
The ringing tone of the incoming message, ringing on my phone, I also realized in my daydream.
I took my phone, and read WA in.
I smiled, a little bit to erase my sadness.
It's Ardi's name, in my WA message. I read it too.
"Mother is healthy, drink plenty of water, and don't eat late."
I also smiled, this child, reminding me again of Imram who does not want to know me anymore. Remembering that I am sad again. Imram forgets me and it's as easy as he forgets me.
I also replied to Ardi's chat message. A child one year from Imram's age.
"Thank you my dear son, for his attention. I'll follow your request, son.."
I also gave emoji sign, baby.
My dear son said, I often use it on my children Aryan and Imram. Right now I'm using it on Ardi's good boy my solid team.
Ardi chat messages are back in.
"Mother do not be sad continue well mother, Ardi will accompany mother, in through all this sadness, do not hesitate to me mother, healthy continue well mother, I pray mother is always healthy."
I was moved to read Ardi's message. The Almighty was very kind to me, giving me a replacement for this good boy, who was also very considerate like Imram. But I really can't forget Imram, I already love him like my best friend Arul.
"I'll get back at Ardi's chat by still crying bitterly."
"Yes my dear son, thank you for your attention. My son Ardi also keep the diet and rest well. Thanks for the support. Pray mommy son, that my son Imram forgive mom, and my sister Surya will listen to my mother's advice son."
I told you about Imram, my sadness that made Imram misunderstand, and was angry with me. Also my sister Surya.
"Mother don't be sad anymore well, Ardi wants to be a friend and foster child...What matters is that you don't be sad. Ardi is sure that one day Imram will forgive you."
Hearing Ardi's sincere and innocent reply, My tears were rushing more and more.
it is very difficult to develop trust and love in someone. Especially until he hates us, doesn't trust us, and misunderstandings are painful. For me who is so sincere, and trusts Imram.
Ardi being present in my life is no coincidence. The Almighty loves me too much, always giving me a helper angel. But it's very hard to forget Imram who once cared so much and was kind to me. He was really present when I really was down.
Right now, the Almighty is bringing Ardi into my life. So that you do not feel sad and bad again. Ardi is the same as Imram a very sweet and kind child.
Remembering Imram my heart is still very sore and sad. This kid I already love like my best friend Arul.
Rejection Imram very much I respect only idle, and like to tease him just to be anxious with his rejection. I finally really lost it. Being his only friend he really does not want to anymore, even the heart to break the rope of silahturahmi.
This is what makes me sad, an endless regret Because he cares so much and is such a good-natured kid, hurting and taking away his trust that it makes me sad.
All this time I was a helper for the people I met, besides Arul who was really sincere with me, also this good boy really helped me, when I really needed him. and at a time when I hadn't had time to repay her kindness, she left me with her anger and hatred and disbelief in me, and considered me presumptuous to hurt her parents, and to disturb her privacy, even if it was just a one-sided accusation from him. It makes me very sad and hurt.
Whatever the contents of my apology chat, absolutely can not knock the door sorry from him. And to forget it is a very difficult thing to do, even though the Almighty has sent me many angels of help, but really I cannot forget Imram just like that. This kid is really good and I have a hard time forgetting.
I wish I could see him again, even if I could only look at him from a distance. Seeing him live a comfortable and happy life has made me happy. He was once present in my life as a kind friend of mine. That's all I'll remember, I'll forget the pain he left me.
I was grateful to be able to feel Arul's pain at the time I also left him. And consider this karma worthy of me. May time bring back my best friend Arul, and his wife may also receive me well. And pray Imram to be always healthy and happy and successful and comfortable. It is only kindness that I can do, to repay her services to me.
Although deep down, I really hope Imram will connect with me again, even though it is impossible, because he is a strong and principled child.
Only the Almighty can change his views and principles. May time make me forget him, if ever he will not forgive me, and if time returns his trust to me, may I keep his trust as good as possible. Amens.
Seriate.