
"Introduce my name Amira, I am a woman who has a sagittarius star.
I am cheerful, friendly, open, honest and very affectionate, and love to travel and adventure.
Although sometimes I am hard if I have to do it, because if we have to do work we have to be firm, and disciplined, if needed.
I was always warm, and friendly to anyone who looked at him.
I am a simple figure, and a little relaxed if looking for rupiah coffers, because I prefer comfort, and share with others, both energy and material if needed.
My family is Arab Blaster, it is said that Buyutku is three kyai siblings who came to Indonesia in the city of Sulawesi, entered to spread Islam, and settled there, he said, we are one of their descendants.
My family is a lot of businessmen, engaged in services, Shops, and my Uncle has a Mine company, also many other families also have companies.
I have three younger brothers, and my two younger siblings, one of whom, the head manager at one of my Uncle's partner companies, is also a manager at another branch of PT, Milik Ibu Aliyah.
My uncle's partner was a very kind, humble and religious figure and generous. Knowing that figure really makes us very amazed and respect him.
My two sisters do not want to be attached to the family, more comfortable and free if other people, but tampa family too, we are not who - who, and could not possibly get a good position, he said, and the trust of a good man like my brother's boss.
One of my younger siblings named Surya wants to have his own company, and this kindly boss of my younger brother, is very supportive of my younger brother Surya to realize his dream, the point is to create as many charity fields as before death, he really is a boss that I admire and respect a lot, and this is where a lot of conflict starts, which makes a lot of trouble.
I feel like I have a lot in common with my sister's boss named Aliyah's mother, and we also have the same zodiac sign, sagittarius. Even though we can't believe it, and I just think the zodiac is a science just like mathematics, biology and others. As long as we use it to improve our person for the better what is wrong.
I always pray that I will be met with a benevolent and virtuous Almighty being, may Aliyah's mother be the answer to my prayers all this time. Amen 🤲🤲
Finally met me with the figure of a very young child, but kind hearted, humorous, also romantic and very loving, very similar Arul my best friend, and my father.
The plan is very smart, and insightful.
He was a good friend of mine Imram, who was 22 years old but very mature in his thinking, and good in his ethics.
Until now, he was very disappointed with me, but his services that always helped me share, discussions and wise advice, even his funny, adorable encouragement emoji are also very soothing, very soothing, I will never forget.
That's what makes me feel so guilty, and so lost the figure of my good son, but a sense of friend to me.
By making a mistake that I accidentally hurt her heart, and her trust in me.
I was so stupid I couldn't take care of my good angel, but I'll always remember his kindness for the rest of my life.
In the teachings of Islam one of them, if humans get the slightest trial, believe and rest assured that the Almighty will not test his servant, beyond his ability.
And when I had the lowest point of my life, it was so bad and so sad, and so hurt that I almost gave up, and wanted to leave it all behind. My little family and my big family.
The trials of my little family and of my extended family, never ceasing to plague my life, to torment my heart, and to crush my feelings, and to make the wounds more and more daily, ever greater, ever greater, my patience is over the threshold, and I really can't stand it anymore.
Even I had prepared a faraway place to leave them all, for I could no longer bear the endless trials, always came whack, from my extended family, especially my small family.
My husband who should be the Priest I respect is always angry, and always looking for quarrel material, when only a trivial matter, and finally the divorce is on the doorstep, I have given up.
It's cute, and very childish when you're angry, and you can't control the words, he said, which is very painful.
His snarling hobby, and angry yelling, made me tired, because for seven years I was patient from his attitude that was once very good, and very loving, and very loving, turned into someone else who was so grumpy and vindictive.
On the other hand, my extended family did not support me, and considered us foolish warriors, and my dearly respected sister became annoyed, and gave me hurtful words that were only slander to me. I really lost their love again.
Even my mother, who is Heaven to me, had sworn me to die, and ended up making me crash.
My mother was tired of my life just walking in place, and blamed me.
I know all parents want the best for their children, and I can't force things, like flying but no wings. I calmed down and quarreled with my mother, who made her very angry, and cursed me.
The Almighty still forgave me, by giving me the feeling of wearing a skull helmet, which my sister laughed at, but it saved my life.
