Is God's Choice?

35. Bloodbath

One week has passed. I am happy because in the office there is no longer anything that bothers me. But today I feel uncomfortable, somehow as if I don't want to part with my Giraffe Cungkringku. It was hard at first when I had to be away this week with him.

But not with today, because we're coming to aunt Renata's boutique for the wedding pits. I finally saw the face I missed this week. Although I was accompanied by aa Razi but I was happy.

"Kiaa..." Are you tidy? Coincision dong aa dua hour there is a promise to the old friend!. Triak aa Razi from the dining room.

My feet stepped and turned the door of my room. This week is indeed my appearance is different from usual exactly a week ago, because a lot of advice that Tari gave me when she stayed at my house. I wear a moka-colored skirt, with a cream-colored dress patterned with small flowers and combined with a moka-colored hijab in line with the color of my skirt, not forgetting shoes and socks. I stepped up to meet aa Razi.

"Yeah... Aaaku is handsome but a bawl! I said while pinching my nose sharp aa'ku who was playing flat objects.

" Sister, can I come???, yes... Yep... My beautiful sister..." Praise that shot from the mouth of my sister Rahma.

"Son... You're home, mom! Kasian mom alone at home. Answer aa Razi while taking the car conci in the wooden hanger.

" Tuhhh, Denger is not the brother who ngelarang huh? Then brother same aa Razi riding a motorbike, keep tar you want on taro where try?. My words that cupped both hands on the face of Rahma who was advancing her lips and bent in such a way as her disappointed face.

I and aa Razi said goodbye to my mother and promised Rahma something so that she would not get too angry, with her face still bent and grumbling on its own.

"Be careful, baby... Greetings to aunt Renata and son of Guni. Said the mother who stroked the back of my head gently.

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Right me and aa Razi in front of the boutique that once gave me history in my life. Slowly I slide the glass door. I saw someone who I longed to have been sitting in my presence.

"Wa alaykum salam... Ayy! When I saw him enter a room I had never seen for a long time.

As soon as I wanted to sit by Prama's sister, Razi sat directly between us.

"Can't sit near before, before kabul is said!. His words that glanced at us in turn.

" Yes, I know! I answered briefly while putting the bag on my right shoulder.

"How are you, Zi? Ask Mr. Prama who broke up our little dispute.

"Alhamdulillah, fine. I answered briefly, leaning her body against the sofa.

The sound of the knocking of the shoes rang out, and I saw Aunt Renata with a smile greeting me and my aa.

" Kia, is Razi here? Nak Prama was half an hour ago waiting for you! His words that directly direct our eyes to the statue that has been attached a cream-colored wedding dress plus hijab, and next to it there is a wedding suit for men who are in the same color.

"Try Kia you fit the clothes first!, so if there is a shortage can immediately fix aunty! Said the one who had opened the back zipper of the wedding dress.

" Mashaa Allah this aunt is beautiful bangettt...! I like the model as well. I slowly held the wedding dress.

"And this is your choice of prospective husband so it must be beautiful dong, Kia. Explained anyway. Indeed, to choose a wedding dress I leave it to brother Prama because I want everything to impress me and also him, because honestly I do not have a high taste to choose clothes, because, like that time the clothes he once bought always got praise for the people who saw me wearing these clothes.

" Yes, aunt... I always liked Prama's choice. I said as I glanced at the person on my right who was separated by a statue. He smiled sweetly, "hemmm... His smile was treating this longing in the heart." I murmured in my heart.

When Prama and I walked into the dressing room. I heard that Razi was getting a call from someone over there. And when I came out in a wedding dress all eyes were on me, maybe now my face has met red because the eyes of aa Razi and brother Prama look at me with a small smile on their lips it makes me embarrassed and nervous.

"Masyaa Allah, Kia is beautiful. Said Aunt Renata when she saw me and twisted my body several times to make sure the dress I was wearing was not lacking any one.

