Inspiration

Inspiration
First Fuss



On Monday, precisely that hot afternoon, Dewi tried to invite Roses to come with her on Wednesday, but Roses seemed to be waiting for someone and preferred not to pay attention to the Goddess.


The goddess, who was getting upset with her friend's attitude, began to take a breath to calm down and tried to ask the Rose again. “War, how? Can I check the concert venue tomorrow?”


Roses were still looking around and did not care what the Goddess said until she suddenly smiled when she saw her lover coming to see her. Yeah, who else if not Tomi.


Roses are always a bit careless when they have an appointment to see Tomi, but it seems like she's not today. He even pulled the hand of the Goddess to face him. “How much time do you go?”


“Hmm... probably around four in the afternoon. How's it? Come dong War.”


The rose looked at Tomi and the Goddess in turn, making the expressions of both of them like nervous people waiting for a decision from the court. “Gue…. Ehem... I've decided that I will....”.


The Goddess really becomes impatient when the Rose hangs her speech like that.


“Loe will come with me right?” The Goddess smiled with relief at the look on the face of the Rose who seemed to be nodding her head a sign of her approval to join the Goddess. Suddenly, the rose shook its head.


“Sorry Dew, after I thought about it, it turns out I have an OSIS meeting, so can't keep you there, he he he.”


The goddess could only snort annoyedly at the behavior of her friend on this one. If indeed he did not want to come, he should be able to say directly without having to give false hope to the Goddess.


“Better loe go with Reza alone Dew, surely he may not nolak.” Tomi pulls the Rose's hand to get closer to her, while the Goddess is only flabbergasted by what Tomi just said.


Did Tomi also know about her relationship with Reza? Of course and no doubt that the Rose said it. You Rose, how could he possibly tell this stupid incident to Tomi. Be prepared Goddess, the ignorant Tomi will always seduce you by carrying Reza around. The goddess only sighed with the behavior of these two friends.


“Dew, there may be no harm in following the advice of Tomi.” This time it was Rose who started to tease him with a smile.


The face of the Goddess who was flushed red made the lovers laugh out loud while walking away leaving the Goddess who was holding a strange taste. Angry, angry, happy, but also ashamed. I don't know, obviously now he has to invite Reza to accompany him. But how? Never mind, rather than getting dizzy it is better for the Goddess to go home and think about it on the road alone.


***


Dewi continued to clutch her smartphone anxiously, while continuing to pacing back and forth in her room.


“How is this? What am I supposed to say? Does he want to come? But what if he doesn't want to come? Ahh... this is really confusing.”


The goddess laid her body on the bed and stared at the screen of her dead smartphone. “Do I just call? But what will the reaction be?”


The goddess was silent for a moment. “From yesterday I've been talking to myself like crazy just because of Reza. Now he must take responsibility by coming with me. I'll force him, hmm.. might be a little threatening.”.


The goddess grinned and called out Reza's number. Before long the Goddess waited for him, as the phone was instantly picked up in the second ringing.


“Halo Za, sorry to disturb your sleep.” The goddess was silent for a moment to assess what reaction Reza would give because it had disturbed her nap.


“You didn't bother me, I just woke up when you called me. Now tell me what is it you called me? Hmm. Don't tell me you miss me. Yes right?” There was a ruckus from across there that made the Goddess' cheeks heat up.


“Kangen? Just be right. There's no way that I miss a perverted young man like you. Actually I intend to avenge our first date by taking you for a second date. But this time I'll set the place. How?”


Reza seemed to digest what the Goddess had just said, a second date? After an emotionally draining and suspenseful first date maybe this second date idea is not a good thing.


“If you don't want to be okay. Maybe I should find someone else who would like to date me without any problems.”


“Why do you think like that? Of course I want.” The goddess smiled happily as her plan worked.


“Oh yes, do not think that I agree because of your threat, because it does not apply to me at all. So don't try to threaten me again. Besides, you should know where your current position is.”


“Position? What position, Za?” The goddess frowned cluelessly at Reza's words spoken in her cold tone.


“Position where right now you're the one who needs me, not me who needs you.” Reza had managed to intimidate the Goddess with her super duper cold words.


“I understand.” The Goddess replied in a soft tone that instantly made Reza feel like she had been stabbed by a sharp knife. “Dew, I didn't mean..”


“See you Wednesday afternoon at 16.00 WIB.” Dewi immediately turned off her smartphone and closed both her eyes. He imagined all this time together with Reza. Not much, but very beautiful. But it seems like everything can't be the same again, after those words are said.


“He was right, I'm the one who needs him, not him.”


I don't know why it hurts so much to hear those words directly from Reza. Her eyes warmed up and a drop of clear feathers fell from the corner of the Goddess's eyes.


“Oh Goddess, you can't cry because of guys. Remember your promise to be a strong girl.” The goddess wiped away her tears and tried to smile to comfort herself.


A minute later Dewi felt her smartphone shake. It seems Reza sent him a short message. The captain immediately read the message.


“Sorry Dew, I didn't mean to talk rudely to you. Actually I just woke up, so my emotions are still not stable. Again sorry... I'm waiting for your answer tomorrow morning on the school roof.”


The goddess only smiled wryly with the message she had read and immediately typed in a reply for the message.


“You don't have to apologize, everything you say is true. I should be the one apologizing for not recognizing where I was. Don't apologize to me, and I don't think we need to meet tomorrow.”


The goddess let out a long sigh after sending that message to Reza. “This is our first serious quarrel, and I hope it won't happen again.”