I was hit, bounced on the asphalt, my face and head dragged on the asphalt, and thankfully there was a helmet that saved me, and only minor injuries.
Even on the other hand, my sister Surya and the team I fought for, were not compact with me, and considered them much smarter, they said,
Even over a year I sacrificed time, energy, even money and a victim of feelings, but my sister Surya did not appreciate me, and sometimes cursed me.
Even my youngest child is getting more insolent to me, because my Husband is too pampering her, not even embarrassed to fight in front of children, and other people who make me very stressed are also depressed.
I am really not strong anymore with trials from all directions, there is always a matter of contention even if only a trivial matter.
I really feel like everyone hates me, and I feel like a kara. And determined to leave them all.
That's when I missed my best friend Arul and my father, if he had, he would have always supported me, given me his best solutions, because they were so good, and cared so much about me, she said, and they were the best friends I ever had.
At least he'll give me encouragement, and a zeal to be patient, and endure when there's nothing more I can hold on to.
It was like my feet were already very sore, broken, and swollen, and I needed a stick to stand on when I couldn't walk, but I had to keep going, while the road that I will go, is still very long and winding.
And this is where I believe that the Almighty will not try his people beyond his means, and present his good angel, in the body of a very young, cute and adorable child, and very good manners pekertinya, good and very caring, named Imram.
Imram is here to help me give me encouragement, advice, and support in the way he talks, and his speech is very similar to the figure I miss, my friend Arul, and my father.
The Almighty brought Imram into my life, to help me through the grief, which was so incredibly painful.
I feel that Father and Arul, having been present in this good boy named Imram well, are very similar.
Arul who is actually very expensive personal, calm, quiet, but very cool, and cares for me, also cheerful, and always defends me, and gives realistic advice.
Indeed Arul lives in Imram, the son who has a very expensive, and honorable, loyal, very personal who is very similar to my friend Arul.
So was his advice, his wise defense, the same way my father always supported me in everything, who always stood up for me.
The Almighty was very kind to me, giving me a favor that really helped me.
Great happiness, my longing for the two best friends I have ever had, Father, and Arul, now I feel again.
But this was only a moment's happiness, my greatest sorrow again wracked my life back, which was getting worse and more helpless.
Losing Imram made me lose my father back, and Arul who I missed.
The three of them have truly left me, alone.
Right now I can just keep crying, and apologizing, and thanking you, they've been in my life, and helped me so much, though they must weep for those who have truly left me a kara back.
The Almighty teaches the word sincere, but I really cannot do it.
Imram's presence really I can feel the true friendship back, so Imram's help to me, is priceless to me, even though Imram himself considers it normal, because it's natural to me, because Imram himself, it's very similar, never had the same story as me.
But I will tell you in the next chapters, about Arul and my father.
And I am sure that after you all read it, you will support me, if Imram really means so much to me, Father, and Arul, that it is only natural that I am so sad to lose all three of them.
I'm sorry my good son Imram, Auntie feels like the most evil person in the world, the most blind man in the world, because it has made you so angry my dear son, my dear friend, my dear friend, although only misunderstanding, but it really scares you, and traumatized with Auntie.
This is just a misunderstanding that makes friendship destroyed.
Thank you Imram, may Aunt, will be stronger, hope also always pray to the Almighty, so that time will make you understand son, if this is just a misunderstanding son, son, and want to establish a better relationship with Aunty, more friend, and we will always support in goodness and get the pleasure of God son. Amin 🤲
Thank you for everything my best friend Imram. May you always be healthy son, successful, and happy, and have a sholeha wife, someday and get a sholeh child, and sholeha also a well-established life, as well as comfortable, and happy.
So is my biological son, whom I love Aryan very much, and Patih.
Hopefully Arul can return to me as his true friend back, I really love him. Although not love as a lover, but he is very valuable to me. Amin Ya Rabb Alamin 🤲🤲. May the Almighty Accept.
And may my father be forgiven of all his sins, and be received of all his good deeds, and be received with the Almighty, and enter into your paradise, O Allah SWT. Amin YRA 🤲🤲."
Seriate.