
I just want to remember the kind words, and forget the current disappointment to me, let me consider this is karma to me, and hopefully Arul can meet me again too , and I can apologize to him.
Imram's words of encouragement, Kata - he said that cares so much about me
I knew he had given it to me before I hurt his heart, even if it was just a misunderstanding.
I also always cry and miss Imram very much if I remember his WA message, which I have deleted, because it only makes me cry and miss him who has forgotten me. That kid is like Arul to me. These words are so I miss them.
"Auntie spirit...
Auntie, don't eat, it'll hurt...
Watch eating and drinking lots of water...
Don't stay up aunty often...
Ouch..Aunt should take medicine ...
Aunty.rain drizzle later in the wind....
It should be so Auntie...
waaahs..Great aunt....
For dong Aunty his cleverness...
Steady....
Haha.....
wkwkwkwkkw..."
Although I always bother him and want to make him my adopted son, and Imram has rejected me many times.,
Well, I just like the fad and very anxious, if reading WA his refusal, which makes me even more anxious about him, and this is what I really regret.
I can't force him because he's been considered Arul to me, he's really the best friend the Almighty has chosen for me, to pass the toughest test of my life, and also as karma for ever hurting my best friend Arul.
Right now my good boy is really disappointed and may have hated me for violating his privacy, even if it was just a misunderstanding.
I cried again remembering Arul.
"Where are you ? I miss you so much..Hik..hik..hik..hik.
Imram came to occupy your position in my heart, but he has left me too, just as I left you back then, I'm sorry Arul, I'm so sorry."
I remember . first getting to know this kid, I said if this kid had a girlfriend and he decided his girlfriend would be hard for his girlfriend to move on, and would look for a psychiatrist.
It seems like that also applies to me at this time, I'm just his friend, it seems like I also need a psychiatrist because it's very difficult to move on from him.
Tears flowed again when it was two months, but this child can still make me cry, while he was there well and very happy and maybe very happy to have forgotten me.
I really cannot hate this good boy, and must sincerely accept this as a life ordeal that I must go through, and hope that one day Imram and Arul will establish a divine relationship with me again.
This is just guilt, because he has not been able to repay his services, he has been disappointed and forgotten me and this is what makes me sad because he already loves him like Arul for me.
"My son Imram, I'm sorry, son, I'm so sorry. A very sorry joke that makes you very angry at mom. I'm sorry son, I'm so sorry to make you angry and disappointed in you.
This anger of yours son, is a form of affection for you son, because you have trusted your mother as a good friend, but betrayed your trust, son. I'm sorry Imram, I'm so sorry."
Seriate.