I Pursue Your Love, Rector

Red stain

After finishing the milk tea, I want to sleep because my eyes are so sleepy. I tidied up all the books that were scattered because I was doing my duty.

But wait, there's something wrong with my sense of body. It felt suddenly hot, and it was hard for me to explain. I don't know what's wrong with this taste. My body is very hot and sweaty. I tried to calm down, but could not calm down. At first glance, I saw Mr. Rama look the same as me, he also felt uncomfortable.

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This morning, I felt really bad about my body. It feels very painful in some parts of the body and also in my bare areas. I was shocked not to flounder when I really woke up normal. I just realized that I didn't use a single thread on my body.

I screamed as hard as I could when I saw Mr. Rama look just like me. The shocked Mr. Rama was immediately carried away without realizing that he did not use his clothes.

When I realized I wasn't wearing clothes. Mr. Rama looks very angry at me. He grabbed my hand very tightly and looked at me furiously.

"What are you doing to me!" said Mr. Rama with a high tone.

"I should have asked you what you did to me" I said, not to lose.

Mr. Rama did not answer what I said. He left me alone without a word this time. He didn't explain anything about what happened.

I looked up in disbelief at what happened last night. I tried to twist my brain so I could remember what had happened. But still, I don't remember what I did. All I remember is that when I finished my milk tea and tubs were so bad, I don't remember anymore.

I try to think positively for myself. Since I don't remember anything, then I don't want to say that I've lost my pride this time. I don't want to say that I'm not holy anymore. As much as possible, I try to strengthen my heart. But the reality is even different, because my body has so many red spots and my precious area feels very painful.

No, there is no way that me and Mr. Rama have done that. Even though he was my legal husband, he didn't want me. I can't think straight now. Trying to think positively is not very helpful to my heart. Plus, I saw blood on our bed sheets. It made my heart feel bad.

I got out of my bed and wrapped myself in a blanket. I waited for Mr. Rama to come out of the bathroom. When he came out without a second thought, I went straight into the bathroom.

I want to look fine, but I still can't. I can't describe this feeling anymore. As I got down from my room, I saw Mr. Rama and Salsa talking at the dinner table.

Oh yes, I forgot to say, that my father and mother-in-law are not in this house. They were out of the country yesterday afternoon. The only ones living in this house now are me, Mr. Rama and Salsa, and there are servants and other workers.