I Pursue Your Love, Rector

Sucking

I lay my body on this sofa, it does not feel as good as sleeping in a bed that I have at home. But, it feels so comfortable in my body. Because I am so tired.

"Hey, you can't sleep on that couch right now" said Mr. Rama.

"Should I sleep in another room tonight sir, or would you like me to sleep next to you?" I said while lying down.

"This room is not your room, so don't be careless. You can only sleep where I let you. If a place I don't allow. Where can you sleep," said Mr. Rama at length times high.

I don't want to answer what Mr. Rama said. My eyes are very sleepy to make me not strong to argue with Mr. Rama. Right now, all I want is sleep. Mr. Rama is up to him. Want him to nag until the morning is also not a problem for me, which is important for me, Mr. Rama did not throw me out. So that I can sleep comfortably even without a blanket and sleep on the sofa. Coupled with the nagging voice of Mr. Rama who is getting sucked on my face at this time.

POV Rama

This girl who became my wife turned out to be very strange. I was busy nagging him and he comfortably fell asleep on the sofa in my room. I can't believe what I'm seeing right now. Nia was sound asleep on the couch when I talked to her.

In my heart I said, how can this be well, there are girls like this on the face of the earth. I talked to him, but he slept soundly without thinking.

I decided to forget the girl in front of me. I want to tell you what he won't answer either. Obviously won't answer, that guy the girl's asleep.

I left Nia, walked towards my bed and lay on top of it. I tried to close my eyes. I want to go to bed so I can forget this exhausting day. But it's a pity, how hard I tried to forget what happened today. But it was all for nothing. Because the stronger I try to forget everything, the stronger I remember what happened.

I saw Nia who was sound asleep on the sofa. Hate enveloped my heart, why did I feel dislike for this girl who had been titled my legal wife.

Suddenly, Devilla's shadow seemed to be clearly drawn in my mind. Devilla, the sweet girl I've been waiting for. Although I don't know if he'll come back someday. Because everyone has said that he is dead. But I'm sure he's alive and will come back to me someday.

I closed my eyes, as if Devilla's face was in front of mine. The promise I made to Devilla was as if she had heard it clearly in my ear. It's like a tape that's always repeating the conversation between me and Devilla.

God, until when do I have to live in the shadow of this girl I love so much. Lord, if he is alive, bring him to me. But, if it's really gone. I beg of you, make me live a normal life and bring me another love. I said in my heart, closing my eyes tightly.

I couldn't sleep until dawn. I saw Nia on the couch, maybe she's cold right now. I turn off my room ac and I get a blanket. Then, I covered Nia's tiny body.

I looked at that face up close, her face looked very pretty with clingy eyelashes. A sharp nose and red pomegranate lips. Very beautiful, this girl is indeed very beautiful if noticed when she sleeps.

I just saw the face of a girl from a very close distance. During this time, I've never seen a girl up close. Like this saar, when I saw Nia who was sleeping. Even with Devilla I never did this.

I immediately woke up from the squat I was doing. I realized what I was doing was making me lose my mind to Devilla. Because by looking at this girl in my room. I forgot myself, however, I am also a normal human who has a strong appetite. It would be a lie if I said I was not interested in the sweet girl in my room right now.