I Pursue Your Love, Rector

Gorgeous

"Nia, you're quiet. Come on, forget what I said just now" Bayu said to me.

I smiled at Bayu, from long ago until now. My best friend understands me the most. I feel so guilty for them. I'm not telling you what really happened between me and Mr. Rama.

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A week had passed, during which time I was in college as usual. There is nothing I have to prepare for my wedding and Mr. Rama. Because the wedding was held at night and only khobul ijab only. There is no prescription at all.

For the first time, my face was wearing make-up. Well, even though the show is only khobul ijab only. But I'm dressed up as the man who's supposed to be getting married. I wear the kebaya that the Williom family has prepared. They also brought a wedding fairie for me.

Mr. Rama's family has come, but I haven't taken them out of the room. He said after Ijab khobul later I can just get out of my room. I also follow what they say.

Tonight, either I should be happy or sad. I don't know what to feel either. Because on the other hand I am happy because I can marry the person I like. But on the other side of my heart, I'm sad. Sad because it can only be ijab khobul only. Not doing a wedding reception like I saw when everyone else got married.

Busy voices were heard outside my room. I wanted to know what was really going on, but I wasn't allowed out of the room. I felt alone in this room for a long time. Want to play with the phone, my phone was taken by my mother. What else can I do besides sit still with this kebaya that makes me so uncomfortable.

Before long, someone knocked on my bedroom door. I immediately got up and opened my door. It was my mother behind that door.

"Come on Nia, it's time for you to come downstairs, son."

"It's over with the khobul ijab, ma?" I said.

"Nia has not finished yet, just want ijab khobul now. You should be there to watch the khobulnya ijab" said mama explained.

"Udah, don't talk much anymore. Mom's son is so pretty tonight. Come down now, son," said the mother.

My mom and I came down from the top of my room. While my mom took my hand. I walked slowly because the kebaya skirt was a bit narrow. All eyes present were on me. They were all stunned to see me. I heard them complimenting me for being beautiful tonight.

I'm a little bit pretty tonight. Because the make-up I wear makes my real face beautiful, more beautiful again. What else I never used make-up during college.

Everyone saw me, except Rama who was just down when everyone praised me. After I arrived and sat down beside Mr. Rama. Then Rama saw me.

When he saw me, he looked at me with a look I couldn't understand. That's either a nemuji look or a dislike look. Because all this time, I could never guess the heart of Mr. Rama.

POV Rama

Tonight, I'm going to marry a girl I don't love. I don't want to marry you but I can't refuse my mom and dad to do what they want.

Half an hour later I sat down, until Nia's parents brought the girl down from upstairs. I don't want to see the fact that what I'm about to marry is not the girl I love.

I lowered my gaze as Nia descended from the upper room. I heard everyone praise that Nia is so beautiful tonight. But I still can't see the girl.

Until finally, Nia had to sit next to me. Unintentionally, I saw it. For the first time I saw a very beautiful girl not far from me. I can't say anything but. She's very beautiful, very beautiful tonight.

Actually, it's not just tonight that she looks beautiful. Every day she is also beautiful, but unfortunately I can never fall in love with this girl. No matter what happens, this heart still cannot forget a girl I once loved. I'm sure he's alive and will come back to me. No matter how, but that feeling was always in my heart. Until now, I was still convinced that Devilla would come back to me. I'm very sure of that, very sure.