Karma Love

Daddy Mom

"It's short of a story when we were both under the influence of drugs that we had that illicit relationship. When it was realized Adji chose to leave and it turned out that after that I was pregnant. Our son was born with a severely damaged immune system. All this time in chemotherapy. But doctors recommend for a spinal cord transplant for the possibility of better results. And after checking Adji is suitable to be a donor. Besides, our son always asks for his father."

Jabar woman as Adji's wife.

"Then why aren't you being honest ? Intentionally trying to get me hurt ? It's good to see me look stupid like this, huh ?!!" That's what I gave to Adji.

Hiks.. hiks..

"If you'd rather be honest in advance, maybe I'd accept even with a hurt situation. I will understand you !! Not like this, you're such a loser !! Where is your guts !! Where's your thug nature, huh !!"

Up and down my chest as the words were spoken.

"I'm like a stupid woman. Loving, loyal, and trusting the man who betrayed me and let me down."

Adji just looked down in letting me get my heart out. I rubbed my tears violently.

"After this I assume everything is done. Don't look for me for whatever reason you'll have."

Adji surprised. He shook his head in a sign of disagreement with my words.

"Please don't talk so please, I'm sorry." Reply Adji pleaded with reddened eyes.

"You are now more entitled to be among your children and your wife than I am. I don't want any of you either. (Pause for a moment I take a deep breath). Thank you for the wonderful story that has passed. And thank you for this wound. May you be happy."

I ran out with tears. Adji tried to chase me but was arrested by his wife. I don't mind people's eyes on me. I hit my chest that hurt. His outrageousness is absolutely outrageous.

Ahhhhhhhhhhh.... Frustrated scream.

Suddenly there was a hand thrusting a handkerchief and also ice cream.

Apparently Doni. I sambar his gift. He took me to a roadside chair. I ate ice ferociously in my hand while occasionally wiping away tears.

I vent my frustration to the ice cream.

***

Doni..

Syila told me to go home after I drove her to her destination. I nodded and then I left. But I didn't really leave. I waited for him from a distance. If he comes with a radiant face then I will really go home. But if he comes with a miserable state I will accompany him.

I can imagine what would happen and how disappointed Syila was with the man. He will cry again. I don't want him alone. If what happened is in my opinion.

I noticed he was completely in a state of chaos. There is an ice cream shop. I just buy him his favorite flavor.

And now here we are, on the shoulder of the road sitting in an old chair. With a very crowded vehicle.

She was crying but had an appetite for ice cream. Funny I saw him wanting to pinch her fat. It was as if he was venting out the resentment in his heart.

"Today was enough to cry." Pause.

"If it's not enough, crying again is okay."

"But promise me tomorrow there's no more crying of sadness !"

"Please"

"I'm begging for a smiley tomorrow, this." My god. I hope he smiles a little.

I said it was long. What I love is daydreaming.

"He's so mean... What's my fault that he could make me hurt like this."

"I've never sued him so much. I just told you to stop drinking alcohol. If he doesn't like me from there doesn't mean it has to be like this he's replying to me."

Hehee (laughs discordantly) with a bright mind to the time that has passed.

"But look at him, as much as he is at the moment. Even to be frank about her wedding plans from the beginning alone she did not dare. I knew they were legitimate and I was third. How ironic."

I was just a listener because I didn't know how to answer either.

After I thought she was better off I took her home. Because it is also getting late afternoon. Don't want to talk about it more.

***

"Doni..."

I'm waiting for the next word.

"Thank you." Then a small smile came out of her lips.

"Don't hesitate. We're not friends. Today forget, don't forget to learn math tomorrow." I answered to shift the topic today.

"Emm. be careful on the road ya."

***

My parents haven't come home from the garden. Aman.my inner being without having to give a reason when they find me in this state of distress.

I went straight to the room and I locked it. Self-cleaning keeps the heart and mind.

As Doni said, tomorrow's math schedule. I like that lesson the most. Challenging adrenaline.

May tomorrow be a better day.

***

I'm with Dad right now. I was drinking my coffee on the porch. Sitting Lesehan was Mom, Mom was going inside.

I approached Dad sitting next to him and I put my head on his shoulder.

Dad let me do that.

"Well.. I'm jealous of you not with me ?"

"Why ?" Answer Father.

"By my first love. The greatest man. Superhero on top of superhero anyway." Answer chuckles.

"Certainly jealous. From the moment you are born, you are second. Everything always prioritizes you first. The first mother to know Dad. Huft." Sahut Mother who came out from inside pretended to be upset by bringing her homemade cake and a cup of tea.

Makes me laugh so much with Dad. Then I sat down next to Dad again.

"You are the most precious women besides Mom. I love you both so much"

Dad gave a brief kiss to me as well.

I hope one day I get a guy like Dad. Although you can't be romantic you choose to show it through piercing. And that's what makes us as Daddy's favorite women fall more and more in love with Dad. Dad is the best.

Clinging with family made me distracted by the feeling of tightness earlier.

Mom and Dad were still talking about the garden. As if there were no ends when they were from the garden together.

At 9pm I went to my room. I checked my phone that was charging. There were many calls from Dika. There was also a call from Adji.

I directly block his contact. Even with grimacing. This is how it feels to give up. Emphasizing the common good rather than ego.

I feel tired today. I took a break early. Mobile phone in airplane mode.

So, be an only child. Anything alone. I hope that Father and Mother will always be given longevity as well as health. So that I have a reason to be happy at home with them.