Inspiration

Suspicions

Dewi arrived at the class with a breath that was still panting because he ran towards the class and immediately looked at the clock that showed at 07.35 WIB. He was already 5 minutes late but there was no teacher there yet, so there was a bit of relief in the Goddess' heart. He sat down immediately at his place. There is something strange about the rose today. Usually he can never sit still in one place without gossiping with classmates. But today, he sat quietly with an expression that was very hard for the Goddess to guess. But Dewi tried to be ordinary without caring about the change because he was afraid if he said anything, then the Rose would certainly ask the various about the incident. Suddenly the Rose looked at the Goddess so seriously that it made the Goddess feel afraid. "Dew, where the hell are you from? I have been waiting for. Why didn't you call me last night? Why are you acting so strange today?" The Rose looked at the Goddess with her gaze of intimidation in order to make the Goddess acknowledge everything. But it seems like the Goddess looks calm enough to make the emotions of the Rose more explosive. "Sorry War, yesterday I did the job of Mr. Joni until late, continued to sleep directly. That's why I forgot. Sorry yes."

The Goddess is very smart to hide the sadness or fear that she feels so that others will find it difficult to judge what the Goddess is feeling. The goddess took the book out of her bag and put it on her desk. "Let's not come in, so we're free now." Ketus Roses with faces that still look angry. "What's? What's wrong with this school? Yesterday Mr. Joni, now Ms. Sinta. You know this better than I was in the bus." The goddess put her book back in the bag. When he wanted to close his bag, Roses accidentally saw the bottle tea that Reza gave to the Goddess earlier. Roses again remember that the Goddess had only bought 2 bottles of mineral water. Why is there another drink in his bag?

A flashback occurred when Reza bought bread and tea bottles in the Rose's mind. Yeah, it's the same tea that Reza bought this morning. It must have been him who gave it to the Goddess on the roof of the school. The rose was so upset that it whispered to itself with her "Cih sucks." "Loe said what War? I'm not horrified." The Goddess looked at the Rose to hear her answer, but the Rose looked a little stuttering to answer it. "Eh, it's nothing, Dew. Oh yeah, you haven't told me about your meeting with Reza yesterday. I wanted to ask in class but was afraid the others would find out. I thought you were gonna call me last night, but it turned out to be nil. Loe actually think I'm a friend, don't you? This morning I was in the cafeteria. Don't you feel guilty, Dew?" Roses looked back at the Goddess at a glance, then he turned his gaze around for fear that no one would hear their conversation. Not for nothing, but the Goddess asked the Rose to keep her relationship with Reza a secret so that no gossip ensnared the Goddess. After all, the relationship would end when Dewi finished writing her new song. So Dewi is only afraid of being stamped as a momentary sensation-seeking singer who is always changing partners to get fame in the public eye. At least that's what the Goddess said to the Rose before this drama began. As a good friend, Roses can only support it in this way.

"War, sorry. I don't think you can be this angry with me because of this. I told you that this is not a good idea, but you are the one who makes it so that I deket same Reza. I didn't have time for the same story yesterday. But you calm down War, later in the afternoon I will tell everything in detail. So you'll come home from school with me to go home, okay?" "Hn.." answered the Rose briefly without looking at the Goddess. "War, don't get mad dong. Come smile, it's not good to know look at it. Hmm..tentar the Tomi no longer love you." Goddess pinched both cheeks of Rose. "Just boy. Tomi is in love with me, and you know for yourself that I can never be angry with you. So please don't pinch my cheek, it's even so add more chubby." Said Rose while holding both of her cheeks slightly red. "Hahaha, yes War, not anymore."

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Reza is seen sitting quietly as usual in class. But this time his mind was really not calm because of the words of the Goddess who kept ringing in his ears, so he did not realize that he was daydreaming in the middle of the hours of lessons that were taking place. "I always hurt other people. But Goddess. I don't know why I became like this. What did I do just now? I can approach him like that. And that requirement, what the hell is that? Can't touch? But when I approached him earlier he would look ordinary and not angry. Huuh base girl selling expensive. I want to know the meaning of love but not to be touched. Strange... do I just reject the strange conditions? But if I refuse, he will definitely find someone else. But, can he find someone better than me? And besides, can this person be trusted? I just feel like this that he is too innocent and easy to fool. He is like a frustrated person because he does not know love so easily asked such things to people he does not know. I.... do I just accept it? He must have done that because he didn't want me to mess with him. I should have understood that. But how can you teach her love if you can't touch her? Wait.... He can touch me, right? I'll make him touch me without coercion and he'll feel love from me without having me touch him, but he's the one who touched me." "Reza..." "I'll take it." Reza was immediately stopped from his daydream when he saw Mr. Manto who was in front of him and friends who laughed loudly. "What do you accept? Ask Mr. Manto to Reza who is still not expecting his current condition. A Reza is laughed at in front of the class for daydreaming about a strange girl. "accept? Hmm. I mean this sir." Reza took the marker from Mr. Manto's hand. "Quick do the front thing." "Good Sir". Reza immediately worked on the math problem quickly on the board. Seeing that Mr. Manto who was angry was now smiling "Good Za. Your answer is correct." "Thank you sir." Reza walked back to his seat muttering in his heart, "It's a good thing I learned last night, so it's no shame today. This is all because of him, I did not focus on studying at school. Plus he still hasn't told me why he didn't want to walk with me today. Been busy.... The gig. Singers are not, but the style is exorbitant. Cih. But I have to admit, she's beautiful and I'm a little bit interested in her. But that doesn't mean he can bully me at will. You weird chick." Reza took the smartphone in his left pocket and renamed the contact "Goddess" to "Weird Girl". There was a grinning smile that was clearly visible on Reza's face, yet he immediately returned his flat expression in fear that anyone would see.