I Want What I Don't Want

Because I'm Beautiful

"What are you doing?! Quickly release!!", cried the visitor while pulling his hand but not flinching at all.

"Sorry", said Sky with a cold gaze made the visitor slightly shudder.

"You... You're... How dare you be rude to me! You don't know who I am? I will make you regret what you did!!", the visitor's rent while throwing a punch with his other hand.

But again the sky stopped his hand swiftly. The slightly conscious visitor from his drunkenness frowned in pain by the clutches of Heaven.

"What's this about? Please don't make a fuss here.", suddenly a man with a fat stature came over to them.

He is the restaurant manager. He immediately rushed down as soon as he got a report that there was a commotion in the restaurant.

"Sky. Quickly release!", whispered Rhea who began to be uncomfortable because of being the center of attention.

The sky took off its grip suddenly so that it made the visitor slightly staggered back.

"Sorry, it has made you feel uncomfortable. We will ask another servant to serve you", said the manager politely and slightly bowed to find out who the visitor was making a fuss.

He is Toni Mahendra, the eldest son of the Mahendra family who is a prominent family in this city.

He is famous for his arrogant attitude that often makes trouble. Yet no one dared to fight him.

Withstanding the embarrassment from the gazes of the people, Toni went to follow the waiter who had been appointed by the restaurant manager.

Before leaving he stared intently at Rhea who had already made him look ridiculous in front of many people. 'Just look! I'll make a calculation with you fucking wanitan!!'

"You! Come to my room!", the manager ordered Rhea and then went to Toni to calm her anger.

Rhea also moved from her place, walking towards the manager's room which was above the restaurant building.

Rhea entered the manager's room that could not be said to be clean, the smell of cigarettes and alcohol slightly smelled, making Rhea have to hold her breath for a while.

He began to look around the room after his kiss got used to it. The room was so small that only a few pieces of furniture were there.

Rhea walked towards the chair facing the manager's desk, waiting for the manager's arrival. 'Looks like I have to find a job again.'

Brak!

Hearing the sound of the door opening made Rhea stand politely towards the manager who entered the room.

"Sit.", the manager orders after he sits in his chair. "You know who that guy was? He is the eldest son of the Mahendra family! You're making trouble with the wrong guy! Fortunately, he will not dispute this, as long as you are fired!", said the manager in a huff.

Actually he regretted if Rhea was fired. Rhea was a deft and diligent employee who always meant her work.

In addition, she is also beautiful so that it attracts her attention and has included her in her list of hunted women for fun.

"Good, sir. I will stop working" replied Rhea calmly because he had expected it.

"I hope you understand that this is for the sake of this restaurant. Let's just say you're unlucky to be dealing with Toni Mahendra."

"Yes, sir. Then I'll excuse you", Rhea stood up and bowed politely and turned around to leave the room.

He did not want to linger there because the strange gaze of the manager made him uncomfortable.

Arriving in the dressing room, Rhea immediately opened the locker and took her bag without changing her uniform. He wants to go home and sleep because he is tired.

"Rhea! You're all right, aren't you? What did the manager say? Are you going home now? Wait for me, let's go home together", Siska who just arrived in the dressing room immediately asked Rhea.

"You okay?", asked Sky to approach Rhea as soon as he saw her coming out of the restaurant. He had been waiting for Rhea from earlier in front of the restaurant.

"I'm fine. Why are you still here?", asked Rhea as she calmed her heartbeat. 'It's always like this when you're with the sky. I have to learn to calm down'.

"I want to take you home."

"no need. My house is close only need to walk 15 minutes.", refused Rhea began to move her legs.

"I'm with you", the sky did not give up and walked alongside Rhea.

"Whatever.", Rhea did not want to argue because she felt tired.

"OK.", a thin smile adorns the face of Heaven because it can be together with Rhea even if only briefly.

On the way home they did not talk much. Rhea was silent because she was not yet comfortable with the Sky, in contrast to Julie and Sean, the Sky looked a little quiet.

Maybe if Julie and Sean heard it, they would laugh, because basically the Sky is not a quiet person.

The sky was silent in front of Rhea for not knowing what to talk about. Although he really wanted to talk about a lot of things with Rhea. He wanted to know her more closely.

"We have arrived. Thank you for driving me. I entered first", said Rhea disperse the reverie of Heaven who was still thinking of a conversation that could bring them closer.

"It turns out to be close.", murmured the sky slowly.

"You think I lied when I told you my house was close to the restaurant?", though slowly, Rhea could hear the murmuring of Heaven.

"No. I only regret that I couldn't stay with you any longer" Sky replied involuntarily letting out his heart.

Getting such an answer left Rhea stunned and her heart racing.

Even the sky was stunned by his own words.

The mood became quiet. Only the sound of insects and the whirling of the night wind.

"Do you like me?", asked Rhea suddenly breaking the silence.

He really doesn't like pleasantries. And he wanted to ascertain the feeling of Heaven so that he could act ordinary in the future when he met Heaven.

"Yes.", suddenly asked as it made Sky answer with a little hanging, because he was not ready to express his feelings.

"Why? Didn't we just get to know each other? You don't even know me very well. We never talk either.", Rhea became more pounding and a little happy to hear Sky's answer, but she tried to suppress her feelings, because as she said just now, she was trying to suppress her feelings, there is no reason why the sky likes it.

The sky was silent confused as to what to answer. What Rhea said was right. They were newly acquainted and never spoke to each other properly, only ever greeting each other.

If he answers falling in love at first sight, he is afraid of being considered silly and not serious.

Rhea looked at the silent Sky unable to answer, making her a little disappointed.

"Is it because I'm beautiful?", asked Rhea in light of the reason that men had been trying to approach her.

The sky was increasingly at a loss for words seeing Rhea ask like that with a flat expression.

'It's true Rhea is beautiful. But he actually said it himself innocently? Her cute...' He was eager to pinch Rhea's cheek so anxiously.