him like this.
"Before we exchanged telling each other even though the stories were not useful. I can be your story companion for your story in various forms. Please do not hesitate. Don't you be a sniper yourself. I don't like to see you sad like this"
He just nodded his head and smiled. Okay, maybe it still takes time.
I also put my bike back home. But why did I even think of the little family that made Syila cry.
Why did my heart become curious as to who and what kind of relationship the little family had with Syila.
Could it be that Syila also wanted such a family relationship ? What kind of thinking is this.
On the way I got a message from my aunt. She asked me to pick up her order shirt at the aunt's subscription store close to the market.
And when I saw the family again with the bike, they went into one of the alleys.
My instincts led me to follow him. Not far from the road they stopped them from entering the house.
There's a woman passing by in pres clothes I'm trying to ask. He looked at me with his naughty eyes. Ahh not so. I was goosebumps near her.
I'm still faithfully waiting on my bike. It's like people don't have jobs.
There's a ball at my feet. Then there was the little boy with the guy I saw approaching me.
"The ball is ." I returned the ball which was greeted with a funny smile
"Dad play boya agi ya." Invite the boy to call the father to the man.
Allow their father and son a family.
Linger here just to make sure they're family isn't.
Then why did Syila just get that sad.
I took my bike to aunt's order and I went home.
Along the way I could still see Syila crying. And that forced smile that somehow bothered me once.
I don't like to see it that way.
***
On the other side of the room. There was a cry from a girl.
"Adji..." Called lirih.
Still with his disappointment. Trying to digest what he sees and what happens to their relationship.
They were close but why was such a great deal even further out of reach when they were as far apart as before.
Her crying receded as the feeling calmed down. Then those eyes closed.