Inspiration

Speak

That morning the Goddess really looked glum. Even though it has breakfast, but the Goddess still looks limp like a person who has no purpose in life. Dewi immediately walked casually to the car that had been parked in front of the entrance of the Dewi house by Mr. Tarjo and immediately entered it.

Along the way, the Goddess simply stared at the streets around with a completely painful blank stare. Several times Dewi wished that she could see Reza passing by at a glance from her car like that time, but it seems like fate is not on her side today. Even until now Reza has not sent any messages as usual to the Goddess such as good morning or breakfast reminders.

Unknowingly the Goddess had drowned in her daydream. “Is he mad at me? I'm totally outrageous, she tried to explain everything and apologized, but I was..”.

“We've arrived Non.” Mr. Tarjo immediately disperse the goddess's daydream quickly.

“Iya sir, thank you.” The goddess immediately got out of her car and walked towards the steps while muttering in her heart, “What's wrong with me? Why do I keep thinking about it? Huuh better I go straight to class.”

When Dewi arrived on the second floor of B building, Dewi stopped because she was confused where she should step. On the one hand, she desperately wants to go to her class, but on the other hand, Dewi still thinks of Reza's message to meet her on the roof.

Although it has been said that they do not need to meet, but there is still a little doubt in the heart of the Goddess considering that the Goddess began to recognize the nature of Reza who likes to oppose and also stubborn like herself.

Finally Dewi decided to go there just to check whether Reza really followed his words or not. When he got to the roof of the school, Dewi immediately looked for Reza around the roof.

“It looks like he didn't come.” There was a feeling of sadness as the Goddess spoke those words.

Dewi also leaned to see the beautiful surrounding scenery in the morning from the roof of this high school. For a long time he admired the view until suddenly the sound of the door being closed and seemed to be locked by someone.

The goddess immediately turned around and found Reza who was looking at her with a difficult feeling to decipher.

Reza puts the keys to the school roof in her pants pocket, while the heart of the Goddess beats faster as Reza steps closer to her.

The Goddess reflexively stepped back to stay away from Reza, but could only take a few steps because it was held back by the barrier wall.

The goddess was completely panicked and could not think clearly. I don't know what has penetrated his mind, what is clear at this time is that the Goddess needs to breathe, breathe as much air as possible to brush off the tightness of his chest.

Reza stopped stepping when the distance between the two was really thin, his eyes began to darken meaninglessly, then leaned his face forward until the distance between the two faces was very close.

While the Goddess could only swallow her saliva and hold her breath as Reza got closer until their noses almost touched.

Either what courage suddenly approached the Goddess until the Goddess reflexively pushed Reza slowly with her snapping voice, “Stop Za!”

Reza was startled instantly and ruffled her own hair while looking around. What has he done? Why is he so stupid? Fortunately, the goddess stopped him.

“Sorry Dew.” Reza immediately walked away from the Goddess towards the roof door of the school. Yes, it was the only way Reza thought of to ease the intense emotions within her as well as the Goddess who might grow angry with her.

Though Reza was only intending to joke and apologize, but who would have thought that he was drowning in his own lust and almost forgot his promise to the Goddess.

When Reza had reached the door and reached into his left pocket to take the key, unexpectedly the Goddess immediately pulled Reza's hand towards the bench and sat down, while Reza just stood looking at the Goddess in disbelief.

How could he be that calm after this incident? Even Reza's heart was still not beating normally.

“You don't want to sit?” Reza immediately sat beside the Goddess with a face that was still confused.

“We need to talk right now, that's why I came here.” Reza looked at the face of the Goddess fixedly, she was really serious with her words, there was not even a sense of doubt or fear in the pronunciation she said. Completely calm yet full of affirmation.

It seems like only this time the Goddess looks serious like this, does she not want to break the relationship between them?

I don't know why it hurts so much when I think about it. Is it possible that Reza has started to fall in love with the Goddess? He was so attached to the feeling of wanting to always be with the Goddess lately, especially after remembering what he said yesterday to the Goddess, increasingly making Reza sure that the Goddess would do that.

But it must not happen, whatever the Goddess will say later Reza will still apologize, if necessary she will reverse her words yesterday to the Goddess, that she is the one who needs the Goddess, not the Goddess.

