
I decided to get up again, so who am I. I don't need to shy away from the fact that I don't like Mr. Rama. I don't have to move to college just because I'm hated by other people.
I wiped my tears and tried to smile at my face in front of the mirror. There's nothing I need to avoid right now, let everyone hate me for now. Everything will change one day, because nothing is everlasting in this world.
I took my towel, and went to the bathroom. I immediately flush my body with water, it feels very fresh and makes my heart also feel freshness.
After I think I'm dealing with water. I finished my shower, and then came out of the bathroom with a pretty calm heart.
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I sat on the sofa in my room not far from the window. My door was knocked by someone from the outside. I got up to open the door to the room.
"Darling, do you want to go with mama this afternoon, son," said the mother when I opened the door.
"I don't think so, I want to be in the room right now."
"Darling, mom doesn't want you to do anything, son. Come with me, I'm sure you'll be entertained."
"Well, don't worry about Nia. Nia's at home, won't be okay."
"Nia, mom knows you're home. Mama's just afraid you think short of being home alone."
Mama looks very worried about me, I understand the same thing that mama maxed out. Mama must have been afraid that I would do something reckless, maybe the reckless thing you meant was suicide because of a broken heart.
"Mama, I won't think too short. Mama doesn't know me, when you think she doesn't."
"Jude, if you don't want to come with your mom. Mama also will not go to the house of her friend. Mama will accompany you at ajalah's house."
I feel guilty about what Mom said. Mama canceled her intention to walk just because she was afraid I was alone at home. Because I'm heartbroken, it's something that makes my mom not calm.
"Yaudah deh ma, Nia goes with mom. But not for long well, and no talking about Nia ya ma," I said in the end.
Before long, I finished getting ready with a less flashy shirt. And thin powder as it is. I went out to my mom who was sitting waiting for me in the living room.
"Come on, Nia is ready" I said as I walked over to my mother.
Mama looked at me, watching my every inch of body. From top to bottom, all of you pay attention.
"Are you sure you want to walk around in Nia's shirt?" said mama.
"Lho, what's wrong with this shirt anyway."
"Nia, you're like a guy who doesn't have a bagusan shirt. Time of the road same mom with gini house clothes."
That's what makes me lazy to follow the road mama, mama always just pay attention to my appearance. I don't dislike grooming, it's just that the same way mama is a bit lazy and anyway.
"Nia, change your shirt. Not really, the time of the road with his shirt mama gini is very Nia. Don't make mama shy dong son," said mama while taking me to change clothes.
"Oh my goodness, mama wants to go to the house of mama temen do you want to party anyway ma?" me word.
"Run, my mother told me the same way. Mama didn't tell me the party, mama told you to change clothes because at home jeng Ratih there is a handsome boy."
I guessed it, if mama took me to the street it must be the house of her friend there is a son. Especially if his friend's son is handsome.
"Oh my goodness, Nia had guessed from earlier. Mama asked Nia the way there must be shrimp behind the stone. If it's not possible to take Nia's way."
"Udah deh Nia, mama knows you're breaking the switch. That's why mama invited you to walk to Jeng Ratih's house. Counting your broken heart is your son."
I can't answer anything anymore, it's just that in the end, my mom and I didn't make it because my dad came home from work.
I took a breath of relief, today I survived my mother who likes to be this matchmaker.