
Right now I really miss my best friend Arul, if she were still with me, at least she could cheer me up, and encourage me, if I was such a strong woman.
I'm tired and I've survived because I think about Aryan's future, so that my son Aryan can finish college and work.
I've always been strong for Aryan, I don't want to be thinking about my feelings, my happiness my son is a victim.
I'm not rich in treasure, but I'm very rich in affection for her.
When Aryan was little I educated him independently and disciplined so that if he grew up and I could no longer survive with his father.
My Aryan will grow up to be an independent and powerful child.
Right now I am spoiled for her, to show her that this is the true nature of her mother, willing to endure heartache, to endure grief only for her.
I need my son back, 'cause if I'm not with his father anymore, Aryan I'll replace all the grief I'm going through, with his affection.
Because if we only think about our own happiness, it is always the child who is the victim.
Farewell is a broken home for the child, and separation, and starting with a new partner will only sacrifice the future of the child, of the former husband.
We can not immediately find a person who suits us, how our children.
Although my Aryan life is far from luxurious, even very simple, and we are not wealthy parents but at least his parents are still complete to guide him.
At least Aryan My son, I don't leave it to my family, I know my sisters are very good, I know, but my Aryan is a very difficult boy he will adapt to my sister's family in a way to educate her discipline, because my sister is a self-employed businessman. There's no way Aryan's just sitting in his room, he's also definitely not good at busy work, while he's sitting quietly in his room.
I know my son Aryan, he is a type of intervort, and genius-brained, his movements are very slow, and not agile.
I don't want my mom who's very passionate to be angry, always nagging my slow Aryan.
My son still really needs a complete parent for him, even though I really can't stand it anymore,
What's wrong with crying enough, ?even crying until the morning, while the husband only pretended to be stupid, and sleeps soundly tampa word of apology from his mouth. It was all for Aryan.
I always prayed that my son would have a sister, and a good friend for him.
The presence of good children like Ardi, Fandi and friends as good as Imram may be the answer to my prayer. Amen 🤲🤲
Mama just wanted to say these words My dear son 🥰
"Aryan My dear son 🥰 only the Almighty knows if I love you very much son, Your brother Fatih is still a child, God willing Aryan will be the best brother for his sister in the future. Amen 🤲🤲
Right now Mama's so spoiled for you son, 'cause Mama knows my son is all grown up now, and can already be the backbone of Mama, and Fatih.
If your dad doesn't match up with Mama anymore, does he, ?
Or death separates us.
Mama knows age is a secret Almighty, we don't know
Is Dad, or is Mama, or is Aryan going first ?
But at least man is only planning, and the determinant remains the Almighty.
At least we always believe in him, if the fruit of patience, and sincerity will always bear sweet fruit from - HIS
At least my son loves me, and cares for me, and knows that his mama has good intentions in her upbringing, for the sake of her better future.
I want him to go to college at least my son
having a diploma other than High School, in order to get a better workplace.because working for his Uncle will not forever last, among the increasingly tough competition. At PT heavy equipment rental Uncle.
Especially if.work at My Uncle Mine Company, which is very in siplin, I alone are very agile and nimble can not survive Moreover Aryan I am slow.
While time will not be taken down again, and my Aryan will get older, and can not repeat the time that has been running, which will only leave regrets.
My dear child.patience son, be patient a little more my dear 🥰.
Mama knew studying at the Polytechnic campus. The Chemical Minerals section is tough, baby, but my dear, among the thousands of people who sign up, dear, only thirty-five are accepted, son,, due to the intense competition for admission to college at the Polytechnic the best in the country, even free lectures, for the best students selected.
My son proved that my son is very intelligent and genius, and can get away with it, It proves that I did not misjudge you my dear son 🥰 If my son deserves, and is able to go to college there, even though it is very heavy. Mama believes my Aryan must be strong, and always be the best.
My brother always thought I overestimated my son, I did not exceed my son's ability, I was just honest, and very proud of my Son.
