I Want What I Don't Want
Not Meeting First
'Rhea, I'm sorry, yesterday I didn't drive you home, because I had to leave early in the morning to the airport.
Yesterday you were okay, were you escorted home by Sean?
I hope you can be good friends with him. Although he's a famous playboy, but he's a loyal friend.
For Heaven, you must be careful with your feelings, not to misunderstand his attitude. He can be a good friend if you don't fall for him.
Yaahhh, even though it looks like you've been in love with her since you met yesterday.
Always send me a letter, yeah. I'll miss you my best friend.'
The next day, after waking up from her sleep, Rhea read an email from Julie.
He thought about what Julie said. 'Did I really fall in love with the sky? Is the thumping feeling I feel it is falling in love?'
'Kring Kring Kring'
The voice from Rhea's phone broke her daydream.
Rhea smiled amusedly at the screen of her phone, 'Sean is kindhearted?'
"Pffts.. Hello?", Rhea held back a laugh seeing the name of the contact that Sean saved himself yesterday.
"Hello, Rhea. What else?", said Sean.
"Just woke up."
"Then it's not breakfast, is it? Want to eat together? All for a walk", take Sean.
"But I'll have part-time work."
"Eat together, then, the streets another day. Yea?"
"Okay.", Rhea assented.
"I'm there now."
Tuuut tuuut.
Sean shut the phone.
Actually Rhea is not so fond of hanging out with others, she is more comfortable being alone.
He can be friends with Julie because Julie is so persistent. Just like Sean is doing right now.
Rhea closed her laptop, then got out of bed walking to the bathroom.
Without taking long, Rhea had finished getting ready and waiting for Sean's arrival.
Tok to tok.
With a knock on the door, Rhea walked out of her room towards the living room.
"Hi" said Sean as the door opened and went straight in before Rhea was welcome.
Rhea could only be speechless seeing Sean walking past her.
"Why are you still standing there? He said he'd eat together, get ready, I'll wait here."
"Prepare what? I'm done with this, just leaving.", Rhea sat on the other side of the sofa.
"You left with an appearance like this?", Sean watched Rhea in surprise.
As usual, Rhea wore her favorite t-shirt combined with a hotpant. Irregular hair and a plain face without makeup.
After watching Rhea carefully, Sean was fascinated and did not criticize her. Beauty that is pure natural without being made up.
'If the Sky had no sense of the same Rhea, I would have embraced this child.', inner Sean was a little sorry for not meeting before Heaven.
"Why? Kan just went to eat, not to the party" said Rhea defended herself because Sean noticed her with a look of amazement as Julie when nagging her appearance.
"OKAY. We're leaving now?", Sean stood up from his seat.
"Isn't this Julie's car?", asked Rhea after locking the door and approached Sean.
"Yes, I'll borrow Julie until I move tomorrow" Sean explained as he opened the car door for Rhea.
"Didn't you just move out of town? So why move here again?", as far as Rhea from their conversation yesterday, Sean and his family just moved.
"Because after meeting you, I wanted to go back to this city", Sean smiled as he blinked one eye and closed the car door.
'Luckily I've been told Julie about Sean being a playboy, so I wouldn't be too surprised by his sweet mouth', Rhea looked at Sean walking in front of the car.
"Where are we going to eat? Is there a place you used to go?", asked Sean as soon as he sat at the wheel.
"I'm up to what I want to eat, because I'm not too picky about food" replied Rhea who was putting on a seat belt.
"okay."
On the way, Rhea begins to feel comfortable talking to Sean, because Sean has a character that is almost the same as Julie.
While Sean also increasingly wanted to know Rhea, because it turns out Rhea was nice to talk to, unlike the outward appearance that looks indifferent.
"So, which area are you going to move to?", asked Rhea.
"Why ask? Are you going to play at my place often?"
"Once you move near here, I can ask you to take me everywhere" said Rhea.
"You want to make me a driver" Sean curled up while pretending not to accept.
"If your boyfriend is your girlfriend, I want to. Even I'll be ready 24 hours to always be by your side" Sean said.
"Here you go, I won't fall into your seduction."
"I'm going to stay in the Sky house.", because his appeal failed, Sean finally answered Rhea's question earlier.
Upon hearing the name of Heaven, Rhea immediately fell silent and went back to thinking about her feelings.
He stared out the car window and recalled the first time he had met the Sky.
Just thinking about it had already made Rhea palpitate and unable to think clearly. 'Did I really fall in love with the sky?', this feeling was her first.
"You like the Sky?", asked Sean suddenly.
Getting such a question made Rhea aware from her daydream, "Why do you think like that?"
"Because it is clearly visible from your behavior since yesterday" explained Sean while still focusing on the road in front of him.
"Is that clear? Even Julie thinks the same as you."
"Every day yesterday, you always steal a glance at him, always misbehavior when close to him, even you often suddenly**** if he invites to talk.", said Sean at length.
"really? I just realized that I fell in love with her after you told me.", Rhea was embarrassed to remember her behavior yesterday which was the same as Sean mentioned.
"At least now that you're conscious.", Sean could only sigh lightly hearing Rhea's plain speech.
"If you can only know how I feel, what about the sky? Could it be that he also knew?", Rhea murmured a little frantically.
"Just calm. The sky is not a person who is sensitive about feelings. He doesn't know you like him."
"Thank God. I hope he never finds out, and I'll try to suppress this feeling."
"Why? You don't want to be with him?", asked Sean not understand.
"Because Julie warned me not to have feelings for Heaven. Because Heaven often misunderstands his kindness."
"Eitherway. Who knew people could change", Sean slightly shrugged both of his shoulders. "We have arrived" Sean said after stopping his car in front of a simple shop.
Rhea watched the tavern in front of her while removing her seatbelt.
He accidentally saw someone they were talking about.
'Is that not the sky? He was with a woman. Maybe her boyfriend?'
