Is God's Choice?

31. Razi Merestuiku (Drama)

The afternoon is getting late. Me and Kia decided to go home. On her unrelenting journey Kia always opens her voice. I'm happy today he's more spoiled than ever. Along the way his hands did not come off hugging my body tightly.

"Ayy, are you cold?, I said when I felt her hands that felt cold because the cuca here when the afternoon was getting cold and soothing.

There was no reply from the girl behind my back. I stopped for a moment as fast as my motorbike, I saw that he had fallen asleep. I drove my vehicle slower than before and my left hand held both hands to keep it from falling. His sleep was disturbed when we passed through a slightly hollow road that caused a shock.

He began to open his eyes and adjust the vision that now stopped in a hut selling ginger milk and grilled corn.

" You awake, ayy? I answered when his soul had returned to his body.

"I'm sorry I overslept!", he said as he looked at me.

" It's okay, you must be tired, ayy? your hands feel cold, so I decided to pull over for a moment to warm our bodies. "Sit here, ayy!", the ginger milk and grilled corn here are delicious, "I'm sure you'll like it!". I said as he began to feel cold and hugged my left hand tightly.

"I don't wear a jacket that's too thick so I'm so cold, brother!", he said as I began stroking the tip of his head that was covered in his black veil.

" You will wear my jacket, ayy!", so that your body does not get cold. My proposal.

His head shook indicating he disagreed with my proposal. "I don't want you to get cold, baby!". If I wear my brother's jacket, then my brother is just pakos!". His lips were already pursed when he looked at me. He's very funny with his effective attitude at the moment, but I like that.

" That's okay!", I'm used to the coldness of this heart!, something warms me up. Said teasing. Unfortunately, he hit me hard on the arm.

"This brother, I'm talking seriously don't be joked with your crispy fist!". He said then stroked the punch he landed on my arm earlier.

" Yes, it's already on our way while looking at the supermarket?", now spend the ginger and corn milk!". Instantly she smiled sweetly hearing my words accompanied by a nod.

"Sister...!". " I don't know why I'm so scared of losing you today!". Don't leave me?, I don't want to get hurt and disappointed again and feel this pain in my heart".

Degs...

I flinched as those words slid off her pink lips. How could he say that? What attitude did he show today really concern me?". With my sweet words, I tried to dispel her anxiety.

" What are you talking about, ayy?", I will always be there for you and will not disappoint what else makes your heart hurt!, listen, baby!", I will always try to make you happy and make you smile near me. As I hugged with one hand I convinced her.

His hand slapped on my chest and stroked softly, he also stuck his head while playing the zipper of my jacket up and down, he said again.

"I don't know for a few days I used to dream that I'd be left behind, brother you know?". Every time I wake up from that dream!", I can't sleep anymore. Sometimes I want to wake up for the evening prayer, but unfortunately I have a monthly guest!", so that I can only pray that my dream does not come true and I hope that until we get married I will always go wherever you go, because I do not want to lose you!".

Her words made me happy, I was grateful that she could act spoiled with me even though I knew she was a woman who had never shown her success as long as I knew her. But the other side now I know it turns out he has a spoiled attitude that I like.

" Yes!", don't think about the dream!". I promise if we get married later I will take it wherever this foot steps!", just don't follow me when I go to the bathroom for BAB (Big Water). I made him laugh and pinch my nose".

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Finally we decided to continue our journey which still took an hour to get to Kia's house. 15 minutes later we stopped at a store, Kia chose the sweater she wanted but from her face I knew that what she wanted was not in the store, so we moved to the next store.

I grabbed a pink-colored sweater and I offered it to him.

"Ayy... Do you like this sweater?. I said menoel pungnya who was choosing a variety of models switer.

" Hemm... I like the model is large and rather long like this, you know how I like it?". Thanks baby!". His excited speech saw the sweater I had in my hand.

After I paid his sweater and 3 switters for the guy in rumonly we resumed our journey. But that hug I no longer felt in my body.

"Aren't you too cold anymore, ayy? My words made him scream a little when he did not hear my words that were too slow.

" I don't hear what you said?". A little scream I repeated my words. "You have no cold anymore..?", I cried.

" Gakkk, thank God the sweater warms me, sis!". The reply slightly opened the glass of the helmet so that his voice could be heard in my eardrum.

We finally arrived in front of his house. There was Mr. Hasbi talking to someone familiar to me. That face I haven't seen in 3 years. With one tent with a large papaer bag I followed in his footsteps from behind. He ran a little regardless of me.

"aa... Aa Razi has come home?", to no news with Kia?". Her cry that was now already in the arms of the older brother that she missed so much, her face was so happy to see him smile with a sigh of gentleness.

The man did not answer his sister's question, but instead looked at me closely after I kissed the back of Mr. Hasbi's hand that was next to mine.

"Why did you guys get home till this night?, and don't you already have a fiancee?, why elo deketin is mine?. I don't want to be the same guy who often plays with your heart!". What else elo deket same ade me?.

His words pierced my heart, as if I was going to make his sister hurt. I know he may still be disappointed in me, because the woman he once loved I took from his heart. But it wasn't me who wanted it, but that woman didn't love Razi because she probably chose me because I was the son of a businessman. I calmly answered her question.

"Gue just wanted to invite Kia refreshing because I know that working in the office makes it tired!", and I have not had a relationship with Delia for a long time, because now that woman is in jail?!". And I promise I won't let you down with me, because I went to bed last night.

His eyes were sharp, as if he wanted to interrogate me even more. Mr. Hasbi who was next to me fell silent as the words I was spouting before him.

