Imram And Arul And My Solid Team

Chapter 35. Mama Knows Its Location Is Extreme.

My house was rowdy again with my mother's voice that nagged and nyerocos who had become her talent as a housewife with a tone of threat.

"Well if you dare to go to the Scout show is not clear, you are still in fourth grade Elementary, still a child why your teacher is bod*h once, you know, hold an overnight event on the mountain that must pass through the forest, the river. Mama knows the location is extreme."

"And blah blah blah blah continued to nag, Did he not know this child well, said my teacher bod*h again, while he is also a teacher. Do you think I'm silent Because the scolding goes into my brain, do you not know that I just wait for him to get tired of nagging then go to the kitchen and I keep running away. I shut up mama because I don't want to oppose you 'cause if I say one word, the answer is ten words from you mama, the longer the lecture becomes. "

My mother nagged and I answered her by nagging too, but only inwardly.

I also have a sad face so that my mother thinks I'm losing, but this is my cunning way to get her to stop lecturing and I run away.

Finally my mom got tired of nagging and my dad hasn't come yet.

He came in and I ran off on my bike.

I'm always not afraid of risk, and always think about risk behind me, which is important I'm happy.

By the time I went to school, I didn't forget my parents' consent file, I signed it myself, as if I had permission.

There was a bus waiting in front of the school we went up, and we were absent one later told to sit neatly and be told to pray and then the car left.

About an hour's drive up, there were six teachers accompanying us.

We got off the bus and started walking deep into a clean garden, past a durian garden, and then we got into a garden, the river is small and continues to climb the mountain and we arrive at a bare hill that has grass on it, but not very long neat, it seems well maintained because it is often occupied by other schools camping.

The teacher started telling us to eat, opening up supplies of course I wasn't there, while the money wasn't there because I ran away.

My friend is very kind to share his food with me, because he brings a lot of food.

Two hours later, I saw my father running towards me.

I thought he was angry and pulled me home.

He just brought me a change of clothes, a blanket, a sarong, a jacket, autan and lots of Snacks and biscuits as well as food on the bushel and enough money, he said,

"Did my father think there was a stall here, but I took what he loved, but scolded me he left me.

My father left me, and went near my teacher, and had a little chat and then left waving his hands to me.

My father always cared for me, always stood up for me even though my mistakes were fatal, and Arul, they always stood up for me and cared about me.

Arul and my father were so kind and always stood up for me and loved me, even though I was stubbornly begging for mercy.

I also cried bitterly, the memory of my dead father and the memory of Arul so tormented me at this moment, I really hurt them. I was sobbing, my heart hurt and missed them so much.

The Almighty brought Imram into my life, letting my heart love him as much as my love for my late father and Arul, and give me a valuable lesson if I love people as much as my father and Arul love me,

Would they not be sad and hurt if left without good communication, as I did to both of them who are very dear to me. My late father and Arul, they were very sad to lose me and the Almighty gave me a lesson about the Meaning of Abandonment.

Who is Imram, why is it so painful to lose him ?

When I wanted to do the same thing again, to be a coward when all my family that I loved was upset with me, and made me desperate and want to run away again. The almighty brought Imram into my life, and taught me the meaning left behind because of misunderstanding.

Only then did I realize the valuable lesson, that I was so evil and hurt my father, and Arul left them out of misunderstanding, from me who was one-sided to find a solution. It finally hurt my two beloveds.

The Almighty's affection grew in my heart like my love for Arul and my late father, for Imram who had a caring, kind and sincere soul and always stood up for me even though I knew I was wrong, such is the personal reflection of Arul and my late father.

And make me aware that if there is a problem like this, even though a storm of any size I must still be patient and firm, Because the storm will not always be a storm, there must also be calm after the storm.

Don't run away like a coward and hurt the hearts of those who love us, and end up with endless regret.

I also woke up from my sleep, took the water of ablution and prayers Sunnah repentance ask forgiveness to the almighty, and pray father and Arul will be happy and well - fine, all right, and so does Imram, whom I love. Begging the Almighty to forgive me, my three beloveds.

May I be patient and steadfast with this ordeal, and may I become a better human being. The three of them are no longer with me. Amen 🤲.

Thank you God, You love me so much, giving me sorrow with many life lessons in it, which makes me wish I could be even stronger, even if only myself stood up against the storm, and it must remain firm, though the Almighty knows my heart is as soft as silk and very fragile, I am sure there will always be a way for me Amin 🤲

I also tried to cleanse my heart, trying to remove the endless regret, and was sure my father and Arul would be sad if I saw me sad, because I knew they were so sincere to me, and dear to me.

My heart at Imram will soon heal if the shadows of regret I lose in my heart, and try to always apologize to my good son, he said, the innocent and he came into my life as just a life lesson.

May you be strong son Imram face me, because Mother is a tough fighter, thick face and thick with steel, will always apologize to you until my heart believes if Imram son sincerely forgives mother.

I know your heart is still upset and disappointed in your mother, so be ready to love Mom, who is actually very cute and expensive.

Do you know son, I know, that I'm the most selfish person to face you son, and shameless.

But if your heart has cleared back to Mom, I'm sure you must be laughing at Mom, which is so silly just an apology for your heart to accept sincerely, I'm willing to embarrass myself.

Never mind yourself son, even Ilfeel's mother to yourself son, but your presence really opens the wounds of the memory of mother with my father and Arul. And admit that I'm guilty to both of my beloveds. May you three forgive me. Amin 🤲

Seriate.