Is God's Choice?

36. Hospital

I slowly opened my eyes and I saw that my body was in a room with a characteristic fragrance of this place. Slowly I felt something slapping on my left hand, I heard the sound of sobs that were on my side. I remember that sobbing. I pointed my eyes at the source of the sound.

"Mothers... I said slowly with the characteristic voice of people who just woke up. I saw where the mother was Rahma and also Tari and aa Razi who also cried bitterly. My body had not yet awakened and my memories began to appear when I saw the bloodstains on the clothes I was wearing. I slowly remove the object attached to your left hand. I tried to strengthen my body to get down from the cage. Mom and Dance tried to hold me back. But I don't know where I pushed them all... I remembered someone I loved so much with so much blood, I threw my feet out of the room. Step by step I saw many people crying in the IGD room not far from where I was.

I saw the father who never cried the least he cried with sobbing, what more Prayoga who stood up while banging innocent tempbok, he said, I saw again at the entrance to the left there was a Huda mas crying bitterly, and on the bench I also saw Brayen who was accompanied by Ulan sweet as mas Huda.

I tried to keep walking past them with one of my right hands raised up hinting that nothing could prevent me from going inside. And when I was about to go inside a nun came out from behind the door and said my name.

"I'm sorry... Is there a family named Kia or Nakia. Said the sister who was white.

I walked over to the nurse and walked over quickly.

" i... My nurse. My words that want to quickly enter the room to find out the situation of the person who will be my husband for two weeks.

I slowly approached a person who was sleeping quietly with a lot of tools on his nose, legs, on his chest that were full of wires I didn't know anything about them, I heard a device that recorded my heart rate and his voice was very noisy to me. Slowly the doctor slightly retreated when he saw me who was a little closer to the person I loved. You know there will be many things I want to tell the doctor and nurse a little away from my existence.

I held onto her hand which still had a little bloodstain. I gently drowned his hand and slightly kissed his hand, this was the first thing I did as long as I was with him. I set my breath so as not to let out a diamond melt but the melt is still dripping.

"Assalamu 'alaykum... My future priest! My voice was still in a somewhat trembling voice holding back the rumble in my chest.

" Hey... My giraffe, see now we can get closer? You know, you just had a few hours to promise not to make me cry and disappointed, right?

Then why is it that you are pretending to sleep well now? The brother is still angry with Razi the king of minya. Because he didn't allow us to meet in a week? Is it angry that I haven't made my sister's favorite meal yet, because I promised to make it every day when we're officially husband and wife. I forcefully smiled and held back tears but the clear liquid still dripped right in his hand.

"Sister, don't fuck me anymore, okay? by pretending to sleep like this. Remember loh, sister's promise is still much the same as me?... Brother remember the words of brother" that brother delivered the time at the villa? Remember yes, brother! I will always take that promise at any time. My words continued to lash out in front of him with a stuffing from my nose. I stroked her hair and rubbed her forehead wrapped in gauze and there was a little bloodstain on the cloth.

I kept talking about something that made me feel like I was playing every episode with her, from the first time I met her and until I finally decided to marry her.

" Yes wake up!...Brother, aren't you the same as me? Who should keep raving in front of big brother? Pity the dress that I will use later, the dress will not be useful if there is no sister beside me. Didn't you say you want to be like a stuffed giraffe and a mouse that I always kiss every day? And I promised that I would kiss my sister every day if we were officially husband and wife? Brother won't take that promise to me??? Ayoo giraffe my gungkringku wake up!!, I said the weaker. Because my tightness gets stronger when I see someone I love not responding to my long words.

I slowly felt my finger touched by her finger. In my heart shouts with joy because he responds to my words.

"Doc... Docs... The tang moves doc... I said, and looking back where the doctor was watching me and the response of my loved ones, I wiped away my tears that had flooded my cheeks.

"Sister... You hear all my words? I asked who kept staring at the eyes that were still tightly closed.

" The mother managed to get him back to his consciousness. Keep talking to the patient to respond! Said the doctor who injected the drug into the liquid above my head.

"Okay doctor, I said slowly.

I slowly wiped the tears flowing down my cheeks. I open the sound again for him but when the tongue you will taste someone is giving me drinking water.

" Drink, he said softly and I knew the sound. Slowly he approached the helpless pyra, I shook my head because I was not thirsty right now.

"Hey... My sister has always been my rival! you can't fall asleep more soundly here, but don't do it here, yes, you'll continue to sleep at home. He said while wiping the tears that came out of his narrow eyes.

" You know Prama? I was disappointed and wanted to be angry with you when I knew that the woman who was my best friend even you got it. I always lose to you for love and women. But not with educational achievement. You always lose to me" said Huda who tried his hardest not to be weak in front of his sister.

"If you want to compete with me again, ayoo quickly wake up from your long dream! Don't you pretend to sleep like this to avoid your big job as CEO!. I don't want to, replace you! Because I want to be myself.