" Aunty can do it. Reply slowly...

"Truly, try to see your future husband just mgeliatin you until all of it not to mention aa you! He added when he saw the two men in front of us looking at me meaningfully, Kak Prama who knew his behavior known to Aunt Renata made him misbehave and smiled shyly.

" Kia, aa, I'm sorry! you have to go home by yourself. I have been waiting for the same ustadz Mahmud. He said as he kissed the tip of my head, that habit Razi never forgot when he said goodbye to me.

With a slight nod and an expanding smile I allowed it.

"Let Kia come home with me. Said Prama's brother who stopped razi's steps.

" It's good that you want to take a chance in narrowness. Anyway I do not permit you two-duan before the kabul ijab is implemented. Answer me while opening my body to us and full of gazes towards Kak Prama.

"OKs... Ok.. I'm not going to boncengin Kia but I will follow Kia to the house, let me feel safe if Kia is all right. He convinced me.

"Yes already... Yes, do not fuss, later Kia went home to ride an online motorcycle taxi. Let brother Prama follow Kia from behind. I said while blinking my eyes.

"okay... Be careful if you're both-duan. His words passed away from the room.

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The clock was four in the afternoon. After we finished performing the ashar prayer in the mosque pingir street finally we decided to fill the stomach first. Don't forget I chat aa Razi to ask permission to pull over to the restaurant. I don't know if there is any wind that Razi allows me and Prama's brother to just have a afternoon lunch.

" How does Razi allow it? Ask Prama who is sitting on the steps of the mosque.

I finally had the idea to pram Prama with a disappointed expression. I poked my lips and I lowered both my hands. By looking at my exhibition like that as if he knew the answer.

"Well, let's continue our journey? Where was your motorcycle driver? Ask who stepped out of me.

"Sister... Waitme! Don't bend his face, yeah! I said as I looked at his face from the front walking backwards. Damn my feet hit the pebbles and made me almost fall.

" Aww...! Shouted brother Prama who was cut off because my body had been refuted by someone from behind.

"Everything if the road does not support the back-and-forth of everything. Said someone I knew very well, who turned out to be Brayen who was with Ulan.

"That's what... Elo, Yen? I said in a slightly raised voice in shock, and I tried to remove Brayen's hand from my body.

I saw Brother Prama's face flushed with rage. I know for sure Prama's sister is jealous. Brayen who knew the difference in Prama's face he immediately patted the boss's back.

" I don't have any intentions boss... This is my friend's replica. He plays Prama's chin. But the person facing him remained silent without expression.

"Darling... My words tried to mend his heart filled with jealousy towards my schoolmate.

He remained cold with no expression.

"Aren't you angry with me? My sister has known Brayen and Brayen a long time since I was in school. My words reminded me of the long-standing partnership I had with Brayen.

" I'm not angry, ayy! just me...! His speech was cut off as he spread a leaf which he picked up with a hint of anger and threw it rough so that it was carried away by the wind.

"What's free? Ask again.

" I'm just tired of this, I want to feel like I'm getting married today with you. I'm angry that Brayen can hold your body that will be united, while I? It is difficult for King Minya not to meet you two-sir, what else is walking together. This week I'm tired of wanting to let go of this to be able to hug you and share everything... But that I can only sniff. Sometimes I feel like I'm afraid of losing you these days, I'm scared before I can have you but we can't be together. Especially since I often get terror pesen who says that you will not I mikiki. His words were full of frustration by shuffling his hair from behind to the front.

Degs...

I was shocked to hear the word terror.

"Since when did you get that terror message? Why didn't you ever tell me? My investigation.

"I don't want to make you think about all this, and this terror I got two weeks ago. That's why every day I tell people to follow you from home to home. Because I'm afraid that person is harming you, Ayy. She said with a few tears at the end of her eyes.

