JANUARY AND MAHENDRA

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On top of Mahendra's relaxed motorbike, Gantari felt that this man was enjoying his journey. The journey that Gantari did not know where the destination was, this girl just followed this motorcycle.

Since then, Mahen did not ask Gantari where this girl wanted to visit. The road uphill and winding towards the mountains makes Gantari occasionally hold his breath tense, he does not like this.

Mahendra just said that he would bring Gantari Camping. Well Mahendra is a man who has been too strange, he did not prepare anything for this camping event.

Especially when the Mahen crossbars motor arrived - arriving stopped in the middle of a sharp and long climb, Gantari's hand suddenly stretched tightly to Mahen's stomach.

Far ahead there Gantari saw the view of the wide and long Lake, along the road that had been right not uphill like earlier, Gantari sighed in relief.

Mahen stopped his motorbike right in front of the counter to pay for the entrance ticket. Then the two drove the motor back to stop at the edge of the lake, on the grass that had been blown there was a tent that was complete with firewood and several cooking tools in front of him. Gantari was amazed, he now does not need to climb the mountain just to enjoy a view like this.

And within his reach Gantari could see the Lake that was stretched very wide under a tinge of orange light by the sun that was about to sink.

"Lo's not afraid of soot, is he, Gan?" Mahen asked, making Gantari chuckle.

"Soat is not the source of the Tsunami" Gantari responded.

They sit on the edge of the lake with 2 cups of warm tea while enjoying the afternoon breeze that somehow feels cold even though the sunlight still shines with his spirit.

"Mahen?" Calling Gantari, Mahen turned to the girl sitting next to him.

"Lo know not the hell why I hate the same beach" asked Gantari who clearly Mahen did not know the answer.

Mahen shook his head, "why?".

"When I was 9 years old, I almost drowned."

"Why did it drown?"

"There was once a child who drowned in the beach area where I vacationed with Dad. Do not know why at that time my superhero instinct appeared so, I squirm around like no one real if there is a child who asks for help, I see more decet intention want nolongin, I want to call, uh even I follow the wave swept" explained Gantari.

"Keep your father nolongin lo?"

Gantari shook her head, "Gue doesn't think it's Dad, it's vague he's the same age as me. I don't want to, I know I've been at my dad's snack clinic. I thought I was dead."

Mahen stared at the girl beside him, not with the afternoon sky that made today look bright but the tinge of the girl's face became sad.

"But your story has nothing to do with the Tsunami, Gan. Why is it every time I ask why you hate the beach the answer is always a Tsunami scare?"

This girl chuckled, "Drowning because of the Tsunami is more frightening Mahendra."

"Well I'm going to Telaga, you want to call me?"

"Depending, if for example no one helps you. I have to be the one to break it."

"That means you nolongin me for being forced?"

"He is forced, if there are others who want to call you yes why should I?. No, I can't swim." Keep Gantari.

Mahen smiled, "Lolongin I don't have to follow along really, I'm not as good as it attracts people to suffer the pain as well."

Every minute they were silent, both were enjoying the cold wind under the still bright sky.

"Mahen?" Calling Gantari, the man beside her turned towards her.

"Lo prefers what beach the mountains are?"

"Gue would rather lo" without thinking Mahen answered him, an answer that was completely absent in this girl's question.

Gantari was blocked, she could no longer say a word. Their views are attached to each other.

Under the cold sky of the mountains of Jogja, they are reluctant to move to feel the breeze of the wind that is increasingly removing the leaves that have dried up.

Equally unwilling to look away, Mahen once again voiced with a little emphasis. "Gue likes you."

This may be Mahen's confession for the umpteenth time that Gantari heard.

Gantari opened her voice after her eyes blinked "Lo was not wrong to drink antimo right?"

Mahen sighed resignedly, as expected this girl's life is not suitable with the genre of romance.

"Fear you are mad" Gantari said again without taking his fixed gaze on Mahendra.

Mahen looked at the girl next to him quietly and took a little peek hoping for a romance gap like the other girls.

"That's it! Failing to be romantic, you're joking mute." Afterwards, Mahendra has resigned.

This man comically turned his gaze away and cut off contact with Gantari who then smiled faintly.

After enjoying a trip that is considered quite cool by Gantari it actually makes Mahen disappointed because there is nothing that makes him interested, even though he himself took Gantari to the mountains just to see the lake.

Arguably, Mahen's intention of bringing Gantari to Telaga was to express his feelings. But far from all that, Mahen came to understand that this girl was the loneliest. He was among those quiet details that he made Mahen again feel how to make color on a gray cloud.

It's like two humans trying to pull each other off.

The girl he's known for the past 2 years, gives him so many good memories that no one will ever see.

