Is God's Choice?

Is God's Choice?
42. The Heart of Huda



Kia looked at Huda. It seemed like he knew what Huda wanted to say from his attitude. The man was a little quieter than his sister Prama, so it was noticeable when a sense of nervousness enveloped him.


Slowly Kia began to speak in a low tone. He tried to neutralize the situation so as not to tense from the man he was facing.


"What would Huda want to tell me?" Kia asked, as the person in front of Kia who had removed the straw from the depleted mouth relieved her throat.


"Sorry, if Mas Huda makes you uncomfortable by meeting in a place like this!" he said slightly bowed his head so as not to look into the eyes of Kia who was waiting for the conversation to be in his language.


"Say, mas! Because, Dari can't keep me company any longer!" press Kia to Huda who is like a confused person.


"What are you going to do after you quit here?" Ask


Kia tried to inform Huda of his intentions.


"Kia will live with grandmother in area x, at least Kia can start a new life without in the shadow of my masculine who always smother this chest." said Kia who tried not to look sad in front of the prospective sister-in-law is not so it is.


Slightly shifting his body weight that felt uncomfortable with his sitting position Huda stared at Kia.


"Would it make you forget about my sister?" Said Huda as if to find more information that Kia would tell him.


"You know, Kia won't be able to forget Prama's sister until anytime, but at least Kia can arrange this heart though, it takes a long time for all that." Kia answered while holding the fingers of Dance beside her. And Tari tried to stroke the back of Kia's hand as if giving peace in Kia's heart.


"Is that how much you love my sister?


Ask Huda to Kia who makes Kia shocked by Huda's question.


Kia tried to catch her breath and answer Huda's questions, without showing her sad expression.


" If I don't love her, there's no way I'd lose her so much, would you?"


"I know that, Kia" but don't you remember my late mother actually asking you for me?


Huda's question makes Kia increasingly clueless what is meant by Huda bringing up the request of the late Meta bu. It felt like he wanted to be angry yet, there was a slight sense that had been stirring his heart all this time. Should he fulfill Meta's request during his lifetime? while Kia has just felt the loss of the man she loved so much.


Dari who had just been silent listening to the conversation the two of them finally spoke up, because he saw the look on Kia's face that had been holding tightness in her chest.


"Sorry, I'm sorry. If I interfere in both of you're problems. " I'm sorry Mr. Huda, you should be able to discuss this when Kia's heart is completely calm and does not feel her sadness!" I as a woman can feel what Kia is feeling. "Don't you see, Kia who is now?, she became sad again when you asked that question!" said Tari who stood firmly looking at Huda who seemed to dislike the words of Dance.


"I know, Dance." It is not appropriate for me to ask this to Kia in this condition. But there was no chance for me to question this matter to him! in a moment, he will leave this city and will live far away in an area that I do not know at all. The foundation explains the contents of the heart that has been enveloping him.


Kia was silent with her eyes already soaked in clear circles in her eyes. He rubbed the tears gently with the tissue on the table.


" I never forget what Meta's mom said to me" but should I fulfill her request, even if I don't know the boy she wants to introduce me to? He said in confusion with the situation.


"Kia, I honestly liked you when you told me about yourself" though I'd never seen your face because at that time, I intended to finish college, and I'd be home soon to see you. However, when I got home and finished my studies, I had to accept the fact that my sister had proposed to you first. Clearly without looking at Kia who was already flooded with tears.


Dance stroked Kia's back porch gently as if soothing the sobbing Kia.


Deg ...


Kia seemed surprised by Huda's statement who had liked him from the beginning. And try to explain to Huda.


" Kia never knew the scenario God gave Kia, mas!" At that time Kia did not know that Prama's brother was the son of Meta ma'am, as Kia had told him at that time. Ms. Meta has never shown photos of Mas Huda or Kak Prama. Kia explained.


"Then is it wrong, if today I ask you to fulfill the request of my mother? because, to be honest, I was disappointed when I saw you and Prama getting engaged at the party. " Give me a little space in your heart, Kia. So that I can heal that loss, and try to repair your heart, Kia. Huda's words further slowed down his words with hope.


The thunder in Kia's heart grew louder than the request Huda gave her. "My heart is not that easy, to be able to accept another man!" Although, the man is the brother of a man I love very much.


"Give me a chance Kia!" so that I can replace my sister in your heart!" Although, I know, it won't be easy for you."


I just felt his name 'falling in love' when I never cared about the women who always chased me.


And I never got bothered about the choice of mom who made me feel interested in you, every time you called me back then. I fell more and more in love when I saw what kind of woman you were, when I saw you at the company party. And I never thought about the reality that often mamah told me about your personality, Kia." said Huda who now stands staring at the view from inside the office canteen.


"Sir Huda, should you give Kia a chance so she can understand all this? We never know God's plan, maybe in the future, you can find a better woman than Kia. Not all the requests of parents, you can fulfill even though he is no longer in this world. Unless that's the last wish of his life. Tari said looking for a middle ground for the problems and debates of this heart problem.


Huda who heard the words of Tari seemed to understand how selfish his heart was to ask Kia to fulfill the request of his late mother at that time.


He tried to sit back in the chair he had been leaving for a few minutes, and drank the remaining juice in front of him.


" Here shall the sun shine in


in the morning, without having to ask for rain to wet the already moist soil."


When God dares that we can be together, He (God) will make it easier for us to be together. However, if Allah has not meridhoi, Kia sure mas Huda will certainly get the best soul mate that God has prepared to accompany the life of Huda. Said Kia who was staring at the downcast man silently with her words, which might be hard to accept.


"But, Kia___"


Huda's words were cut by Kia.


"Allow and ridhoi Kia to be able to organize the heart and life of Kia, which describes the departure of Kak Prama. So that someday when God wills Huda match with Kia, Kia's heart can already receive love mas Huda for Kia!" however, if on the contrary, if Allah confers the soul mate of Kia with others then mas Huda must menkikhlaskan Kia with the man whom God has chosen for Kia huh, mas?"


"Well, Mas Huda will try for all this!" Although mas Huda is a little disappointed in this subtle rejection of yours. He answered with a slightly sour face.


" This is not the name of Huda!" but Kia did not want to give false hope for Huda mas. Tandas Kia so that Huda understands what he is saying.


The dance that seemed increasingly complicated with these two people, he tried to rise to leave them both. Because he had seen the clock in his hand showing at 2 pm.


"Kia, I'm going into the office!" I have been corrupt for 1 hour to accompany you, so if I get a reprimand from Mr. Handoko, I will tell you that this is all because of Mr. Huda and you. Yakap


Dari put on her angry face and pursed her lips. Though he deliberately only pranks Kia because he had previously asked permission to Sasa the assistant trust Mr. Handoko.


" He .. he's sorry" But I've quit this office, so you'll be asking for the same responsibility as Huda, yes!" Said Kia trying to give a smile to her future sister-in-law.


Dance who saw Kia's expression, her heart felt relieved, because Kia was no longer too sad. Huda who realized that, he was only grateful because Kia was always surrounded by good people nearby.


"Calm down, I will be responsible if you are reprimanded by Mr. Handoko, really" said Huda who gave an expressionless face to the two women in wide hijab in front of him.


"All right." Take care of Kia and don't make my sister cry! He said while patting Kia's left shoulder.


Dari got up from her seat and walked to the elevator that would take her to the 2nd floor of her workplace.


"Kia, can Mas Huda take you home?" huda asked, looking into Kia's eyes, asking for approval from the pink-hijab woman.


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