" Heem... I'm sorry brother, who didn't realize what you were worried about. My reply while looking at her who was downcast was confused and sad.

I sat right in front of him and glanced at brother ojek hinting that he should not wait for me anymore and sent a chat rather ojek it gave his norek so that I directly transfer the payment. Finished with the k affair, ki tried to calm down the person in front of me.

"Now we eat first, right? We'll talk about it right there, how? I pulled his jacket without holding his hand.

The person I spoke to was silent with no answer and no action. "Sister... Yukk we fill first I've laper nh!, robet in my stomach already demo. I stroked my stomach which was starving.

He stood up from his seat and held my hand.

"Allow yes, today I hold your hand, will you? Her speech was lethargic.

"But we've reneged on our promise to a Razki, brother?

"Let me, I just want to hold your hand so I can feel the warmth of the love you gave me, Ayy! I'm afraid that one day I won't be able to hold your hand anymore. His words that made my heart unwilling he spoke like that.

"Why not say that so much, intention ya want to leave me? Evil is his name! My words are not willing.

"Not... It's not so, ayy. I'm just afraid that something bad is going to end us both and ruin our relationship. I don't know, these days I'm so scared of losing you, afraid I'm letting you down when something happens to me. She said the more I wanted to cry hugging her and reassuring her that none of that was possible.

Hix... Hix... I finally shed that cry as well which I have been holding up since.

"I'll be angry, I'll hate you so much if you leave me alone. Do you know how my heart hurts when my marriage is canceled? should I feel that again? Please don't talk about what hasn't happened to us in the future. Rest assured that we will be happy with the ideals and expectations of our marriage when in the villa? My slightly sobbing words and I ventured to grab her hand and tightly grip her as if to convince her that something bad is not going to happen.

" Sorry... I'm sorry, ayy!. It made you cry. I promise I will always make you happy and never leave you alone! Don't cry anymore. He said as he lifted my hand to the ceiling and stood up.

"Oh yes I don't want you to talk about something that's not. I gently stroked his hand.

" How are the Giraffe and Rat dolls that I stabbed at that time? Are they okay? His words diverted the conversation earlier.

"They're fine, I always sleep with them, because they're so fragrant and make me want to always kiss them.

" Heem... If only I were so they must be I'm so happy, ayy!" Because I got a kiss from my heavenly angel. He pinched my nose.

"Hmmm... If it is halal also want to, brother! I was embarrassed and left him a little ahead.

" really right?? I'll always have to kiss my whole face a day 1000 x kisses from you, huh, Ayy? He yelled a little and ran after me.

But when I turned to him there was a car that drove his car at high speed...

I screamed and ran for Prama's sister to get away from the car.

But my shout was no faster than the speed of the car.

Brakk...

That voice sounded very strong in my ears. I saw the burly body fall down and roll around to the edge of the road. I saw the man I loved bleeding. I put on a heavy leg like I was carrying a big rock.

I kept running towards his body, I dropped my feet near the flooded body with a red search on the asphalt. Some people who had just walked away from the mosque tried to approach me who was already crying and held the head of the man I loved helplessly.

With sobs I continued to gently wipe her blood-filled face.

"Sister... Wake sis...! Sis... Don't leave me brother! I promise I won't cheat on you! remember our promise, brother? Brother please wake up brother...! Wake up...! My words continue to speak to him who does not even slightly move his body or make a sound. I saw his mouth shed a lot of blood.

I heard that some people were after the perpetrator, and some were calling the police and some were calling the nearest hospital to help people I loved so much.

I kept crying and kept crying over the person I loved filled with blood on his nose, mouth and head. "Allah do not take a man who has promised to make me a woman who will be happy with him. Bathink.

Until the ambulance and the police came I kept crying for the man I loved. Slowly my phone rang I saw aa Razi's name. I tell you what just happened. But all of a sudden my vision blurred, my body went limp and I finally ripped my head right near the head of the person I love so much.

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