I Need Confession

Imposing

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While cleaning his face with cleanser he muttered to himself, "ah, it feels like being an assistant, very squeaky and tiring, even unimportant things become important, he said, clothes are arranged and must follow all superiors.. It's weird and confusing."

"I feel like I want to be an ordinary employee" said Aisya who was still cleaning her face.

Today, so dense was Aisya's activity that her body felt tired. He immediately made his bed and rushed to sleep.

Aisya closed her eyes many times, but she was not sleepy either. I could be insonmie, he thought. He tried to stare at the ceiling, he thought of something, he was not out of thought with what was now happening to him, he was thinking, because so quickly his position becomes higher than other colleagues who are clearly long and competent.

"I am still confused until now still do not believe in being a worker who is close to the boss," murmured Aisya.

Suddenly remembered the words of other employees who thought that he was quick to be in this position because there was a back game, he said, it cannot be denied that as a new employee entering less than 6 months, he can already be in a very high position, so it is only natural that there is a lot of speculation about him.

"Whether, this time they consider me a cheap woman, or is there back-and-forth with my boss" Aisya muttered

"Ah, I actually want to reject this offer, but this is an order from my superiors," Aisya muttered as she massaged her head

"It feels like I want me to talk to them that I'm not who they think I am. I only carry out my duties as a subordinate, if you know I only have enough work," Aisya muttered a little.

"You guys from the beginning of my arrival have not been friendly to me, now coupled with my condition like this, ah already, why did I become like this, you are strong Aisya, patient" said Aisya speaking alone, soon Aisha began to yawn and Aisha prayed and begged forgiveness for what Aisha had done..

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Along the way Dirga felt strange walking with ice, which may sometimes look like children and very innocent, and very polite to anyone.

"Why is he so innocent" said Dirga

ah, why do I think about him, Dirga muttered while driving forward his vehicle. Suddenly Dirga mobile phone reads, there is a nickname that is the mother then Dirga immediately raised it.

"yes, Ma, what's the call at night ? dirga

"Dirga, tonight you go home, yes, it has not been home for a long time" said mama Berti

"What is Ma ? Dirga actually tomorrow Dirga's work is very much ma" said Dirga while refusing

"Indeed why Dirga, if you have a lot of work tomorrow, usually also go home, you do not miss your mother" said mama

"that's not it, ma'am, it's not unusual to tell Dirga to come home" Dirga replied

"Indeed, it's wrong for my mother to tell me to go home" said Mama Berti

"yes, no offense, I'm going home tonight" replied Dirga, not wanting to argue with her mother.

"Well so dong, awaited yes same mama", said mama Berti while saying goodbye and closed her cellphone connection

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Dirga House

The sound of a car engine parked in the garage, a few minutes later the sound of the house bell rang.

ting tong

ting tong

ting tong

kink, czech,

Ointu opened and stood a middle-aged mother, who was waiting for her presence.

"Mama, isn't it bi surti ?" dirga

"Dirga, mama misses you very much, Bi Surti let rest, mama from earlier waiting for you," said mama Berti while hugging him.

"Mama, like you haven't seen each other in a long time" Dirga replied in her mother's arms.

"For a long time, you rarely go home son, come in" said mama Berti as she let go of her embrace and walked towards the living room.

"I'm sorry Dirga Ma, only able to go home, because of the business of many work duties" said Dirga following his mother.

" Oh, you rest first, tomorrow there are things you want to talk about" said Mama Berti

"Here it is, it is late, you better rest, tomorrow if you can not enter first" said mama Berti.

"hmm, okay ma" said Dirga who was exhausted could not refuse the mother

They separated and Dirga entered into his room, and many thoughts because of his presence was awaited by the mother even late at night

***

Morning Dirga was awake, and there was still a feeling that was not careless, then out of the room to the dining table that was there was awaited by Mama Berti and Mr. Hendra

"you have awakened Dirga" said Mr. Hendra and Dirga just nodded as he approached the dining table.

Dirga sat at the dinner table, and they had breakfast together, after they finished, there was usually always a warm chat between them.

"Ma, what exactly did mama call Dirga here ?" Ask Dirga.

"hmm, there's actually something I want to tell you, son!" Mama Bert.i

"About what, Ma ?" ask Dirga curiously

"Son, your age is ripe, immediately look for a companion, so that your life is not alone, there is a place to share" said mama Berti.

Dirga was silent for a moment, "Yes Ma, for now Dirga has not thought of that, Dirga still wants to live alone, enjoy the singles, anyways if there is nothing there is still a mama and papa," said Dirga.

"Dirga, you want to until when you continue to be single, that age will quickly pass, do not wait old. Papa and Mama won't be with you forever" said Papa Hendra.

"If your mom and dad are gone, no one takes care of you, consider your age too, lest you get old when your kids are young, not yet able to take care of you or even you can not take care of your children, " said Mama Berti added.

Dirga was silent for a moment, thinking about the words of his parents who were worried about him, and only realized how important a family was for the life to come.

"Dirga has not found a suitable ma" Dirga said.

"But you like girls, don't you ?" suddenly Berti's mother asked who made Dirga jerk.

"Dirga Normal Ma, but at this time still do not find it," said Dirga take drinking water and drink it.

Well, mom apparently thinks I'm gay or homosexual, inner Dirga

"Thank God, my mom was happy to hear that. Dirga, do you need to find a partner for you ?" ask Mama Berti.

Again, surely mama is looking for a candidate for me not apart from business partners, I have to reject it, wait could Mama have forgotten Lira?, Dirga's mind.

"No need Mama, Dirga can find it for himself" said Dirga

"Why did you reject him Dirga ? mama must have chosen the best for you," said Mama Berti smiling.

"Ma, this is not the era of siti nurbaya" said Dirga evasive.

"But, there is nothing wrong with you getting acquainted with your friend's child, today they will visit this house, Mama hope you do not disappoint mama" said Mama Berti

So the point is mom wants to introduce someone to me, use her muter-muter event, inner Dirga.

"Who's it, Ma ?" ask Dirga

"Later on, now you're ready" said mama Berti.

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To be continued