Inspiration

Inspiration
Little Child



After finishing taking additional lessons which is a mandatory menu for every student of class XII to face UN, Dewi did not immediately leave the class, she said, he was still busy tidying up his books that were actually neatly arranged in his bag. Actually this is one of the things that Dewi usually do while waiting for quiet school so that not many eyes pay attention to him when he walks to the school parking lot which is very crowded when the clock comes home. After he felt long enough, he went out and immediately walked to the park behind the school which was his appointment with Reza. When you get there, the Goddess is immediately treated to a very beautiful scenery where the beautiful sun begins to appear along with the rainbow that arises due to the rest of the rain. This is a very dear thing to miss a Goddess, she took a smartphone in the left pocket of her skirt and instantly captured that beautiful moment with her smartphone camera. Then his eyes began to look around the park to find the figure of the person he would meet at that time. But it seems he did not find it because all in the park was an old grandmother and her granddaughter who were sitting together and small children who were playing on the green and wet grass by the rain that slightly flooded it. Dewi also sits on one of the long benches available in this park. Slightly moist and cold, but the condition is dry enough to sit on. After a few minutes the Goddess began to fidget because the awaited figure never came. He immediately saw the clock that was circular in his left hand and spoke to himself, "It's 15:10 WIB, but why has he not come as well. Though the previous meeting was he who came first, why now so late gini anyway? Did he forget? I don't think it's possible. Or maybe he's purposely seeking revenge for this morning." The goddess sighed for a moment and looked up at the orange sky and it was bright after the heavy rain. The rainbow that adorned the sky was slowly beginning to eliminate its form. "It's only natural that he's angry, I'm wrong. But he shouldn't have to act like a child of gini dong. I will have to wait a long time like this. You wasted no time on Reza." "Ohhhh." suddenly there was the sound of the screams of the girl who fell behind the white garden chair. Dewi immediately stood up and turned around and raised the girl who might be around 6 years old and sat her in the place where the Goddess was sitting. Then she gently stroked the child's head. "You okay? Why did it fall?" Asked the Goddess with a gentle tone accompanied by her sweet smile. "I-I was running the same race July, keep stumbling the rocks." The boy replied with a smile that seemed forced from the pain in his knee. Seeing her slightly bloody knees instantly made the Goddess reach into the small pocket in her bag and take the plaster. Because seeing the tense face of the child, Dewi took the initiative to invite him to talk so that the atmosphere was not awkward and the child was not aware that he was currently talking to a stranger. "Whose name are you?" The goddess again spread her friendly smile so that the child did not feel afraid when talking to her. However, it seemed that the child was not afraid of him at all. "My name is Ani sis." The goddess again saw the forced smile on the face of the child who was actually quite cute if not in pain. The goddess attached her plaster to the boy's knee and watched the boy. It was strange to see a girl as small as Ani who fell but did not cry. Instead he tried to smile kindly even with strangers. Out of curiosity, Dewi immediately asked the child, "It's not crying anyway? Doesn't his leg hurt?" The goddess again stroked Ani's dark hair slowly. "The word mama Ani should be brave and can not cry even if it falls. Because mama already gave Ani's name to be a brave child. Hehehe.." hearing those wise words from such a small child instantly made the Goddess moved and immediately embraced the child like a proud mother of her child. "Here, let's go home, your mama called you." Seen the figure of another cute little boy who screamed at Ani from a distance. "July" Then the boy stood up and asked the Goddess. "Whose sister's name?" "Goddess ." "Waahh. That's why good sisters are like goddesses . Thank you, brother. Ani wants to go home with July. Dah..." without hearing the answer Goddess the two children immediately ran away from the park quickly and made the Goddess sit back by herself. Unknowingly, actually the figure who was waiting was paying attention to what the Goddess was doing with the child and immediately came to the Goddess with her wide and attractive smile. But everything changed when he saw the expression of the Goddess who stared cruelly at him as if the Goddess wanted to kill him alone.


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Reza tried to calm down to face the attitude of the Goddess he considered too childish. "Dew, are you angry? It's just a trivial matter, why does it have to be like this?" The goddess still silently looked at the sky while trying to ignore Reza, even though she continued to listen to all her words. Suddenly Reza carved a short smile on his lips. It seemed like he already had a way to make the Goddess talk to him. "Hmm... So you don't want to be helped again with me? Yes, already then. But look at it later, until you ask me to help you again feel love, I won't, even if you beg me." Reza turned away from the Goddess and walked away from her a few steps while continuing to count inwardly hoping that the Goddess would snipe her out. One. two... Reza stopped but still stood his back to the Goddess but it seemed like the Goddess was still there so that made Reza feel disappointed and muttered inwardly, "Is she that angry? Why didn't he call me anyway? Ahh. It seems like this method does not work. Yes it's okay. I'll think of another way to persuade him. I'd better get out of here before I make him angry." Reza again walked away from the Goddess, but his steps came to a standstill this time because the Goddess called him. "Wait..." The goddess walked up to Reza who again carved a short smile and turned to face her. "0823 7215 xxxx" Reza quickly took out his smartphone from the pocket of his shirt and swiftly he recorded all the numbers that were spoken by Dewi without being missed and then kept the number in his contact. Reza wanted to thank her because Dewi seemed to have forgiven her but those words were taken for granted by the Goddess. "Dew, thank you..." "Now you can go." Without seeing Reza's expression, the Goddess walked away leaving him with a slight smile that adorned his face. Reza really did not expect what the Goddess had done to her. He returned home on foot while continuing to speak cursing the Goddess and cursed his own folly. "Who is he trying to arrange me? Just met 1 day his attitude has been immediately seen, especially if you meet every day? I could have been a resident of a mental hospital because of him. Besides I'm also a fool, why also I hope the same girl like that. Until anytime he will not be able to understand what love is because his attitude is too selfish and only selfish. Where is there a guy who wants to be with him? You freak, bitch. I hate him." Reza imagines all the events he has experienced with Dewi during these 1 days. He recalled the incident when he thought the Goddess would kill herself. "I should have pushed him off the roof of the school so that I wouldn't have a headache thinking about him. But... My problems will get worse when it comes to police." Reza stopped on the road and took a long breath to feel calmer. But it is useless because the shadow of the Goddess cannot be lost from his mind. Irritated, Reza grabbed her dense black hair and walked back to her house with her flat face.