Inspiration

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That night Dewi looked very tired because she had just returned from a music show that used her services for a gig. Dewi immediately entered his room and saw the clock that had shown at 21:30 WIB. The goddess could only sigh and put her bag on the table. Then go wash your face and brush your teeth before going to bed. It is one of the good habits that the Goddess has been doing since childhood. Therefore, it is not surprising that the teeth of the Goddess are neatly arranged and clean. After finishing with this evening ritual, Dewi immediately took her smartphone in the bag and checked whether there was a call or message that came when Dewi was playing last night. Dewi is indeed a person who is quite professional in work. He always set the silent mode on his smartphone so as not to interfere with his concentration while playing. Dewi saw his smartphone that turned out to have died because the battery ran out. With a swift Dewi immediately reached into her bag and took her powerbank and plugged the cable into her smartphone. He walked to the bed and laid down his tired body there. Then Dewi immediately turned on her smartphone and saw a message from Reza. "Good Goddess. Don't forget your promise, okay." The goddess could only smile at the message from Reza. He wanted to reply but it seemed like it was too late for a high school student like Reza to stay awake this late. "How can I forget about Reza? I have been doing all the preparations since yesterday. I can't wait to be what tomorrow will be like. Without replying to Reza's message, Dewi went to sleep.

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This morning was a lot of fun for the Goddess. Dewi just smiled in front of the mirror while putting a tie until it was really neat. Today he will meet Reza after two days of not meeting. It felt like there was something lacking in him during these two days, and it was all because of Reza. "Am I crazy?" The goddess speaks for herself in front of the mirror. "Yes, I must be crazy. What the hell am I doing here? Smile, thinking of her, is it possible that I've fallen in love with her? It's impossible for all this to happen this fast. Just two days not to meet the impact has arrived like this. Especially when it's all done? Duuh ah don't think about him continue. Anyway, I should avoid it at school. Yeah, at least until later in the afternoon." The goddess immediately came out of her room and came down for breakfast. After that Dewi immediately went to school with Pak Tarjo, the Dewi family driver.

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While on the road, precisely at the intersection near the school, Car Goddess had to wait long enough because of the red light whose duration was quite long. The goddess could only sit still looking around the left and right of her car. As he turned his head to the left, he saw a figure that seemed familiar to him. Yeah, it's Reza. But is that really Reza? His face was covered with a helmet with white glass, so the Goddess was quite sure that it was Reza.

The feeling of the Goddess began to be unbecoming of seeing him. Her heart started to beat violently and Dewi started to feel a strange feeling in her heart. When Reza turned to the direction of the Goddess' car, the Goddess immediately lowered her head to avoid coming face to face with her. Mr. Tarjo who saw the strange behavior of the Goddess immediately asked him. "Why Don't Goddess? How nduk-nduk?" Dewi tried to answer Pak Tarjo's question nervously and still kept his head down. "Dewi's shoe laces loose sir." Mr. Tarjo really felt strange about this attitude of his young master. He wears flat shoes to school, then why is he talking about shoelaces while his shoes have no laces? Mr. Tarjo is not a very cool person like Bi Inem. If it was Bi Inem, then he would definitely keep asking Dewi at length to make her overwhelmed to answer and finally say the truth. The goddess who was still down realized that she had misspoken and felt very embarrassed. Lucky Mr. Tarjo did not ask any further to make the feeling of the Goddess become a little calm. As he sat back down, and turned to his left, he saw Reza who was still looking at him seriously. The open glass of the Goddess car does make anyone can see it easily. The goddess was completely transfixed and did not know what to do. After avoiding her blatantly, the Goddess probably smiled and pretended to greet her. Surely the Goddess will look strange in his eyes. Soon all the vehicles there began to drive away because the lights had turned green. The goddess could not think clearly anymore because of all these problems. The smile that adorns the face of the Goddess is now invisible because of the tension that surrounds her.

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The goddess was still busy struggling with her thoughts. If he goes there then he will deal with Reza because of his attitude earlier. If he doesn't get there, he'll be late for class. Finally, the Goddess carefully stepped off to the roof of the school to calm herself down and move away from Reza. Maybe he'll be a little late, but it's better than having to meet Reza. When she had walked a few steps, the Goddess looked around at Reza to make sure that Reza did not see her going to the school roof.

