I Need Confession

I'm sorry !

"What are you doing in front of my room ?" Jerk Dirga by putting on an unfriendly face.

Aisya was aghast and bit her lower lip, "Master"

"Lock !" Dirga orders while opening the door and tells him to come in.

Aisya followed Dirga who entered the room. Dirga locked the door, obviously this made Aisya become even more frightened.

Will I be killed by him, or will he do anything to me, Inner Aisya begins to conflict.

Aisya was still sculpting, she just looked down to stand in front of him.

"You just stand up, sit down and quickly tell me what the purpose of your arrival is !" Jerky Dirga

You do not need to yell at me, I am here to make peace to solve our problems, said Aisya who taak he issued and only in the heart.

"Hey, why are you keeping quiet ? are you deaf ?" ask Dirga.

Aisya raised both her heads, trying to bravely look at him.

I'm not deaf, I just want to collect your promise, Inner Aisya

Aisya who started squeezing the ends of her clothes. Aisya's heart could not be conditioned he began to groggy and himself tried many times to calm his condition.

Aisya spoke a little stammeredly, "m. I just.."

"Just say and speak clearly !" Snapped to him with a very horrible look.

Aisya emboldened herself, "I'm waiting for your promise, sir."

"Promise ?" scrunched his forehead.

"Yes, the promise you've made, I hope not to forget it."

"Do I have to do it ?"

"I beg you sir ? please keep your promise."

"I'll think about it first"

you are still thinking first, when here it is clear that I am being harmed by you, Inner Aisya.

"Don't you promise, you'll finish it" said Aisya, who now broke into tears.

"Later, I'll call you, come on out !" expel Dirga.

"Sir, my message alone you never reply, you promise two days after the return will finish, but until now you still do not finish it, sir." said Aisya.

"I promise I'll call you, yesterday I had important business, which I can't leave" Dirga said.

Is he making excuses to avoid me ? Inner Aisya guessed his Master's spirit.

"Hey, why are you looking at me so ?" Said Dirga disperse his daydream.

Aisya blinked for a moment, "No sir," he said.

"If there's nothing you want to say anymore, you can get out !" dirga's orders seemed to drive him away.

Not a terrace of Aisya's tears flowing, he occasionally wiped his tears.

"Okay sir, excuse me !" aisha said out of the room.

Am I being too rude to her ? inner Dirga.

Dirga just ruffled his hair, he was really very dizzy with his condition.

But it turns out that Aisya's steps stopped back.

"What's up ?" dirga asked with a sharp look.

"This is Mister, the door is locked" Aisya said with a tremble.

Oh my God I forgot, just locked it, Ah damn the inner Dirga.

Dirga moved towards the door, clearly making Aisya so frightened. I don't know what the guy was thinking that he obviously came to him.

Oh God, help me! What he was about to do to me, Aisha's mind thrashed.

Dirga was getting closer towards Aisya's body, now their distance was very close, but Dirga looked at him instantly.

"If you stay there, it gets in my way" said Dirga flatly.

"Sorry sir" said Aisya softly and he immediately moved away.

"Come out before I do anything to you !" tell Dirga.

Aisya Immediately came out of the room and from a distance Dirga saw Aisya walking away from him quickly then he closed it.

"What should I do ?" said Dirga.

Dirga returned to his chair he occupied himself perfectly and occasionally he grazed his head.

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Aisya who had just come out could not stand the roar of her tears, how could the person who had destroyed it do arbitrarily. It was as if there was no price in front of him.

Aisya returned to crying in the Toilet room, just lamenting herself and letting go of her grief. Yes, it turns out that crying can alleviate a problem in his heart even though crying is not a solution. Crying will not change things.

"Yes, Lord, I can't stand your trials. I am very weak, Give strength to face all this, "Aisya muttered shut her eyes with tears.

Aisya occasionally wiped her tears because she did not want to look exhausted from crying. He does not want his problem to be known by others, however it is a disgrace to him.

"Aisha, you must be strong. Yesterday you were strong, why is it now fragile again, Is it because I met him ?. No ! you don't look weak in front of him" said Aisya strengthening himself.

"You must be stronger to face the monster. Remember he has destroyed you," Aisya said as she wiped her tears that did not stop flowing.

"Hey, tears why don't you stop !" aisya spoke alone.

Aisya immediately washed her face and after in a sense of invisibility ended crying she immediately came out back to work. He was very lucky because in the toilet it was very quiet, obviously because it was a toilet that was parallel to his Master. No one goes into that toilet.

"It feels like my lunch today is a cry. It's sad," muttered Aisya smiling knotfully.

Along the way he was faced with a blank stare with no sound. He went back to his room and he now has to think hard.

Even empty stomach he did not feel it, Aisya's life was so empty. Yes, helplessness has now left him fragile and shattered into pieces.

"Why should it happen to me ?" his mind always says that.

Suddenly Ruri approached him because she saw Aisya who had just daydreamed.

"Aisha, you're sick !" ask Ruri in search.

Aisya was aghast, "No ! I'm fine" she lied.

"Your face looks very pale and like you've been crying" said Ruri.

"No, I'm just tired" Aisya lied.

"Alright, if you have a problem telling me. Don't Be Legan! I'm going first !" said Ruri leaving Aisya alone.

I know you have Aisya's problem, your eyes can't be lied to, Ruri's inner.

Aisya simply nodded her head as her consent.

I want to tell you all my problems, but not all my problems become your consumption. I'm sorry, I want to calm myself first. Let my troubles be my story, Inner Aisya.

"Should I accept this harsh reality !" aisha mutter

As Aisya glanced back at her monitor screen, to do her job came to a halt instantly, when a hand grabbed her roughly.

"You should come with me !" someone grabbed his arm.

Aisya before looking at who the person who grabbed her hand she brusquely brushed it off, "Take me off!"

"How dare you to me !" The impact..

Aisha was aghast at once, and rounded her mouth and closed it. He was surprised and amazed by what he did.

"I'm sorry !" lirih Aisha.

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To be continued

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