"Mahendra" called Gantari so gently that the man was automatically caught staring at the girl beside him.

"What is your relationship with Nathan?" Gantari.

Mahendra chuckles, "lo still kepo? I guess I forgot"

"Gue is just curious, every time you meet the same breath Nathan atmosphere lo kayak cloudy so. Also why was Nathan suddenly in Jogja? Says the other kids said Nathan moved to London "

Mahendra was still staring, he was convincing himself to start telling stories.

The man turned to look at the lake in front of him, "Nathan is mine"

"Huh?" It was very clear in Gantari's face that he was surprised by Mahendra's confession as to how it could be the fact that they were brothers.

"Lo don't believe it?" Mahendra then slightly laughed bitterly, "Gue also did not pantes anyway in so-called brother him".

"No, I mean a sibling?" Tanya Gantari and immediately responded by nod by Mahendra. "But why are you acting like you don't know Nathan? Every time you meet, your feelings are always ash"

For the umpteenth time Mahendra chuckled, "there are many things that happened in the past, Gan. I just want to see him living happily, yes, although sometimes I still like to be envious if every time Nathan squirms. I'm selfish, a lot of feelings that make me not pantes live in the world live as a brother Nathan"

"Last-lately I just realized at once slapped, I feel really useless so brother after knowing as long as Nathan lives without me he turned out to be an investment and violence same father. And yesterday I just knew that Nathan had a heart defect when he also had stomach acid before" Mahendra laughed bitterly again, as if laughing at himself.

"In addition to not being a child, I also can not take care of my own adek. I should have heard my mother's request to ngejagain Nathan, uh instead I became blind in fact Nathan as alesan cause my mother died, but clearly he is also equally sick"

The man still told me a lot about everything about himself that even Gantari just found out. Until in the end everything becomes sad. Mahendra finished his story and was listened to very well by Gantari. The man now became more relieved of his feelings even though the sense of tightness would come at any time, but this was already much better than having to keep it alone.

"You don't know Gan, why you like to see beach paintings. But you're afraid to see him directly?" Mahendra asked slightly frowned when it felt the night wind began to hit his eyes.

"Because it could be the thing you fear the most is the most suitable thing for you" Gantari had not had time to answer it, Mahendra continued his sentence as an answer to his own question.

"Gue was afraid of the Father who every day angry Mother, I was afraid that Nathan would not be healed, I was also afraid the universe would not accept me. I will always appreciate that fear, because maybe without fear I will not be able to survive so far".

Next Gantari smiled knot, he stared briefly at Mahendra before his head was also caught looking at the lake which has now received a beam of light from the moon up there.

"Mahendra, I really wanted to tell you from this world. Because you are that thick. But this time don't get me wrong if now I start to admit your presence, start to like everything about you that might make me think the world does need people attention like you!. Without you realizing it, you're still attentive and love him just because of his sense of prestige."

"Never run away from your true self, I don't want you to regret it a second time. Take care of what is supposed to be taken care of. Kan lo himself who says if you do not want to lose something that you have been guarding for a long time! You're just afraid, afraid that he'll leave eventually." Gantari continued his sentence.

Even in both eyes this girl also showed sincerity. Indeed, Mahendra became more and more fallen in the shade of Gantari.

The two stared at each other trying to dive into their feelings, they even let the tea that had been warmed now become cold. They were too engrossed in telling stories, until the wind blew to the accompaniment that he could not if he had to keep all his feelings alone, they should have shared.

Mahendra drew closer, eroding the distance between his face and Gantari's. His eyes began to sweep before finally closed, when the breath of Mahendra that hit along with the wind that wipes his mane, Gantari began to hypnotize his eyes along with the thick lips Mahendra back to touch the lips belonging to Gantari.

Touching it for so long until Mahendra finally ventured to scoop the sweet lips belonging to Gantari who was still closed. Vibration and pounding last night now he feels back. The soft object that touched the sweet made Gantari forget the cold that now began to puncture his bones.

Mahendra's hand grabbed the girl's bend to get closer and deeper. How does this share feelings? Mahendra will apologize for this, he just can not hold his feelings alone.

Dizziness back in Gantari's head, he believes there will be many butterflies that soon explode in his head. Indeed he fell asleep with the soft lips of Mahendra who was still faithful to scoop without demanding it.

Gantari began to open her lips slightly allowing this man to vent all his feelings. This girl began to follow the rhythm of Mahendra's movements until she finally felt bad and frustrated because she could not compensate.

In front of the Lake and under the Night Sky with a little Star now seemed to flatter with the sound of the gurgling stream of water and the gusts of wind moving the dried leaves.

The links are both disconnected but there is no intention at all to erode the distance, they are adjusting the breath to be able to start it even deeper.

