Karma Love

Disillusioned

I went home from school and really paid for his promise. Chocolate and ice cream are the best foods if my mood is bad like this. Doni knows that.

"Calcia"

Degs..

I know that voice, Adji ? He really picked me up. A glimpse of his image with a woman and a child flew through my mind. My phone and messages were ignored at the time.

He approached.

"Come.." Invite Adji to show the rear motorcycle seat that is still empty.

I melengos. My heart is getting hot again. Unable to look at him. Men who come at night give beautiful shadows and hope. Then his shock inflicted a deep wound.

"I'm sorry I went home with a friend, I forgot to tell you. There was an appointment first. Usually there is no time even if you just pick me up. So I'm used to going home alone even though you're actually next to me." The sarcasm.

"It's okay. You can spend your time with other people." My answer is a long, full of sobriety innuendo.

Adji initially seems worried and then he feels restless. I don't know what he's thinking.

Tin tin tin tin. The sound of Doni's motor horn resuscitates.

"Syila so no ?? Last chance !" Huhh the god of salvation.

Adji was still tight-lipped and then I walked over to Doni. Doni looked surprised when he saw my face more grim.

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Doni...

That man was the one he had been tailing back then. Why does Syila know him. Their interaction seems to be less than good.

Actually I came a while ago but I still want to give time to Syila. Who knows if they are talking about something important.

***

We sat in the garden with ice cream in our hands.

"Doni.."

Syila started a conversation between us.

"That guy was the guy I was the reason I rejected you the other day"

Uhukk.

I choked. Syila is joking or honestly not on time. But after I noticed again there was a trace of sadness on his face.

"Emmm. Shila, is your word serious ? Because it looks like he's a family man." I'll say slowly. Afraid off.

Syila's gaze was fixed straight at the ice cream in her hands. Sometimes I enjoy cold food.

"When she was introduced, she said she was still alone. Until a few months after we were together, he went wandering. I've had long distance relationships with him. Which makes me sure she's still alone because her mother's also on good terms with me. He even told me that his son was very happy with me. It warms me up." Syila.

"At the cafe when we had lunch it was the first time he made me very sick. I still can't believe they're family. But seeing how he treated the woman and the little boy so affectionately, warmly unrelentingly made my trust seem to collapse. Even my phone and messages he ignored right then and there."Syila's story is long.

"Then if the odds are bad he is already married and has been lying to you all this time what will you do ?" I asked Syila.

"There's nothing I can do but give it back to his family, right ?" Syila's answer made me feel full.

"Emmm Doni can you help me.. ?"

"Whatever I'll do for your smile." I told him not to be too moody. But it is my wish like that.

Syila smiled sincerely.

"Thank you."

"Hm. So what can I do for the princess ?" I made like a soldier. And that made Syila laugh again. I'm glad to see it.

"Please take me to the woman's house today. Hihih."

Gubrak was just told to be an ojeg turned out. I thought I'd get a big job. But it's okay, I'll be the shield I can be.

"Well, whatever it is" I replied in spirit.

***

Even my hands have been sweating cold sweat. It's really uncomfortable with all these possibilities in my brain.

Lohh Doni stopped right in front of the woman's house. Why would he know ?? Ahh, ask him later.

"You're strong Syila !" Doni gave me his spirit. I'm nodding my head.

Step forward the road. Strong whatever will happen is God's destiny.

Tok tok tok tok

Knock door. Before long the door opened and out came that figure. My heart was immediately sliced. It's very sick. The man I trust and love is in the place of other women who have no idea what their relationship is.

Adjipun was no less surprised. His face was pale. It was as if there was no blood flow around his face.

I smiled but with my eyes warm.

"Please explain all this." Without further ado I demand an explanation.

Adji is still in disbelief. Then a woman followed him shortly.

"Who's Dad ?"

Ask the woman. He calls Adji "Yes". My heart was pumping like it was coming out of place. Pain in the chest is becoming. It's so tight. His eyes are heating up. Some forced it out but as hard as I could hold it.

***

This is where I am. Sitting opposite Adji and the woman.

By holding back all the rumbling. I set aside, I suppressed my anger.

I took a breath in I tried to neutralize the situation.

"I came here just looking for an explanation. I don't want to find trouble."

"Include me Syila. The boyfriend of the man named Adji is sitting right next to you right now."

"Here I just want to know what your relationship is ?"

To the point without long. It's already choked up my chest.

I looked at Adji with a restless face with a thousand languages silenced. The woman looked surprised and confused.

"Is your relationship a family ?? Husband wife ??" I asked still in a low tone.

No one answered either. Furious angry my anger peaked.

"Getc..!!" I shouted especially to Adji, already unable to control anymore.

"If I can explain all this please calm down." Answer Adji.

"Yes we're the official new husband and wife of the past few days. More precisely when I came home last Thursday." Further.

Broken.matakupun water flows without cue. He's really gone too far. It's enough I don't want to hear enough of this. I just want to go. At that moment my hand was held.

"I'm sorry to you. I know your relationship. You guys love each other. I also loved Adji long before you knew Adji. We were once both in a slump. Both plunged into the black world."

Still sobbing I listened to what this woman wanted to talk about.

Whatever the reason should be in a relationship it should be based on honesty.

It's worth it that Adji has so far closed himself off to his past.

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