
Amira was crying as usual, Right now she is
being tested, patience with his family. His younger siblings misunderstand Amira, always feeling Amira selfish even though for the good of his sister Surya as well.
His sister Ana misunderstood him, thinking Amira always assess his energy with money, even though many debts in the struggle with her sister Surya that Amira had to pay. So it always bothers Ana, although not much but, Ana also needs a lot of capital for her business, and help my three younger brothers take care of mine IUP. Hopefully Ana will also understand Amira's position later.
His three other siblings are also busy taking care of permits.and Ana, who has the most capital wasted there, has billions of funds out but has not been stretched too, too, Ana, and the cost swells because of the added cost of field operations as well.
In addition to the problem of Amira's husband, who began to get bored at his job, every day complaining and angry, because the nature of his boss who always looks for problems so that my husband, make mistakes in order to get out without severance.
Amira's husband is very diligent in working. For eight years, never even sick alpa remained at work, and leave was rarely taken Husband Amira, because the husband is a hardworking, tenacious and diligent figure.
Soon Aryan, Insha Allah has been contracted and get a salary, one more year Insha Allah is not felt.
The more days of economic life the more difficult since building his house. Amira is always stoic and patient and always thinks positively. If the storm is not always going to be a storm, the rain is not always raining, and the water in the sea is not always high, it will certainly recede as well.
Likewise with the trials faced by Amira, there will certainly be wisdom and good results as well. The bigger your problem, God willing, the bigger the result. May Allah SWT Meridhoi and Grant. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin. 🤲🤲🤲."
Flashback Arul in college.
Amira recalls Arul, while studying in the big city, Arul often sleeps in Amira's boarding room. How fierce is the boarding mother Amira. who got the duty and trust from my father, not to let me go on the road with other boarding children. But Arul with our recalcitrant command.just to just take a nap or sleep at night in my room, just returned home again to his boarding house.
I sat outside watching the situation, Arul as if he didn't know me, I saw the hostess busy watching. I also arranged Arul through a narrow hallway at night, Arul settles like a thief, and I find him a way to run into my room, we really are like lovers only. who are afraid in the people.
I'm most overwhelmed if Arul comes by noon. Even sometimes run into the public bathroom, if you have not had time to enter my room, to avoid the word sniffed.
Arul just came just to sleep in my bed, then go home again, even we also sometimes skip college or there are courses that do not enter.
Arul is tens of kilometers away from me. Arul studied engineering at Architects and I studied private computer management. But we always have time to run away together, just eat, or go around in the shopping center even though there is nothing we buy, turn the mall and then go home. I like to see handsome men and beautiful women who are busy correcting, even though it is always a debate with Arul.
We're funny friends. Arul has a lot of male friends but none of them introduce me, nor do I know his taste is very high so there is no recommendation for him.
My high school best friend, who became a school idol with me first, stayed at my boarding house for a few days, even though there was her sister BTN's house, but she wanted to let go of her longing for me, she's been in the hijab and she's been persuading me every day to wear the hijab, but I was still a wayward.
My best friend named Shanty she was so beautiful that she was even prettier than me, even though the schoolmates said I was sweeter, and not bored looking at me.
Even Shanty said to me, first look at me, he already really likes my face is beautiful natural and very sweet in his view, even though I first saw it, I was fascinated with its beauty. And finally we admired each other to be friends.
I also became a Matchmaker for the two of them, they are a very compatible couple.
But alas, Arul brought her the last gift, in their relationship for only one week, when I saw Arul loved Shanty for the first time he opened his heart to Susan at my insistence.
Shanty also loves Arul, I see sadness in his eyes. But Shanty read a lot of religious books and no dating, he read them. He broke off his relationship with Arul. It makes Arul sad even though it looks ordinary in my eyes.
Arul and I often go together, I also go to his hostel often and his friends think I'm Arul's girlfriend.
I used to tease Arul, the situation was once decided unilaterally by my friend. Though Arul never blamed me, he was a very kind man.
Arul kept coming, visiting me and taking me on the road.
Tampa my hostess knows.
I'm also dating my current husband, he's a neighbor behind my new house, he's a handsome guy who is idolized by almost all the women who see him. He is handsome, kind and religious.
He even came to my college town to celebrate my birthday. Even Arul also celebrated at the seafront cafe. I introduced them too.
Arul was sad, and we rarely saw each other.