Even I was willing to go through a lot of sadness for his success, and prove that my son was always the best.
Only the Almighty bears witness to me loving and loving my Son, and always wishing him the best.
Work dear 🥰 and be patient a little more 🥰 For the sake of waiting today, know my dear son 🥰 very many tears that Mama spent to accompany every day - your day dear.
Even though Mama really can't afford it anymore, thankfully my Arul figure has come in the figure of a young boy named Imram who came to encourage, and comfort my dear Mama son 🥰 even help you son, son, Because at that time, Mama really gave up and was desperate.
How the good boy, always supporting me, even paying attention to my health, always reminding me to eat, do not stay up. even help me share, and discuss with the many problems of sadness in my life.
The boy looked so much like Arul, scolded me sometimes, like his sister, gave her a passionate support, and always carried funny stories with his emojis that were very soothing, even making Mama laugh.
Imran is a very good boy, even though he is only a child, but really he has a very mature, sincere, caring, caring and very kind soul.
Doesn't his anger make Mama very sad, because Mama's good heart feels to be a very bad person to him, but Imram who always helps Mama, always take the time to hear Mama's story, Mama, and always comforting this very sad heart, even though it is only a misunderstanding but hurting Imran's heart really makes Mama very sad.
She really looks like Arul, her way of speaking that is chubby, spoiled, cheerful and sometimes very mature. Even her pair of eyes are very similar to Arul, even her hair, which every Mama sees, even in her WA profile photo, but being able to make her cry with regret, has disappointed her, she said, and lost his trust again. Really Imram is a true friend to Mama, he really is very similar to Arul Mama.
Arul never left Mama, but I was the one who left him.
Now that Karma has happened to me, Imran is leaving me. It is not I who left him. This is a very valuable life lesson for me.
I'm sorry Arul, this is the sadness you've been through, because of my mistake. I feel it now too. Thank you Arul even though I realized it too late, but I really really love you. Arul is my brother, and the best friend of my life.
Although Imram is only present for a moment in Mama's life but bring her support, her care, her attention really helps mama who is already very fragile, and no longer strong to walk with you, my dear son. 🥰
May Imram get the best of the Almighty, because it has helped Mama in a time of fragile, slumped, desperate, and sorrow that is so incredibly painful and painful.
Living among brothers who don't appreciate us anymore.
Living among husbands who only always hurt our hearts,
Living between my two children who misunderstood me,
Even my mother's birth mother always misunderstood me.
At that time, my mother really felt a little kara, very depressed, and was desperate.
But the almighty always gives its best way out. Imran's figure really helped mama to rise, so
mama is very hard to move on, and forget the good boy. Only the best prayer I can do is to repay his services.
I am the faithful woman of my dear son 🥰 both in love, and friendship.
My husband Andre and my best friend Arul are two very good men.
Hopefully Mama can meet with Arul again and make a more solid friendship, and my old Andre, your father my dear son 🥰 will come back to Mama
May my Andre realize how loyal Amira is to him,
How much Amira sacrificed for him,
How patient Amira was to face him. Although she was worthless, Amira always faithfully accompanied her steps,
Though if Amira wanted to, she was still very beautiful, and had a very well-established bloodline.
Finding a replacement for him is easy. But this is Amira, who always follows his heart not his lust.
May all be well, and all will be better, and be beautiful in time. Amen YRA's.
May my children Aryan and Fatih always healthy, long life, successful, happy and safe World and the Hereafter, as well as for Mama, and Dad. Amin 🤲
So did the same prayer for Imram, Ardi and Fandi. Amin 🤲
So is the same prayer for all Mama and Dad's families .Amin 🤲
Also the same prayer for the best friend I ever had Arul, and his family. Amin 🤲
Author so mewek nih, as well as My Readers.
We pray for Amira well, May Amira be happy for the rest of her life, which is getting older. Amen 🤲🤲
"Okey we go back to the story of Andre and Arul."
Seriate.