I Want What I Don't Want

You Want

"Finally you came too, Lang. Long time, why?", exclaimed Sean.

"Ask Intan aja", replied Sky shrugged his shoulders.

"I dandan first. Wh why? Want to protest?", challenge Intan.

The sky left the two of them who were again arguing then sitting next to Gilang.

"When isn't the day you say you don't want to come, Lang?", asked Sky.

"Ask Sean.", replied Gilang imitating the words of Heaven.

The sky was silent for a moment, then turned to ask Emma. "Where are Riyan and Feri?", he asked not forgetting to look at Rhea.

"They go first, brother."

"Let's go now. Because of someone we so late.", invite Sean to leave Intan who is still upset because of blame. He walked over to Emma and Rhea.

"Come on", Emma answered while standing up and followed by Rhea. The sky and Gilang also stood up.

Intan left the house first because he was still standing at the door since his arrival.

Followed by Gilang then Sean, because he wanted to warn Gilang to be careful when piggybacking Rhea. He even told Gilang to wear his backpack on his back so as not to be close together when piggybacking Rhea.

"Emma, take me to the bathroom for a while, yeah", whispered Rhea stopped Emma who was also about to catch Sean out of the house.

"All right, come on."

"You know where the bathroom is?" asked Rhea. He had only been in the Sky house once, and had no idea where the bathroom was.

Emma shook her head, "Sorry, brother. I don't know. I think Rhea knows."

"What's wrong?", asked Sky who was waiting for them by the door.

"This, brother. Rhea asked to take you to the bathroom."

"Come, I'll take you in".", The sky stepped into the house.

"That's been ushered by the Sky, then I go out first, sis.", said Emma.

Rhea was still standing in her place, suddenly she did not want to pee, she was too nervous if it had to be alone with the Sky.

"Rhea, come on", invite Sky because Rhea does not follow behind him.

"Ah, yes", Rhea finally walked towards the Sky. He followed the sky in silence.

"Here".", said the sky standing next to the bathroom door which turned out to be located near the kitchen.

"Still.", Rhea hurriedly walked into the bathroom without looking towards the Sky.

After a while, Rhea came out of the bathroom after finishing her affairs.

"Rhea" called Sky who was still waiting for her outside the bathroom.

Rhea was about to turn her head when suddenly her hand was pulled to the side by the Sky. In an instant he was in the arms of Heaven. "I miss you, Rhe" said the Sky as he kissed Rhea's head.

Rhea was both happy and hurt. He was happy because the person he liked missed him, but he was hurt because that person belonged to someone else and not his.

The sky let go of his embrace. Instead he cupped his hands to Rhea's petite face. He brought his face closer to Rhea's face and kissed Rhea's lips.

His initial intention was just to kiss Rhea's lips. But after doing so, he still felt that it was not enough. Then he kissed Rhea's lips for longer.

The kiss turned into a gentle kiss that made Rhea complacent and could only resign. His brain told him to stop the sky knowing that what they were doing right now was wrong. But his heart did not want to tell him to stop.

"Woy, splinter. Ntar hunted the mallem until there.", cried Sean from the middle room.

Sean's shout made Rhea flinch in shock and instantly pushed Sky away. Rhea blushed in embarrassment and awkwardly turned her face to cover her mouth with the back of her hand.

"Emm, I'm out first", said Rhea first because the sky did not immediately move from its place.

In the living room Rhea meets Sean. "Why long? You pooped?", asked Sean.

"Appaan, anyway. Nope, lah. My pants zipper stuck, so long.", replied Rhea origin.

At least when dealing with Sean always make him comfortable, so he can take his mind off the incident earlier.

"Now can what not zippernya? Do I want to help make it true?", Sean's ignorant smile expands on his handsome and rancid face.

"Udah. Let's go hunt it out. I look forward to the others outside."

"And you make us wait a long time again", replied Sean while matching his steps beside Rhea who had gone first.

"So, where's the sky?", asked Sean looking back.

Rhea pretended not to hear Sean's question and sped up her steps to get out of the house.

Sean's expression turned flat and a little cold as he looked at Rhea from behind as it left him. His smile disappeared instantly. A flash of the image of two people kissing reappeared in his mind.

Actually, he had seen Sky and Rhea kissing while going into the kitchen to catch up with them for a long time not coming out. After knowing that, he again walked into the living room and shouted calling out to them.

He feels jealous but can not do anything, because his love rival is his best friend since childhood who he already considers as his own brother.

"Come on. Why even stand here?", invite Sean to Rhea who stops on the terrace. He clasped Rhea's wrist leading her towards Gilang.

"Lang, nitip Rhea, yes. Must be careful if mbonceng him.", Sean reminded Gilang.

"Yes, understand. Udah, sana.", drive Gilang.

"Nobody's missing, right? Your things have you all brought?", asked Sky who had gone out and was about to lock the door of the house.

"No. Cepet buruan has left. Poor Riyan is the same Feri.", replied Sean.

The sky locked the door of his house and walked towards his motorbike, where Intan was waiting for him there.

Sean drove the bike first, followed by Sky and then followed by Gilang. They ride motorcycles not in tandem like convoys. They were traveling at their respective speeds so there was a range of distances between them.

***

The weather that had been clear was suddenly cloudy when it had entered the mountainous area.

"Your name is Rhea, right?", asked Gilang suddenly who had been silent during the trip.

"Huh? Ah, yes", answered Rhea surprised because suddenly spoken to. 'I don't think he's going to talk to me.', Rhea's mind.

"It looks like it's raining there.", point Gilang towards the opposite rider.

Those who drive from the front wear raincoats and there are traces of rainwater left in the car that also drove from the opposite direction.

"Yes, it looks like."

"I didn't bring a raincoat."

"Keep why?", Rhea did not understand the purpose of Gilang's conversation in pieces. 'What's the problem?', Rhea again sat down.

"We're quitting?"

"Lha why stop?", asked Rhea cengo. 'I swear, I don't know what he meant.'

"Because I didn't bring a raincoat. You want some rain?"

'Oh, why didn't he just say gini from earlier?'