Parting with Arul, he never saw me again because we were busy studying increasingly crowded. Even the unfortunate arrival of my girlfriend, who has only been to my city once. Seen by my cousin's sister. He reported it to my father. And my father came to my town, took me home, stopped my sixth semester of college at that time.
Even asking for a farewell to Arul there is no time.
I went to teacher's school, just in front of my house, the campus. I don't see Arul anymore.
Maybe he already knows I'm getting married.
A dozen families have come to propose to me. I made a choice for me. An Akabri subdistrict officer, with the rank of LetKol. But I don't want to, he's twice my age. He asked me to meet, even his salary wanted him to transfer to my savings.
He's a good man, mature and humble. She's so grown up. I threatened her if I had a boyfriend, and she would kill herself, if she wanted to propose to me.
He laughed and switched the conversation if he came to where we met, he hired a rickshaw. He said he wanted to be appointed Deputy Chief and tomorrow his uniform, he wanted to take it to me for ironing.
I was angry and said I wasn't your babu, she was spinning, she was so funny and so happy to see me angry.
I ran away from home, because my father's affection was forced to marry me to my choice.
I continued my studies, even giving birth when I was still PKL KKN.
After I gave birth to my husband, he worked in a small company.
And I still haven't met Arul either, the last time I went to his house I had contact. Before long I heard he was married too, and his wife was jealous and I cut off contact with him. And change my card
I tried a few years later her contact number on her grandmother. Because Mama Arul is out of town. But not loved. Said his grandmother Arul's jealous wife. He said I would make trouble. Her grandmother knew me and Arul were like stamps.
At last until now they have all moved and I don't know where else to look, my best friend and brother, who knows where. If Arul knew, I'd always miss him. Remembering it makes me very sad.
I parted with Arul tampa - words farewell, a close relationship that has been established all this time I tried to move on from him, he said,
Even now if I'm sad I always miss her figure. And the first time in my life I trusted someone like Imram, I was so open to him, I really believed him, and he left because I hurt him too, even if I just misunderstood him. It really broke me, I kind of hurt Arul again for the second time.
I'm like a fool chasing his forgiveness, I've got his forgiveness, but my guilt and depression make me feel like this good boy is forced, and make him unhappy if I bother him again.
I also said things that made Imram more disappointed in me, even though I really just wanted him to be happy, and knowing me was his nightmare. So that he would be happy and forget the bad and bad people who hurt my father and Arul, and I deserved the hate of Imram too, because people as good as them do not deserve me.
They are sufficient in my best prayer alone, and I bury them in memory, that I have been cared for and cared for by people as good as they are.
I don't deserve to be happy, I should be in the law. Eventually my relationship with Imram deteriorated.
But why did the Almighty bring Ardi again in my life, and was so caring and loving to me like his little brother. I really don't want to be close to this kid, but this kid is so good always asking me and telling me about his activities.
The Almighty loves me so much, I really can't avoid Ardi. He was so happy with my life. And very considerate even he looks a lot like Imram. The way he talks, his smarts, his manjanya, bring him and his pedulis they really look very much like Ardi only doubled again and was very well taken with my lifestyle, even determine my sleeping hours, eating me, and, Ardi really very cute. Chat just eat, until many times he really wants to make me fat. A very kind and loving child.
But it's very funny. He can always make me smile there are just his activities that make me ticklish.His eyes are swollen, he reports a complete photo of the proof.would just eat the report, just eat the report, want to work a report and whatever happens in his life must be a report. I was so entertained and always smiling she was so adorable.
But really I cannot forget my good son Imram, may he always be healthy and happy and successful in his life. All the best prayers are for you Imram, Arul is also my father. May my father be happy in the Heaven of Allah SWT. Amin YRA 🤲🤲."
Flashback Amira after marriage
My father came to visit, and he was very sad to see his son living in a narrow boarding house.
My father told my husband to quit his job, and join my brother's chicken farm.
My sister sells wood, which is the largest wooden shelter in the city. My uncle my father's brother is a successful businessman. His efforts are engaged in the field of expedition and has the largest wood IUP in propensi. My sister Ana, married my uncle's sister.
I also joined my sister's business, but the bird flu disease made a continuous loss, finally my sister Ana closed it. And I was directed again to another city of Pripensi, taking care of my uncle's expedition and transporting his wood by container.
Long enough I worked at my uncle for about six years, taking care of his expedition over a hundred units with his outboard and taking care of his wood, to put it in the container send out the propensi.
Seriate.