Reza saw the Goddess who stepped away but immediately turned her attention to Tomi so that Dewi did not realize that from now on Reza continued to pay attention to her secretly. "Tom, I'm first." Tomi casually nodded and gently hit Reza on the shoulder. "Okay bro, I still want to wait for the Rose to be here." Reza walked away from Tomi who was still faithful standing to wait for the Rose. Reza looked around to look for the Goddess, but it seemed like she disappeared so quickly. Reza muttered in his mind, "Where did the Goddess go? Why is he avoiding me like this? Wait.. I think I know where she is." Reza immediately sped up his pace to search for the Goddess.

Meanwhile, on the other hand, the Goddess could only look down while hoping that Reza would not meet her now. But suddenly the Goddess remembered that Reza would definitely find her here. If it was someone else, then the Goddess would be calm if hiding here. But this is Reza. He couldn't possibly not have looked for her here. "How's this? I can't stay here or she'll find me easily. I'll just go to the library. Yeah, that's better." The goddess walked to the roof door of the school in a hurry. As she opened the door, how shocked the Goddess was at seeing Reza who was looking at her with her flat expression. He walked up to the Goddess who was also stepping back in fear of that expression. Reza immediately closed the school's roof door so no one could enter. The goddess could only step back as Reza walked over to her. But when it was close to the Goddess, Reza turned and sat on the bench while watching the Goddess. The goddess felt that there was something strange about Reza's attitude today. It was not usual for him to just be silent while being angry at the Goddess. "You want to stand there until tomorrow or sit here with me and talk about everything." The goddess did not understand what she had just heard from Reza. He spoke in a flat tone that made the Goddess reluctant to answer him because it could have been just a request, a statement, or maybe it was indeed a question. The Goddess just walked and sat on the same long bench as Reza, but with a distance that is still quite far. The goddess just looked down and did not know how else to do it. Both of them were silent in the cold morning. Dewi saw her watch which already showed at 07.10 WIB. "It's like this, but he's still quiet. Should I just talk first? But what do you want to say? Ah right, that can be." The Goddess in his heart. The goddess looked at Reza closely, still with her flat expression. Really sucks. Though the Goddess hoped that today would be very pleasant for her. But, oh, how else? Everything has happened, and now it is God who has to fix the situation. "Sorry, Za." Reza only glanced at the Goddess who was still faithful to look at him. "I'm sorry? What's for?" Again with his tone. Goddess really does not like the attitude of Reza on this one. It would be better if Reza scolded him instead of acting cold like this. "I'm sorry I didn't return your message last night." The goddess immediately turned her face away from Reza. It seems he can't say anything anymore. Reza's flat gaze, the look on his face, even his tone of speech really made Dewi feel depressed. "Is there anything else you want to say?" Reza asked while looking at the Goddess at a glance. The goddess only looked at him with an annoyed look because now her patience had run out. "Sorry about that." The goddess immediately got up and walked to the roof door of the school, while Reza was still faithfully sitting on that long bench. The moment Dewi wanted to open the door, she realized that it had been locked by Reza, and that it must have been on her. Reza who was aware of the Goddess panic was now just a small grin looking at the expression of the Goddess who was probably very upset at the moment. "What the hell is he.? What does it mean to do all this?" The goddess muttered softly without realizing that Reza was now standing behind her with her grin that made her look annoying. "You think this time you can apologize easily huh, just say sorry and then leave as you please. You didn't just do 1 Dew mistake, and I won't easily forgive you for that." Reza is getting closer to the Goddess. This was completely inconceivable to the Goddess. After the events of that time, even the Goddess to make a pact for Reza to stay away from him. But what is this doing? He started to approach the Goddess again until it was very close. Although it did not touch it, but it was quite successful in making the heart of the Goddess beat erratically until the Goddess was afraid in case Reza could hear his heartbeat. "W-what do you want? You didn't forget our agreement, did you?" Dewi tried firmly but still could not hold back her feelings because Reza's gaze made her nervous. "How could I forget that? I can't touch you, can I? But I'm not touching you. I just approached you to say that I still haven't forgiven you. If you want this key, you must make me forgive you. That's an interesting idea, right? We can solve all our problems here without anyone else knowing." Reza put the key to the school roof in his pants pocket. "What do you want so you can forgive me? Let's answer quickly, or we'll be late." "You turned out to be the one to the point yeah, good-natured. But you take it easy, it won't take long, because you just need to answer my wishes. If you can answer me quickly maybe you can get to class on