Don't sleep too long if you don't want your future wife to take it!. His words that make me shocked by the words that mas Huda said!.

Does he secretly love me too? My inner.

Nearly an hour later, Huda raved in front of my future priest. But there was still no good response from him.

Slowly the sound of the engine on the right side of Huda rang loudly. I saw the image on the monitor that was a lot of waves instantly turned into a long line.

My heart is starting to break again, I don't want anything to happen to my lover. Fatigue mas Huda squeezed the bell that was on top of my head.

Soon the doctor came with the nurse who was carrying a board and a paper in her hand.

I tried to get close to my loved ones, but the doctor pushed me away. Mas Huda who saw me being pushed a little hard by the doctor came up to me who hit the table on my left.

The sister asked that there be enough of one person inside and my eyes declare to Mas Huda so that I would be the one inside.

The doctor and nurse are trying to reverse the condition of the person I care about as stable as before. Then the doctor re-injects the fluid in the infusion bottle.

"Do not make the patient hear words that make him angry, disappointed or things that he does not like. Because he hears in his subconscious, hears everything we say. The doctor explained.

After a few minutes his condition stabilized again. I know for sure the words of Mas Huda who said he wanted to take me away from him made him angry and disappointed. How much love does Prama love me?. Oh my goodness, I don't know how I go through my days when he's gone forever.

I slowly saw the clock on my phone showing at two in the morning. I played my fingers and stopped when I saw the gallery on my phone, and I saw the photos I accidentally took without her knowledge during our vacation to the beach.

" That's why if you want to know the call, you wake up quickly, I promise.... The promise will call brother with more affection and always pamper my giraffe that I love so much!. I said while putting my head on the back of his hand which had a clamp like a clothesline. I don't know what that thing is.

I stared at the very long fingers, the nails were ping-colored but a little pale. And my eyes widened when that finger touched my cheek gently.

I pull his fingers and I hold my head to look at his face but my hands can not be separated from the grip of his hands. "Lt is... He can hold my hand warmly! Slowly he opened his eyes even though he still felt tight

"Darling...!" I said, looking at her eyes a little open. I rubbed his forehead while smelling the hand he had clenched tightly.

He smiled at me, I was happy and very happy to see him smiling and looking at me lovingly even though that look was a little dim.

" Aey... His words were weak and very slow. I put my index finger on her lips.

"Suutz,...! Don't talk too much, baby. Brother just looked at me, I understand... I slightly pulled the corner of my lip and it sat down, and I looked at it when his lips trembled a little when he wanted to say something.

" Why would you drink? My words offer. With a little slit of his head he answered my question.

"Rest again, baby!, let tomorrow be better" I persuaded him, but with a bundle of heads he answered my persuasion.

" His eyes declared at the dingding clock that was in front of him. It was as if telling me it was already night, and occasionally he hinted his eyes closed like telling me to sleep.

"I wouldn't sleep if you didn't sleep either..." My eyes will stay awake to keep the giraffe cungkring that I love. I said as I gave the most beautiful smile to the person I love so much.

With a smile that expands he shows off his white teeth even with lips pale and slightly dry.

"I know that brother was angry at Mas Huda, right? Because mas Huda said something bad to big brother?. Brother knew it made me panic half to death, because seeing the waves on the monitor turned into straight fingers. It makes my mind prejudiced which is not-not when something is in a hurry.

He could only answer all of my words with a nod and a sling of the head or with a blink of an eye. It made me very happy and happy. Because God allowed me and Prama to be together.

" Aaakuu, aakaan.. always love aaa to you, aay? he said in a very slow voice.

"I love you too and love you very much. I said as I looked into his eyes without blinking.

Her cries proclaimed to bring my ears closer to her, as if there was something she wanted to say to me again.

"If I'm not, marry someone who can take care of you and make you happy, aay! Those words seemed to pierce my heart, how could I not only expect him to be my priest. I slowly shook my head.

" I don't want to look for anything else, I'll always be waiting for you. Don't talk like that, 'cause I'm sure you're gonna get well and we're gonna get married, honey? I said kiss her forehead.

"A little tightness and his breathing started to get irregular he grabbed my hand tightly.I could feel that he was in pain.

" Sister..sister...why is this, why? doctor... doctor... sister.. I screamed as quietly as I saw the state of my loved ones shake his body with kuay as if feeling pain. I shouted as hard as I could. And the people outside were suddenly panicked with my screaming voice.

"Sister.don't leave me brother, you promised me, brother don't destroy that hope. I cried and I led him to say God's word.

" Laillahaillallah...! I said it in his ear and it was as if he was following me without a sound.

"Finished the lafaz he breathed his last. "innalillahi wa innalillahi rojiun. ucspku slowly.

I screamed and cried with all my might. My body fell right on the right side of her bed. I witnessed the pain he felt and I hurt the person I love to be taken by the owner of the life.

" My tears became more and more when the doctor came and covered her face with a white cloth.

I heard the nurse step out and tell the people in front. My body was weak and my vision blurred.

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