I Need Confession

I must be strong !

The wind does not blow to shake the trees, but tests the strength of the roots.

Ali ibn Abi thalib

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In a private room Dirga, repeatedly opened his laptop, but as if he did not concentrate until he massaged his forehead many times. Dirga was not concentrating, because he thought about the incident the other day.

"Argrrh," grumbled Dirga who was shuffling her hair.

"I can do it with him, what should I do ?" dirga says monologue.

"For a long time I'll go crazy, I'd better get this thing sorted out !" he speaks for himself.

"Do Rama have to know ? as soon as I told him, maybe my burden was a little light." he monologued.

Dirga took his phone in his pants pocket, then he contacted Rama to enter his room. Do not wait for long the sound of knocking on the door from outside also sounded.

Tok.tok.tok, the sound of knocking on the door.

"Come in, "say Dirga out loud.

Sure enough, behind the door is Rama, Assistant and Dirga's best friend. In the office they look very professional, even Rama is so very respectful. This he did in order to avoid the babble he nepotism.

"What's up, sir ?" ask Rama.

"Sit down and you don't call me Sir, this is in my room anyway" Dirga said.

"Alright, but I'm just afraid to be heard by other employees" said Rama while sitting his body in the chair opposite Dirga.

"Calm down, I told my secretary, so that today I don't accept guests first" Dirga said.

Rama, sit down immediately, "What's up, Ga ?" ask Rama.

Dirga sighed and threw it away violently, "I'm having a problem !"

"What problems? Is our company experiencing a decline in profits ?" Ask Rama.

"This is not a company problem, but about myself" said Dirga who weakened slightly.

"Lantas, what's the problem ? to make you like this ?" said Rama who had noticed the condition of Dirga that was not healthy.

"I'm confused where to start, I hope you're not surprised and disappointed in me, you promise to keep it a secret, no one knows including my family." Said Dirga with her blank look.

"Ga, you I've considered my own brother, share with me. Whatever the case may be, I will always be with you. I'll keep it a secret if that's what you're asking for." Rama

"I have desecrated a woman."

Rama rounded his eyes, to his surprise, "Huh, What ? who ?" rama's voice was so loud that it made Dirga's ears feel disturbed.

Dirga immediately hinted to speak slowly, immediately closing Rama's mouth.

"You're deaf, what ? can you not, your voice volume is reduced ? it would invite the suspicion of others !" Seru Dirga brought his face closer.

"Sorry, I'm shocked and still can't believe what you said ! Why are you like that ? say ?" said Rama.

"When I came home from the party, I was drunk. I did it when I didn't realize. But it's always evasive that I didn't do it but I was next to her in a state without a thread."

"Crazy, you ! I can't feel it. Don't you enjoy it so much that you forget it" Ledek Rama

"Sial, you ! I don't know either, what should I do ?"

"Behold, who do you mean, don't tell that woman a-" Rama's words were cut because Dirga had already acknowledged her first.

"Yes, Right. She is Aisya,"

Rama rounded his mouth while covering his mouth and shook his head, not expecting that Dirga did that. This is much more surprising again.

"What !!! is there more shocking news than this ? you're playing with him ? Did he set you up ?"

"No idea, Rama. I also had time to think like that. But he kept holding me accountable."

"Just give him money to keep his mouth shut, or you give him whatever facilities he asks for" Rama said

"I thought so, it turned out that was not what he asked, he forced me to marry him. Even he was willing to marry even a day," said Dirga.i

"Yes, then get married in KUA without having a party. Let it remain silent because the danger is also if he leaked to the general public," said Rama lightly.

"I intend like that, what about my parents, will they accept it ?" ask Dirga.

"You don't have to say secretly, after all, you will divorce him" said Rama with Entennya.

"Before that happens, you immediately check her pregnancy. You just throw it out !" rama turned wild.

"I don't think you're so much worse than me" said Dirga.

"Depending, if you ask to do evil I will be more evil and vice versa if you ask me to do good I will be much better." Said Rama so stirring.

"But I can't bear to lose my life, Rama. If she was pregnant, I would have waited until birth. I'll give her a place. Think of it as my penance." Said Dirga with a slightly weakened tone.

"All right, I'll follow your wishes. Now think of you facing your parents," Rama said, strengthening his friend.

"You have to keep this a secret, because you're the one who knows my problem" Dirga said.

"Just be calm, I will always keep all this a secret, all you have to think about is your matchmaking !" exclaim Rama.

"She I don't want to disappoint mom and dad" said Dirga.

"Already, later we think in the future, now finished first your affairs one by one," said Rama scratching his head felt very complicated relationship Topsnya.

"Well do you want, help take care of everything ?" Ask Dirga.

"Alright I will take care of everything" said Rama.

***

Aisya is now opening her phone, intending to contact a friend, but it turns out Aisya is still fond of her that she must contact or not. Aisya felt that she had already troubled her friend a lot. He's very sad. Even during here he knew that Sinta was rich, but he never played to his house. He decided to abandon his intention.

Aisya is still sitting, it has been a few days he did not enter with the reason of illness. Yeah, he's hurting his heart and mind right now. The feeling of disappointment in him made him helpless.

Aisya also realized, if she was like this the problem would not be solved, the slump would make it worse. He tried his hardest to get up.

"Tomorrow, I will go in, to meet him," said Aisya with a stream of tears at the corner of her eyes.

It turned out that Dirga, completely reneged on the agreement. He did not contact Aisya. This was what made Aisya slump again because she had reneged on her promise. Aisya was worried that her promise was not kept. He decided to go to the office tomorrow.

***

Aisya was now in Division X's room, returning to her old room. He became very much dreamy after returning from there. Aisya is now more indifferent than usual, even he did not heed the gossip from his coworkers.

"I have to meet him today," Aisya muttered clenched both hands.

"Neng, it's in. Listen to it again hurts huh ?" asked someone who was quite the room janitor who disperse the seagrass, he was Bi Mina.

"Eh,. m.. Bi Mina, Ia Bi Aisya is a little unwell." replied Aisya with a forced smile.

"Why have you entered if you are still sick, the company must also understand" said Bi Mina.

"No Good B, too long rest, I don't want to eat blind pay. I can do some activities, anyway" Aisya smiled.

"Yes, you have to take care of your health, yes Neng, Pamit's aunt was still a lot of work" said Bi Mina, saying goodbye.

Along the way Bi Mina wondered because she felt something strange with Aisya's attitude, who used to be cheerful now moping around.

I'm sure Neng Aisya has a problem again. Not as usual. Maybe because of illness? batin Bi Mina wondered.

***

The break time had arrived, he was trying to head towards the main room of his superior. Although in a small heart he felt scared but he tried to vent.

He walked towards the door of the Director's room, now he was at his doorstep. He sighed and threw it away violently.

"Come, Aisya you must be strong," murmured Aisya cheering herself on.

when the door is about to be knocked, a person's voice is heard, thus stopping the knock. He changed his body position following the direction of the sound.

"What are you doing in front of my room ?" Snapping Dirga by putting on an unfriendly face.

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To be continued