time, maybe even before the entrance bell rings." The goddess could not understand what Reza meant. How could Reza forgive the Goddess through words alone. What questions will Reza ask? The goddess drowned in her daydream, not realizing that Reza was back on the bench. "Dew, you want to be there until tomorrow?" The Goddess's daydream was immediately spoiled by Reza's words, then immediately followed her and sat beside Reza. "Tell me what questions should I answer?" Reza only smiled briefly hearing the words of the Goddess. "Questions? I'm not gonna ask you anything. I just want you to cancel our agreement. After that you can go back to class." "What's? Why do you want to cancel it? It is not true that you helped me because there was another purpose. You perverted young man." The goddess wanted to get off her stool but Reza held her hand and stood up. "let go. I haven't said anything, have I? So don't hold my hand." Reza let go of her hand and looked at the Goddess blankly, while the Goddess was just silent and lowered her head in not wanting to look at Reza. "Dew, if you want to go..." The goddess noticed Reza who was taking the key out of her pocket. It seemed like he was going to give the key to the Goddess because he saw the anger of the Goddess. There was a small smile on the face of the Goddess as Reza moved her hand to give the key to her. The goddess immediately moved her hand to retrieve the key. But not until Dewi grabbed the key, Reza swiftly closed his hand back and put the key into the pocket to the left of his shirt. The goddess was shocked and instantly her smile instantly turned into a deep sense of regret. But Dewi did not comment anything because surely Reza will again corner him with various kinds of questions that are difficult for him. "Why? You don't want to take this key?" Reza held her pouch with her signature grin that made Dewi really angry. "Can't you do it easily? Why don't you just take this key here? It will not break our agreement. Remember, I can't touch you, but you can. This is a golden opportunity for you because I've never been kind to anyone like this. You can take it and I won't move." Goddess thought of Reza's words, what should she do? But maybe it's just a game like that. Was he really serious about not moving when he took the key? "Hm... Or.. lest you dare not do it, huh? Are you afraid of me, Dew? Hahaha. Pe-na-kut." Reza continued to taunt the Goddess to make her unable to hold back anymore. "I'm not a coward. Did you hear that? I'm not a coward." Reza smiled and raised his eyebrows. "Hmm. Your expression is quite convincing. Then prove it." Little by little the Goddess began to step closer to Reza who was silently pecking like the inanimate object and began to advance her hand to take the key in the left pocket of Reza's shirt, but his hand stopped for a moment when he was about to touch Reza. I don't know why there was a hint of doubt in the Goddess' heart to do so. Suddenly the Goddess felt a heartbeat beating very fast, even faster than her. Reza had pulled the Goddess' hand to feel her heartbeat which left the Goddess speechless and silently sculpting. "Can you feel it?" Reza releases her hand but Dewi still feels the sound of Reza's heartbeat. Then slowly Reza took a step back and immediately broke the Goddess' daydream about her. He reflexes and immediately subdued to shame at his outrageous attitude, because he could daydream when he felt Reza's feelings were truly thrilling for him. Did Reza feel the same way as him? "Sorry Za, I didn't mean to daydream earlier." The goddess looked at Reza with a gaze that was difficult for Reza to interpret. "Dew, I should be the one apologizing. You're not wrong, I'm the one who's guilty of holding your hand." Reza began to walk up to the Goddess with a gentle and warm gaze. It was really like a loving gaze, which would make the person who saw it melt his heart, as well as the Goddess. "Dew, I don't mean to break a promise, but this is all I'm doing so you can feel what I'm feeling right now. If I hadn't done it, maybe you'd still be standing still without touching me. Remember what I said back then, you can feel love through touch, and I'm sure you can feel it now. If I wanted to cancel this agreement, it wasn't because I was such a perverted young man as you said, but because I wanted to help you feel the love you wanted. Not through negative touch, but with small things like holding hands and holding hands. Dew, I'm sure that the relationship we have will be more developed and you will be easier to feel love. Tell you what, today if you can allow me to cancel that deal for today alone, then I'm sure you can definitely feel the love from me, I'll make sure of that. After that, all the decisions will be in your hands, whether you want to re-create this agreement or cancel it." Reza held the Goddess' hand and gave the key in her hand. "You can think about it all day until tonight, I want answers that come from your heart Dew." The goddess smiled briefly and walked to the door of the school rooftop, unlocked it and turned towards Reza who was still standing staring at the Goddess. "Alright, listen to my answer now. I'll give you a chance today, but tomorrow the deal will come back into effect again. Didn't you go to class?" Reza just nodded for a moment, "You go first." "Then I go first." Without much thought again the Goddess directly descended the stairs and returned to the classroom.