" Well, you go inside!". Kalu aa said don't meet him again you have to say aa!". His words made me nervous, I knew it would happen. Kia who was next to him showed a slightly sad face. Kia looked at me intently as if asking me for an opinion, slightly closing my eyes, hinting that Kia should obey Razi's words.

"But a...?" Not finished Kia spoke Razi had cut his words and told Kia with a little intonation higher than before.

"She said come in, go in Kia!". Instantly I also gave the paper bag that had my hand when Kia was about to enter. His eyes were hard to get out the clear details when he grabbed the paper bag I gave him. I slightly bowed my head, Hsbi sir's hand greeted my back and told me to sit down as if he wanted to linger to invite me to talk to Razi.

" This Prama boy is Razi's good son!!", father knows him and also his papa. Watch your attitude!". Don't take your mass with your sister Prama and Kia!." Mr. Hasbi's words seemed to make my heart more calm he knew seeing anxiety from the look on my face.

"But yeah..?", I don't know much about Prama, Razi who almost 6 years know him since we were in High School and until college, well!". Razi's words seemed to repeat the times when I and he were always together at High School, but the togetherness was not so long when Delia entered our friendly life.

" You understand, son.!". You've known him a lot longer than you do!", but you don't know the past three years what has happened to Ms Melinda, the mother he loves?. Mr. Hasbi's words seemed to make my eyes round when he heard my mother's name he said.

"How could Mr Hasbi say that?", and how did he know of the past 3 years?" My inner.

"What happened to Mamah loe, Pram?". Razi asked as if I was heavy to tell him. During our conversation, Aisyah came from the inside to bring me a cup of tea, because the two cups of tea that were already on the table had their owners.

" Daughter, Prama is drinking her tea!", said Ms. Aisyah cutting off our conversation and she began to go inside with the tray in her hand. "Thank you aunt!". Ucpku nodded his head.

I set my breath slowly throwing it away violently. I stared fixed Razi's eyes slowly I opened the eposede that made my heart return with the regret.

" My mother died three years ago when Delia and I decided to get married!". It was right inside my house, when I was arguing with Delia on the balcony above my house. When I was discussing about life after I married him, I decided not to take care of my papah company and wanted to open a new business from my own results. But Delia disagreed with my opinion. We fussed and clashed until I decided to take a drink to the kitchen and leave it on top in a fit of rage. And when I approached her to go upstairs again. Delia called someone and when I got there my mom was already there. My mom grabbed the phone in her hand and slapped Delia. I don't know what I heard from Delia and someone over there.

My mother slapped Delia and cursed her as a matre woman who only wanted my papah's property and used you all this time, my mother threw away Delia's cell phone. I heard what my mama said watching my mama and Delia push each other and occasionally he grabbed my mama clothes. I saw my mother treated like that by a woman I knew for years, I did not stay silent. I broke up with them and asked Delia for an explanation, I hugged my mother so as not to do it again. But my anger got bigger and finally my embrace came off. Mamah slapped Delia hard and made her fall. When I was about to pull my mama to not hit Delia, the thing I never thought Delia would do. He pushed my mother firmly until my mother fell from the balcony. My father who had just returned to see the incident, he saw my mother plunged from above due to the encouragement of his bride-to-be. I was shocked and could only speak of my mother!". Delia who did that was glued and sculpted.

I rose from my weak feet to see the figure I loved most drenched in blood below. I slapped Delia and pulled her roughly. My father who saw my mother immediately called an ambulance to help my mother. Until finally we were in the hospital but my mother's life was not helped only the last words I heard he asked me to get to know the waitress who worked in his subscription boutique, either he mentioned my name or the name of Mas Huda. His voice was indistinct in my eardrum, papah crying and staring intently at me. And when we were in the IGD room, My father has taken care of the case to the authorities and I witnessed where Delia someone I love has taken the life of my mother whom I respect and love the most. Until it makes me someone who has no spirit of life. I blame myself for the death of my mother, for 2 years I lived haunted by guilt and nightmares that often attacked me, until my father gave my sanity to a specialist.

"I saw a clear spot that adorned the corner of Razi's eyes, and I heard a sobbing sound inside the house, though I knew he was hiding it so I wouldn't hear it, I heard it quietly. I'm sorry Kia maybe you've heard all this when I promised to tell her when we got married.

Slowly Mr. Hasbi patted me on the back, he looked at my wet eyes as I told Razi. Slowly Razi approached me and the thing he used to do when I grabbed the woman he loved, he showed me right now.

" I'm sorry..I'm sorry I've opened the past elo who has made elo sad by telling this all the same me!", I'm sorry yes Pram?". I'm prejudiced against you elo!". He said with a hug that landed on my body.

I slowly heard a little running footsteps, and the footsteps came to a halt as the door slammed from inside. I know Kia, you feel the pain in your heart. I'm sorry for reneging on a promise to make you disappointed and sick. Bathink.

"Tomorrow I don't want to see the same elo Kia road together riding a motorcycle together. It is forbidden in Islam!", and there are no more courtship words!", I ngelarang elo make my ade except elo bring papah elo to ngehitbah ade I officially not in the way ala-ala korea that. His words that make me shocked by the words of Razi that bless my relationship with his sister Kia. I smiled at Mr. Hasbi and the King of oil while hugging him.

" Makasi... thanks, Zi?, I will bring papah and mas Huda here for the land of Kia officially and I will definitely get married ade loe in the near future. I kissed her hand with an expanding smile and gently wiped the rest of my tears.

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I came home happy, my smile engraved along the way. I didn't expect that Razi would approve of my relationship with Kia.

"Gue promise, Zi. I'm not going to let you down I'm definitely going to make Nakia Rahmadhani Aulia happy with me!". I murmured in my heart.

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Sorry yes yesterday I did not up. abis lack of spirit because no one voted me again...