Is God's Choice?

37. His loss forever

Razi carried the weak body of his sister. Didn't expect that his sister's heart would again be broken even more than it was last year. Sobs accompanied Razi's steps after laying Kia's body on the brangar.

"Oh Allah, Kia. Say Aisyah's mom while hugging her unconscious child. His heart was broken to see his son's hopes shattered back into pieces. Two weeks of the event will take place but God wills others to take his son-in-law for eternity.

" Have it been ma'am." Don't get too down like this, you have to be stronger so that Kia can accept this with chest space. God loves Prama more, this is his will. Razi stroked the soft body of his mother who was crying sobbing lamenting the fate of her daughter.

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Prama's body was taken to the residence of Mr. Prayoga, all family, relatives, friends and workers in the company of the CEO also came to defend his condolences. Only Kia, Aisyah and Rahma's mother are still in the Hospital for accompanying Kia who has not regained consciousness.

"Why did you catch up with your mom first, son? Mr. Prayoga said with a heavy cry. Just now he was happy because his son this one will release his bachelor with a woman who he was grateful because Kia can give a positive thing to Prama's life.

Huda also hugged his papa body and joined to sit beside Prama's corpse which will soon be sholatan.

" I'm sorry about Huda, Prama who wasn't with you for so long. May you be calm and happy there!"

He said while removing the spot of clear liquid that was in the corner of his eye.

Mr. Hasbi, Razi, Darka and Brayenpun lined up behind Prama's body, praying the body was done in a large living room in Rashh pak Prayoga.

Finished praying the bodies all scattered out to accompany the terakir cemetery where Prama was buried.

Sobs continued to be heard from the middle-aged woman who had not come to the house for a long time, but the coming is not to chat with his extended family but to watch his beloved nephew go for ever.

"It's only been a few months that you've been in control of this company and then why did you leave your job, Prama? Said Aunt Meta who kept the liquid in her nose.

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The body arrived at a public cemetery not far from the luxurious residence of Prayoga.

The mound of land was already filled with many flowers, exactly with the tomb of his mother, Huda continued to gently wipe the tombstone that has been listed Prama Purnama name. When everyone was about to leave the cemetery, suddenly the woman who was still wearing clothes from one of the hospitals walked weakly with two hands held by Aisyah and her sister Rahma. Slowly he let go of the two hands that had led him to the resting place of the one he loved.

"Assalamu 'alaykum... His words that held tightness in the chest were accompanied by incessant crying so that his eyes were already very swollen due to a day and night of crying.

Huda was speechless when he saw Kia approaching the red ground that was already filled with flowers and bottles of roses.

" Kia's... You should rest, see your eyes are swollen and your face is very pale. He said as he beridi and wanted to find the woman who had stolen his heart.

"No... I don't need that... Mas Huda did not feel what I felt! So don't talk too much! I want this person I love to know that I am weak without him, my spirit disappears with his passing. His words were weak and full of emphasis on the word I love.

" Bad brother evil... So mean as I am, brother..." It hurts even more than my marriage annulment at the time. With all his might he gently stroked the nisa stone and he gently kissed the stone. "Just yesterday we pitched a wedding dress! And now my sister is doing it! Then for whom is the wedding dress that you lavish beautifully. Not worn on our wedding day, brother? If only I had known that brother would have left so soon! maybe I'll ask father and mother from last month to marry you?. His words that put his head on the tombstone.

Ms. Aisyah, Rahma, Razi, Huda and Mr. Prayoga seemed to be unable to see what Kia was doing and saying. Slowly, Mr. Prayoga approached Kia's sitting position while touching his shoulder.

" Kid Kia..., don't do it like this! because this will make Prama more sad to see the state of kia nak? His words were while stroking the pupil of his candidate.

"No... Not om... Om not feeling what I'm feeling? Shouldn't you let Kia tell her everything to Kia's future husband? His words were still unmoved from his position earlier.

"What... Om said I'd have a big future? Not om... No. l..?. My future is gone" because the person I love and love me with sincerity has been taken away by Him? Now taqdir is playing with my life, om? I just felt so loved and will be a very happy person! but that happiness he took from my side. Is this what I call my future? Then how can I rearrange my heart while he who has filled this heart goes for ever. No. gabe... Nothing's gonna replace my future, om?

Those words came out from Kia's mouth, which was depressed and could not accept her present state.

Prayoga seemed to be at a loss for words over Kia's words that were so heartbreaking. Slowly he stood up and rebuked and left Kia, which made him feel guilty.

Razipun drew closer to his sister.

Slowly he grabbed the shoulder of his sister who was so weak, he rested Kia's head on the chest of his field, while rubbing the head and kissing it with a cry.

" Deck... You believe in Raqdir, don't you? Today you may cry because of your disappointment in the taqri you received today, but someday you will rebuke because taqdir will give you happiness. "Don't weep for what is not ours, for we belong to God, and will return to God without excuse? without asking whether we are happy or sad? Now it is our duty to multiply the do'a and draw near to God, that God may give more happiness than we ever felt. Razi said weakly and continued to kiss the head of his brother who was covered in hijab.

Kia was still silent noiseless.natural was as if to be sad slowly rain water down soaked the body of the girl who was still hugging the mound of land that had dirtyed her clothes due to heavy rain. Razi, who is still loyal, sows his sister who looks very hard hit. Slowly he pulled the girl's body to wake up.

" Come deck, you must take care of your health do not make Prama more sad to see you like this! Prama still needs you by praying to Allah for him.Kasian people who love you, they are sad for Prama's departure and will be added again if you see you like this, deck. Said Razi who wanted to force his sister to come in his arms.

but Kia thrashed with all her might and cried so badly.

"Sir ayoo let's go home, come with me sister. Get up my giraffe ringkringku. don't let me get sick and disappointed again. he said as he bluntly tried to approach the mound by dragging his body on the red ground that was already alkaline with rainwater.

" KIE... YOU CAN'T BE LIKE THIS" DON'T HURT YOURSELF, DON'T MAKE A HEAVY PRAMA IN THERE BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID! Said Razi who had lost his mind because his sister did not want to leave the funeral.

"Tiba arrives Kia closes her eyes while jerus calls out Prama's name. Finally Razi brought his sister who was in a state of fainting and his clothes were motorbike with red soil, his face was full of red soil.

As much as Razi took Kia to Prayoga's house for a while waiting for Kia who was conscious of her stupor.

Ms. Meta, Ms. Aisyah and Mr. Hasbi were shocked when Razi had brought kia in a very dirty state.

" O Allah, Kia!. hiks.

"Take Kia to the guest room! Said Huda who saw Razi exhausted carrying Kia who was in his hands.

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**connected----

Honestly I write this while beleber. this story is a little bit of a real story but packaged as popular as possible by the author so that readers feel what the author feels**.