The butterflies in Gantari's head were getting more and more, his heart pounding more as Mahendra scooped his lips back with a more restless feeling felt from the pressure of his bending and the grass. Sucking Gantari's lower lip occasionally sweeping her.

This is crazier than what happened in Mahendra's room last night.

Everything that is the limit they can no longer maintain.

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Gantari's eyes opened slowly, revealing the figure of the man who was sleeping quietly beside her.

His breathing was still regular, no more noise or noise from his lips.

Gantari's hands stretched out trying to cover Mahendra's face from the rays of the sun that slipped through the gap of the tent, very handsome. Unbeknownst to him Gantari smiled slightly, Mahendra was not at all disturbed as Gantari's hand moved slightly playing with the shadow of his hand that was on Mahendra's face.

There was no movement or any response from Mahendra, Gantari became over. He now prefers to enjoy every side and corner of Mahendra's full face. Not a single part of his face was gnawing and everything was perfect.

"Gue know, I'm handsome. Loatinnya usual aja" Mahendra said, the heavy sound typical wake up makes Gantari a little choked. The girl covered her own lips.

"There are no handsome people who are not handsome" Gantari said.

"There, I'm proof" Mahendra tightened his body, then pulled Gantari's body closer. The man hugged Gantari again.

"Mahendra!!! Anjir stuffy" complained Gantari as Mahendra hugged her very tightly.

"Heh, mouth!!!" Mahendra opened his eyes, staring at Gantari full of frowns.

"Yes lo anyways, why not hug me!"

"Here, how come you're hugging me."

"Who?"

"Lo"

"Hihh, no. Why am I also hugging you!" Gantari. Then Gantari looked at Mahendra a little.  "Awass!!"

Then Gantari changed her gaze to be suspicious, this man could have been borderline. "Don't tell me lo..."

Mahendra who felt seen like that also felt that he understood the meaning of Gantari's gaze. This girl had a good idea for Mahendra.

"Just look at Gan, I'm okay. Partially if for example I did not know you already from semalem I do not know lo" Kelakar Mahendra, now he increasingly embraces the small body of Gantari. The girl can only stop now.

Mahendra slowly closed his eyes again, it felt that his sleepiness had not disappeared.

"Mahen..."

Mahendra just cleared his throat.

"What happened to Nathan, who?" Tanya Gantari slightly looked up, Mahendra lowered his gaze to open his eyes slowly.

"His girlfriend" he answered briefly. "Why?" Mahendra asked back.

"Break my heart"

"Ngapain is also heartbroken, you already have his brother" said Mahendra while raising his eyebrows.

"Gakk mauuu, Nathan wants" complained Gantari.

"Nathan likes a cool chick"

"Gue is calm" I'm Gantari, praising herself.

"Kalem akanan, kek worm overheating gitu lo ngaku kalem"

"Gue was originally calm, just because you often met aja so high blood mulu!"

"Eh, is that Nathan's girlfriend?" Tanya Gantari again felt unsure of Mahendra.

"Later also dating"

"That means not yet, right?" Gantari keeps her body away from Mahendra, "Side!"

Mahendra who saw Gantari will rise immediately pulled the girl's arm until it hit Mahendra's body again.

"Where are you going?, Lagian you want to try everywhere, Nathan will always like Mahira" said the man made Gantari a little disappointed, he slightly lulled his lips at the thought that there was no other way to get a Nathan's heart.

"Nathan has had a crush on Mahira since SD, so the lo business will be free. He if you already like girls will not look at other girls." Mahendra chuckled as his mind wandered into the past. The time when he saw his sister was stunned and fell in love for the first time.

"So you can't?" Tanya Gantari looked at Mahendra looking for confidence. The man nodded with certainty.

"Yahhh, "Gantari was disappointed for the umpteenth time.

"Just like, I'm the same. Both of these handsome"

"Jaudah deh" said Gantari then dropped his head on the chest Mahendra field with a sense of disappointment, feeling deadlocked and resigned.

Hearing that, Mahendra tried to tempt Gantari. "What Gan? I'm not horrified"

"What?" Gantari repeated Mahendra's question still by hiding his face.

"So you said what? Don't answer it."

"Bodo ah" Gantari increasingly hid his face that looks red.

Mahendra chuckled, "look at that face you're red"

"No" elak Gantari as Mahendra's hand tries to cupping Gantari's face. Can't beaa, Gantari already very saltinggg it feels like just want to disappear from this world.

Seeing Gantari who kept dodging like that, Mahendra then laughed with anxiety then grabbed Gantari's tiny body to get closer to his body.

Let it be, maybe this is how you share feelings. At least they still found each other, and were no longer lonely.

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This photo was taken before Mahendra cosplay became vacum cleaner 😭🤌

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Yes, yahh, I hope it's salting...