Karma Love

Suppress Feelings

Syila entered her room, she held her forehead and then her chest. 'If Dad did it doesn't feel like this'.

Still with a big smile.

Then Syila opened her laptop, email. There are replies as well as the phone there is a message to do the intercept. Right in the cafe Syila wanted.

***

A few days later.

Syila had gotten a contract, just moved away, Aunt Noah actually did not want Syila to leave, because it would make her alone again, but given the distance that is quite far from her home to campus, she said, finally my aunt agreed.

And on Monday Syila will be able to work.

''Darling, are you sure you will live in a place like this ?'' Ask Aunt Noah who saw the condition of Syila's small contract.

Actually it is feasible, with one bedroom, one bathroom incorporated with the kitchen, as well as an empty room that can accept guests.

''I'm only alone Bi here, this is feasible, the distance to campus is approximately only 10 minutes if walking.'' Syila answered convincingly.

''Well let's shop you need some furniture also vegetables.'' Syila.

Syila chose to complete the kitchen furniture. Even if he only uses a small mattress, if used two people will certainly be very narrow.

Aunt Nuha said, after helping Syila move also shopping, just do it.

''I'm just tired.'' Only then did his eyes want to be closed, there was a message coming in. The photo where Dika and Laura were having dinner, and it was just the two of them.

Syila reopened her eyes, jealousy also suspiciously penetrating her heart and mind. But he promised to trust each other.

'I think Dika will also keep my trust.' Silna ignored the message.

The next day, Syila went to college on foot, yes, she refused the facilities that Aunt Noah wanted to give, including a motorbike, she did not want to trouble others.

''They !!'' Shouted Syila.

''Hey, what's up ?'' Instantly Fanya stopped her footsteps.

''Where do you live ? I'm now moving out, contracting near the campus, where I know I can come to your house.'' Syila.

''Really ? I also live near the campus, well, then show me where your contract is, I'll go there.'' Fanya said passionately.

They entered the class, followed the lesson as usual, then Syila got another message, her phone vibrated. Another photo where Dika laughs warmly with Laura.

Instantly made Shila's mood bad. 'Who is the one who sent these pictures ?' Because every time he sends a photo, the number is always different.

Syilapun tried to reply to a message with Dika.

''When what are you doing ?'' Long wait, until the lesson is over there is no reply.

'Maybe he's at work, you fool !! It's work hours.' He is possessed by himself because of his jealousy-induced stupidity.

Fanya took him home, before that they went to the cafeteria first. Hungry, Sam approached them both.

''Haii can join ?'' Making Fanya raise her head instantly frozen, only being able to look at her without blinking. The coolest man on his campus was sitting in front of him.

Unlike Syila, he seemed indifferent, his mind was on Dika.

Then there were some students who told me clearly behind Syila.

''Don't be sad anymore, you don't deserve to cry over a man like that.'' His friend calmed someone who was crying.

''You know, she promised to marry me, in just a matter of days she got a task that required her to go with her ex, during which time she also began to betray me. What's my fault, I don't even want to suspect him, but he broke my heart into a rage.'' Dramatic, as dramatic as possible.

''Let's go, you should be happy too. We seek your happiness elsewhere !''

They left, twisting their eyes at Sam. Sam smiled, looking at Syila's increasingly moody expression, making him sure that his heart was now in a state of disrepair.

''Suddenly I'm full, you're done ? If we go home, in two hours I will go to the cafe.'' Syila. Sam was smiling.

''Sam, why are you smiling to yourself ?'' Syila asked who was actually uncomfortable with Sam.

''Can't it be ? I am too happy to be close to you like this.'' Answer Sam.

Syila who got such a sentence, Fanya who melted her heart.

''Oh it's up, but we have to go.'' Syila pulled Fanya's hand away from there.

***

Arriving at Syila's contract, Fanya was surprised. Because it's still very messy inside.

''If you buy all this ?'' Fanya asked.

''It was my aunt who bought him, even I had told him to rent an apartment.''

Fanya who see expensive electronic goods, not even suitable if it is intended for rent like this.

''Your aunt is rich ?''

''Just take it that way.'' Syila replied indifferently.

They also took care of Syila's contract. One hour, the contract looks better than ever. Fanya returns home, she also takes a side job at her sister's shop. Fanya is nomadic, she lives alone here, her parents are also much like Syila. It's just, he has brothers who always routinely visit him.

There's a call from Dika.

''Darling..?'' The words made Syila meet. She misses Dika.

''What are you doing ? How is today ? Have you eaten yet ? Where are you Syila ?'' Ask Dika without pause.

'''I'm good Dika, just a little miss you. I'm in my contract.'' His face was getting closer when he said he missed clearly.

''You contracted by yourself ? Since when ? You didn't tell me ?'' His protest.

''If you even reply to my message for a long time, how will I tell you ?''

''Ahhhh right, I'm very busy, I'm sorry. But you're doing well, you're moving out not because there's a problem with Bibikan ?''

''I just want to learn independently. What are you doing ?''

''When this food is also vitamin, you have to take care of your health so eat first.'' Say the girl softly. Syila was sure it was Laura.

''I'm in a rented too, this work break is also willing to eat.''

''That's Laura ?''

''Yes, he came to bring me food.''

''Well, if so, you should eat first. I want to rest.'' Lying Syila.

Call ended. Syila started getting ready for work. Then he held his own chest, where there was a longing but mixed with jealousy and suspicion, making him feel tight.

'I don't understand why this is, before it didn't matter that he was close to any woman.'

Soon a message from the new number again, which shows Laura feeding Dika, and Dika welcoming her, because she seems busy with her laptop.

The more crowded, Syila tried to suppress that feeling. Then his hand held the pendant from the mother. Opened, showing a friendly photo of his Father and Mother.

'For now, I have to be excited and happy for you. People who have fought hard for my life.'

Syila went to work on public transport, only 10 minutes she arrived at her place of work.