I don't know what Reza is thinking at this time, Dewi just silently noticed Reza's face that looks tense and moody. This was the first time he had seen Reza with that expression. Even he was very confused what he had to say to Reza, especially after the incident, the heart of the Goddess seemed to stop beating when Reza was really close to him earlier.

He was angry, but could not express his anger, he wanted to apologize for yelling at Reza, but in that position it is only natural that he was angry and it would be unfair if the Goddess apologized, even though Reza was the one who almost broke his promise.

“Why did you come here? I told you not to see me today.” Reza just looked down like a child who was caught doing mischievous, unwittingly a brief smile adorned the face of the Goddess flat.

“Hmm... I actually came here because I wanted to try to explain that everything that happened was not what you thought. I don't mean to make you sad or disappointed, I.”.

The goddess clasped Reza's hand and looked at her gently. “Za, you don't have to feel guilty like that, I understand why you said that, and. I depend on you, not you.”

“Goddess..tuh right, you must still be angry deh. Okay, gini deh, now tell me what should I do to keep you from getting angry again?”

Dewi immediately laughed at Reza's behavior which was really very much better. It feels like only this time there is a young man who is so considerate and it is very easy to recognize his every feeling.

Somehow the sadness and anger disappeared when he saw Reza's handsome but very cute face.

“Hmm... I'm actually sorry, but since you're willing to do something, then I definitely won't miss that opportunity. When else try to be able to ask anything I want from you.”

Reza smiled happily at the expression of the Goddess who had returned cheerful.

“You can ask for anything forever, because I will always be with you Dewi.” muttered Reza in her very happy heart.

“Say boss, this servant of yours will surely grant you whatever you ask.” The goddess laughed loudly and freely which further added to her completely natural beauty.

What a very beautiful scenery plus the sunlight that began to shine on her beautiful face.

“Never do anything like that again.”

“You mean that thing just kissed you?” suddenly the face of the Goddess immediately reddened, how could she know a vulgar young man like Reza, who just spoke without being filtered first?

“Sorry Goddess, actually I did not mean that. I just want to see how you look, whether you're still angry or not. But I was caliph and carried away. But fortunately you stopped me immediately, otherwise I would have broken this agreement.”

The goddess just nodded her head. “Oh yes, next time if it happened again, you stop it when it's finished Dew, hahaha.” Reza laughed loudly followed by the Goddess who grumbled about him.

“Uhh basic perverted, it turns out true said Rose, if you are perverted.”

Reza frowned and muttered in his heart, “Mawar? Isn't that Tomi's boyfriend? Oh my God I just remembered, didn't that time the Goddess ever mention the explanation of this relationship with Rose and Tomi at the beginning of our meeting? Hmm. I think I should ask this directly to Tomi.

What exactly does Tomi mean by all these games, does she want to play me with the Goddess? If that's true, it means I'm really stuck because I like the Goddess. But there seems to be nothing suspicious about the Goddess. Did the Goddess not know this as well? It's better I ask later than to get confused.”

The Goddess saw the change in Reza's face that looked angry, probably because the Goddess mocked her. But is that really true?

“Sorry Za, I didn't mean to insult you anyway. Don't be angry, will you? I was just kidding.”

Reza smiled again at the look of the Goddess's worry that could always warm her heart.

“I can't be mad at you, Dew. Remember that."

Reza was about to hold the face of the Goddess but stopped when it almost touched the cheek of the Goddess. Reza sighed and wanted to retract her hand, but Dewi first pulled her hand to touch the Goddess' cheek and a big smile was plastered clearly on Reza's face.

He stroked the Goddess's cheek gently then pulled it strong to make the Goddess complain and hold her slightly red cheeks.

“You know, I always wanted to do that when I saw your adorable chubby cheeks, and now I'm so happy to be able to do it with your consent. I hope you can develop even more from now on, in order to immediately feel the true meaning of love.”

Dewi lowered her head in shame with the red hue that appeared on her cheek because of the words Reza said. “Hey, don't duck like that Goddess. I really want to see your face flushed because of me.” The goddess immediately covered her face with both hands while Reza still continued to laugh at her.

Somehow the Goddess had to meet the crazy young man, whose emotions were always fickle, but could always make him comfortable when with her. Maybe this is how love feels. Yes. love.