I Need Confession

Attempts

the day after his wedding, he struggled to find various information about his business. Although he was given capital from his Master, the shame began to slip in Aisya.

"How shameful is this self, after I was given sufficiency by him, as if I was utilizing it", murmured Aisya on the sidelines of his activities.

"it looks like I have to determine immediately, I don't want to be his business long," said Aisya monologue

Aisya was indeed a person who really did not like troublesome things, even now she was like a mistress of a young master whose existence was hidden. Aisya wanted to be free from the cage that had locked her up. That was how Aisya felt.

"Should I try to let go of everything", Aisya's mind churned.

having just become his wife, has made it more complicated, but on the one hand he must be independent both physically and financially.plans only stay plans, plans, he is still confused to face the reality of life that is suffering at this time.

For now Aisya, will be unemployed first to clear her mind and devise her increasingly complicated and dark life strategy. He is not ready to tell his life now to his mother or let it flow just like that, hopefully in her does not grow a fetus from the results of his actions depraved his boss, who now drags him into the valley of destruction.

"for a long time I could be stressed, I had to get up !" said Aisya trying to give her spirit to herself.

He immediately grabbed the flat object, then decided to Contact the mother, to immediately make a transfer of contract.

Finally, I moved to the house that Aisya lived in, obviously many questions were raised to Aisya by her mother. Aisya simply replied that she was trying to install the house and she managed to convince her mother.

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one month passed, now Aisya decided to work instead of making a business because with various considerations.

He tried to apply through online sites it turns out he could get a job despite being a regular staff.

for one month after her marriage Aisya lived with her mother, but she has not said anything about her marriage. He is not ready to accept the risks he is taking for now.

during that one month Dirga did not contact him, he disappeared as if swallowed by the earth there was no news in the slightest as if he was thrown away.

Maybe at this time, Aisya really has to live her life alone by solving the problems she is facing.

"are you thinking about what Aisya is ?" ask Aisya's mother

"Ah, no ma'am. This is more work in the office, " said Aisya lying

"mother thinks you are thinking about the cost of home installments, it's already if you are burdened we just contract" said Mother

"Mom hope you don't think about hard problems just for mom's sake,"

"It's okay mother, it's the duty of filial children to parents," said Aisya soft and sincere.

"Mom not going to the store now ?" tanya Aisya tried to divert the conversation

"Mom seems kind of a pity to go to the Shop," replied the mother

Finally, the store that Dirga had given him to use for the grocery store that his mother had complained about, at least he could use the shophouse. He can also convince his mother because for the sake of home installments he has to work and the mother works in the grocery store that he pioneered a month ago.

actually Aisya could not bear, the old mother who was still working but the mother remained and steadfast in her stance under the pretext of wanting to help her home installments.Aisya Can not refuse it than he was in

treat her mother's various questions that make it more complicated better to look safe.

In a room sufficient for shelter he lamented his solitude. He was sitting on his bed thinking of something.The mind that always haunts in him is to accept the presence of the fetus in his body.

"Maybe it's time for me to check, am I pregnant or not ?" mumbled Aisya while holding and stroking her stomach.

Actually, he really wanted to mnegecek from the past duli but there was concern in him still not ready to accept his condition and now he tried to brave himself.

Aisya entered the Toilet and immediately checked using a pregnancy check tool, after seeing how she used it immediately,...

after waiting for a few minutes he finally saw the results.

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