I Want What I Don't Want

I've Knew

Rhea was sitting under a tree enjoying the breeze that hit her face. He leaned against the tree trunk while closing his eyes. He always enjoys being alone.

"Rhea. How are you doing? I heard you're going on college leave?"

Rhea opened her eyes to see who was standing in front of her. 'Tomy!? Damnit. Why should I meet him!'

"I'm doing fine. Sorry I have to go.", Rhea got up and wanted to get away from Tomy.

"Hey, wait. Why rush? Didn't I ask nicely?", Tomy held onto Rhea's arm.

"Take off!", Rhea tightly jerked her hand to escape.

"Hey, hey, relax. I'm not gonna do anything" Tomy raised his hand up.

Rhea snorted in annoyance and immediately left Tomy.

"Basic ******. Just so you know, I never liked you. I only feel sorry for you because no one seems to like you. Fuck!", half-screaming Tomy curses Rhea who starts walking away.

'Printing!', Inner Rhea.

Tomy is his college friend who is ostracized for always making trouble.

One day Rhea accidentally saw him sitting very distressed. Rhea felt sorry. He approached her and gave her a canned drink which he bought. Hope he's a little entertained.

But it turns out that Tomy misinterpreted his actions as a liking.

Rhea was already outside the campus gate when suddenly someone pulled her from behind. And that's Tomy. Apparently he's still following her.

"You... Mmph.", Tomy smothered Rhea's mouth and pulled her into a small alley nearby.

Rhea kicked hard at Tomy's leg so she let go of Rhea and squatted her shins in pain.

"How dare you kick me. It turns out that I've been too kind to you", Tomy stood up and walked over to Rhea.

Rhea was about to run away, but was confronted by Tomy.

Now Rhea is locked on the wall with both hands of Tomy.

"Didn't you like me? Why put on such a scared face? I've humbled myself to accept your feelings, but you're avoiding me and an expensive sell-off. You even consider me a stalker. Isn't that too much?"

"Quick get away from me! Basic crazy!", Rhea tried to push him but she was a woman who was clearly inferior to the strength of a man.

"Obviously you like me but are still evasive. I'll make you understand."

Tomy brought his face closer, but suddenly someone hit him in the face from the side and made him fall to the ground.

Not yet stood up, Tomy's stomach also got a kick.

"Never bother Rhea" Sean said. He was already on top of Tomy and was beating her face.

"Seans. Stop already. Let's go.", Rhea pulls Sean's arm to stop the blow.

Without saying much, Sean immediately stood up and held Rhea's hand walking out of the alley.

"Come in" said Sean after opening the door of his sports car.

Rhea according, because she also wanted to get away from there immediately.

"Why are you here?", asked Rhea after Sean sat at the wheel.

"Who was that jerk?", Sean asked.

"Snackers. Don't talk about it. Where are we going?"

"Lunch. What do you want to eat?"

"Chicken noodles claw. I know a good place. I go there often too. Not far from here."

"okay."

***

"I'm doing fine. That's why I can go straight to college. I want to take care of my college leave immediately."

"Then what are your plans now?"

"I have to find a full-time job. And yesterday Langit said that cafe Intan is in need of employees. I'd like to try it."

"Rhea. Did you know that Sky and Intan are back?", doubtfully Sean asked for fear of hurting Rhea.

"This is the brother of his order", a servant came and put two bowls of chicken noodles on their table.

"Still, bang.", Rhea received her chicken noodles and began to mix them with soy sauce and sambal that were already available on the table. Not to forget he added a side dish in the form of quail egg satay, intestinal satay, meatball satay, chicken head, chicken claw.

"Rare you sure you can spend it all?", Sean was amazed to see Rhea's bowl full until it was not visible to the chicken noodles themselves.

"Hm. I've always been like this when I eat here" answered Rhea shamelessly and began to eat her food.

"Bentong stomach.", Sean also began to eat.

"I already know."

"You're self-conscious apparently."

"Yes. That's why I'm ordinary and don't want to think about it too much."

"Yes, don't think too much. Do as you please."

"certainly. I don't want to force his feelings. If this makes him happy, then I'll support him."

".....", Sean paused to understand Rhea's words, for some reason he felt disconnected. "Rhea? Now let's talk about what it is?"

"On Heaven and Diamond" answered Rhea still greedily eating her quail eggs.

"Huh? Aren't we talking about your belly?"

"...?", Rhea looked up straight at Sean with an astonished expression. "Don't you ask me if I know if Heaven and Diamond are back again?", asked Rhea with her cheeks bulging because she was eating quail eggs.

"ft... Ahahahaha.", seeing that made Sean laugh with anxiety.

Wanting to feel he patted the two bulging cheeks of Rhea. But there was no way he could do it, he did not want to be sprayed with food by Rhea if he patted her on the cheek.

"Why laugh? Wrong, huh?"

"Ah, yes. Uh, no.", Sean replied unfocused.

"Which one is right? Yes or no?", a little annoyed Rhea returned to scooping her food and ignoring Sean who was laughing at her.

"Ehem. Okay, serious. You mean you already know they're back?", asked Sean again after mengusuannya.

"No. I was just expecting it. I just found out after you asked me that."

"Why can you guess like that?"

"Because their relationship looks fine. They met last night when I was in the hospital. Then this morning the sky chose to drive Intan, rather than take me home from the hospital. But luckily you picked me up."

"Evening Sky instead of looking after you but instead went to see Intan?", Sean clenched his hands in annoyance with Sky's treatment.

'Know so last night I didn't go home and keep Rhea in the hospital.', she said.

"Em."

"You look calm like this, don't you feel hurt? You like the sky."

"It's really hurt. But yes it was, as long as the person I like is happy, then I have no problem" replied Rhea with a bitter smile.

"Here we go, let's discuss something else" Sean tried to divert the conversation so that Rhea was not sad. "You like camping, don't you?"

"I've never been camping, anyway. Why?"

"Come with me camping!"